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'Blake you truly are the real deal, you are an angel. Not once have I met anyone as good as you. Your kindness is beyond me, and to think have just known me for some minutes! No, I can't overwhelm you with my problems I can't! Please understand!'
'Phil, don't make an angel of me. Believe me I'm not. I'm just common flesh and bone like you! I am a human with a heart, and right now my heart is not at peace and will not be if I just ignore you and let you suffer alone. Tell me what's bothering you, please.'
'No I just can't. And please stop pleading, 'cause it's not helping.'
'Ah, Phil, Phil, Phil. Aren't you one stubborn brat! :) . Okay, let's make a deal. Tell me what's wrong, and I will send you a very recent photo of myself. I'm sure you'll enjoy it, I'll be sure to put on a sexy smile just for you, how about it?'
'Hehehe, Blake you cheat you! You know I don't stand a chance with you trying to bribe me!'
'So?'
There was another long pause, so long I had to type something else. 'Phil?'
'Sorry Blake, but I can't! Talk to you later! Please don't be mad!'

And he was gone, just like that. He must really be suffering big time. Why doesn't he to ease his sorrows a bit by sharing them with me? Is he so scared of overwhelming me to the point of chasing me away? What should I do to let him know that I'm willing to listen? Hope he changes his mind and confides in me. That night as I lay in my bed, I had a lot to process. There was a guy out there, right here in my town, who liked me so much he was scared of losing me, and so he couldn't share his problems, even at the expense of his mental health. Hope he is feeling alright. And, there's a hot guy that I'm falling for so hard it hurts. I wonder if he could love me, should I be brave and just interact with him and see what happens from there? Phil was brave enough and interacted with me, and nothing went wrong! Maybe I should follow his example. But then again, how do I know that this pretty boy doesn't have eyes for another boy...or worse still, a girl! What if he is friendly like I am to Phil and it just ends there? Would I be able to take it? Well, everybody has a right to follow their hearts and just let the pieces of the puzzle fall into place. Tomorrow after school, I'll come home as fast as I can, pretty myself up, stand near the road and wait for my pretty boy to pass by. I will say hi to him and see how he takes it. Who knows, we may just end up together! Ahhhh! That would be awesome! I squirmed in my bed at the thought of
being with pretty boy. I had to force myself to go to sleep, the following day would be to me quite eventful.

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"A freaking penny for your thoughts?" Kim said as we ate lunch in the school cafeteria.
"He's been like that lately, aways going all zombie on me," said Mike, then facing his girlfriend Kim he said,"and he
wonders why he can't get a boyfriend, like who would want to date a zombie?" making them both giggle and chuckle hard.
"Actually for info, I was thinking about someone who would give their left leg to wash my underwear," I said, making them both pause their fierce giggle fest to give me looks of disgust.
"Dude we're eating! Don't ever do that!" Said Kim.
"Do what?" I asked.
"Bring up your underwear while we're eating." She said.
"Oh please cut out the drama miss, like you wouldn't trade all your possessions for a pair of my dirty boxers!" I said, making her gasp.
"Blake dude,You're talking to my girlfriend!" Mike said a bit too loud. I could see some heads turn to our table and stare at us.
"Hey relax, okay?" I said quietly, not wanting to attract anymore attention to our table.
"Anyways, to change the subject..." started Mike.
"Oh yes please, anything but somebody's underwear," Kim said, glaring at me.
"...oh, but we can talk about your underwear right babe?" Mike said, obviously not what he wanted to say before being distracted.
"Ahem, I'm right here," I quickly said, dreading the underwear topic. Gosh I shouldn't have brought it up.
"But before we move on from the creepy, how was yourspying session yesterday? Oh and you owe me a dollar." Mike said.
Kim was a bit puzzled by that.
"Is our resident zombie now a spy? So creepy is your middle name after all huh?" she said.
"I'm not a spy and I am not creepy, people!" I said, gritting my teeth. Boy did these two ever know how to poke fun at me! Grrr.
"Okay, so did you talk to him already?" asked Mike.
"No I didn't, but I'm gonna do it today I swear. That guy is totally hot! Kim would definitely leave you for him." I said, with a smile. Just thinking about him brought a pleasurable rush of adrenaline through my system.
"Who exactly is this boy?" asked Kim.
"There's this guy he doesn't even know who's been walking past his house, and he thinks he's in love, hehehe," Said Mike.
"Oh. That explains the going all zombie on us thingy," Kim said.
"But you know guys, things are begining to get complicated now, 'cause there's another guy in the picture, I just met him online yesterday. He's a really nice guy from what I can tell, and he likes me a lot. I'm so confused right now I don't know what to do. I like the feeling of being liked, and that of liking someone, but I wish I could get and receive these feelings from just one person." Both Mike and Kim
looked shocked.
"Wow...aren't you grown? It seems the issues of life are upon you. Who's the online guy?" said Kim.
"His name's Phil Martin." Kim's jaw droped.
"what! Phil Martin!"