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MY SECRET OBSESSION WITH COCKS
By Delbert G.

Growing up a skinny kid who was always getting picked on through grade school by older and bigger kids, I always assumed I was going to be one hundred lbs. with noodle arms the rest of my life. I had friends in grade school but I never related to any of the cool kids or had many girlfriends. I wasn’t sure what was really going on by the time I was in the 5th grade however by the time I was in 6th grade I began to look at the girls a little more than I used to.
As their breasts began to grow and show more I became interested and became a bit obsessive to see a naked girl. Sure I had my moments in grade school where I talked a girl into showing me her vagina while sitting inside a concrete playground tube thing but I wanted to see more.
I grew up believing that men who fuck men are faggots, disgusting and worthless human beings who are mentally disturbed and were going to hell for whatever. So the idea of even being attracted or wanting to fuck another man I never even gave a thought to it.
There were times I would be curious after school when hanging out with a neighbor kid and we would get bored and play the ‘show me yours and I will show you mine’ game. I was in the 2nd grade I believe and played this game with this friend and saw his cock. It was the first dick I had ever seen in real life and to me it was more of a curious thing then a desire.
I recall when it was my turn I unbuttoned my pants and pulled my underwear down I had a hard on. I don’t think the boy really paid attention but I remember my dick being really hard and wondering at the time what was that all about.
I played this game off and on with boys outside of school during the summer break. Not really sure how it would come up but I think I saw about two cocks when I was in the 4th and going into the 5th grade.
So by the end of the 6th grade I began questioning my thought process and dreading the fact I was a leper homosexual that would burn in hell because I was sick in the head. So I did my best not to think about looking or playing the game of show me yours, show you mine anymore.
Going into the seventh grade was when things got strange before that year during that summer break. I had this heavy set kid named Chris who a real nerd that went from talking about cartoons to naked women by beginning of the 6th grade to mid summer before we went into 7th.
One day I went over to his house to hang out all day because his mother was a single parent and worked all day. So we did all kinds of crazy shit having a place to ourselves from phone pranks to burning shit up however that one day I came over there on Friday after noon Chris had found a box in his older brother’s room of Hustler magazines.
This would be the very first time I would see what an adult woman’s vagina looked like all the way spread open as Hustler was a pretty bold magazine and very notorious for. The one thing Hustler had was pictures of women getting played fucked by men (this was the eighties they didn’t allow penetration until the late 90s early 2000s I believe) but the men were adults and all had erections.
By this time I had not masturbated yet but recalled waking up with major raging erections and even recall something sticky in my pants I later figured out years later may have been cum from some erotic dream of me and a girl from school I recall.
As Chris and I paged through these magazines, we both took turns with our own books and this allowed me to look where I wanted instead of both sharing a book and not trying to get caught looking at a cock.
This time a few cocks were starting to get my head tingling and I recalled feeling my dick get hard in my shorts that were made out of this stretch fabric with some kind of trendy surfing thing on them. I had forgot how far they stretched and when I noticed my dick was poking straight up while I was feeling something crazy in my head while looking at this one man’s dick.
There was something very appealing to it and it was smooth and very hard. It had to been at least eight inches and had this thick mushroom head on it that I don’t think it turned me on but it made me like the shape of the fat head and the long thin cock that he had and pretend to fuck this very sexy brunette with large tits.
By the 4th book I was ignoring the bimbo large breasted hairy cunt women and paged through and looked for cocks. This was seriously turning me on and it dawned on me about the fifth book that I was in need of something bad. I was longing for a release and in my pre-masturbation world I had no fucking clue what was happening between my legs except my dick was hard and I was hot and bothered.
That’s when I accidentally noticed something across from me and it was Chris. He had these really short red shorts on and it became apparent he was not wearing underwear when I caught a glimpse of his testicle that would flop out when he moved.
Then I learned why he kept switching around in the chair and it was because he had an erection. I had never seen Chris’s dick and for some reason we never played that show me game and I thought I was growing out of it however I wanted to see what this sort of fat lily white boy who was a year younger than me had for a dick.
Spotting his erected penis in his tight red tennis looking shorts with the fashionable white stripes had me thinking of a million ways to ask him to play the show me game and for the first time I lost my nerve. I was usually the little pervert who initiated and maybe it was because I knew he had a hard cock that I began to choke and run out of scenarios to ask him as the hours went by and the stacks of Hustlers were almost paged through by both of us at least twice.
All of a sudden I spotted something at the back of the Hustler magazine that I had flipped through dozens of times and missed. There was advertisement for gay porn videos and magazines. They were small ads because of the homophobia that ran rampant in magazines like that however I could clearly see a man with his hard cock either pretending or actually behind another man. I began to ponder, was he really stick his cock up that man’s ass?
We heard all kinds of homophobic slang like butt fucker and ass packer and got the idea that’s what gay men did but I could clearly see it now and all though it made me feel disgusting and ashamed for looking but I couldn’t keep my eyes off of it.
Thinking back I know I was totally turned on and remembered thinking to myself how I could ask Chris to play around like that. Maybe make a joke out of it? A game like ‘let’s wrestle’ and perhaps rub up against him or something. I know I had all kinds of ‘sick shit’ going through my mind and I know now I was really turned on by this friend of mine.
I remember looking at glimpses of him over the magazine and recalling his chubby white legs and when he would turn on his side once in awhile I could see one of his pudgy white ass cheeks sticking downward out of the side of the tight shorts that had weird angles around the legs.
Then I spotted something that nearly made me cum in my pants or at least I recall feeling like I wanted to or did. I caught a glimpse of Chris reaching down under the magazine and his stomach and rub his thumb over his hard cock through his shorts. I wondered if he was trying or if this is how you masturbate because I had not done that before however as I would pay attention more and more I could clear see Chris really rubbing his cock and not even noticing I could see what he was doing.
Suddenly I had thoughts wondering if Chris didn’t really care that I noticed or if he masturbated a lot and what he thought about. I think at that point when I was wondering what Chris thought about is when my mind snapped and forced me into the ‘don’t fucking care state’ and I just became bold as I could with no thought of consequences or wondering if he would think I was gay and tell people I came onto him if he notice me looking at dicks or him.
“Are you playing with your dick?” I blurted out in my non masculine girly voice followed by a really stupid laugh and remembering how dumb that sounded and thinking I blew this or whatever this was.
“Sorta,” Chris laughed immaturely, “some of these girls are giving me a boner.”
“I have one too,” I replied with that same laugh but after realizing what I said sounded dumb. I said the next thing that felt even dumber until Chris made notice.
“See,” my words came out of my mouth without thought as I arched my pelvis up while still laying on my back on the couch across from Chris who was in a recliner. I literally presented my erect cock to Chris showing him through my shorts so he could clearly see that I was poking up through the material.
“Do you have a big dick?” he asked, “it looks really big like that.”
I never thought much about it or had any other cocks to compare to when I was erected but looking down at my skinny boner that was clearing stretching out and indicating I had an erection. The fact Chris noticed that it looked big and asked me.
“Not sure,” I said pulling the front of my shorts down and not even thinking twice about any repercussions exposing my hard cock to Chris, “does it look bigger that yours?”
“I think so,” he said as he stood up from the chair and dropped his shorts down to his ankles. Now I could see Chris’s cock and it was very appealing. I had never seen a chubby boy’s dick and even though he was fat it was obvious he had a small but very appealing dick.
He had no pubic hair at all and even though I had been sprouting a few hairs here and there I recall Chris’s smooth body and his small but fat looking cock. I couldn’t take my eyes off it as his hand grabbed it and pulled it up to see if he could possibly make it look bigger or maybe compare it to mine that was a big bigger than his obviously and I think he wanted to take a closer look because he kept looking at my erected cock and his from a few feet away.
I think maybe I was totally liking what I saw on Chris was the fact he was smooth, white and fat and kind of had fat tits like a woman. So perhaps I was very turned on by him because he looked like a girl and this is what I would run through my head every time I talked myself out of asking to touch his cock.
A few minutes later and some trading of words Chris eventually sat down on the couch next to me. This is when I noticed he was really rubbing his six inch cock and at times he looked like he had no idea what he was doing but his hand vigorously rubbing his dick was trying to either get his dick harder or bigger, or maybe he was turned on and attempting to masturbate.
“Do you jack off?” I asked recalling this term. I think I didn’t do this because of all the jokes about boys and being losers with no girlfriend or life and always jacking off alone. All of these words, slang and names flashed through my mind every time but the more Chris seemed not to care the braver I got.
“One morning I think I did,” he said, “I woke up with a boner and I was on my stomach. I rubbed my dick on my bed and it felt good. I started doing it over and over and something went crazy in my pants. Whatever happened I could feel my boner moving and peeing all over. I got freaked out because I never had a boner and peed my underwear but someone said that if you play masturbate and do it a lot that will happen but if you look sometimes it’s not pee but cum.”
I heard that word many times like ‘cum in your pants’ or “whack off and cum’ but I had never seen it happen. It was not a thing even in Hustler magazine back then but I wondered this after Chris told me about it.
Before I knew it we had or hard cocks right up next to each other and comparing. It was obvious I was a bit bigger but I really wanted to play with his. We were at the point where we were touching our dicks during the comparison and I caught myself thrusting my dick in his dick. For a moment when I pressed my cock against his it felt good and as I was about to feel embarrassed that’s when I noticed he was doing it back.
“This is kind of gay,” he said with a laugh.
“Naw,” I replied as we went from thrusting out hard dicks together to rubbing them together with the assistance of one of our hands to hold them in place during this bit off the rails non verbal freak thing we had just went into without thought.
“At the back of some of those books there are some guys doing stuff like this,” I blurted out.
“But that shit is gay,” he laughed.
“No it’s not,” I quickly defended it, “Nobody can see us.”
“I kind of like it,” Chris blurted the magic words that made me suddenly feel relaxed and comfortable enough to ask him to take off his tee-shirt and without hesitation he did. His stomach was fat and he had flabby boobs that could have been pushing a B cup or more as I think back.
Either way I found my hands playing with his tits and hearing him laugh awkwardly as I fondled my first set of boobs ever. Sure it was another boy but he had breasts and probably bigger then some of the girls in our grade at the time.
“What are you doing?” he finally asked as I was literally become a freak with his boobs.
“I’m pretending you are a girl,” said, “pretend I am a girl also and see what happens.”
With those strange words that left my lips suddenly I had has soft hand on my cock. He was feeling my hard dick up and down. He was basically seeing what mine felt like including the fact I had a bit of public hair he touched but not so much as my hard dick.
“You do have a bigger dick,” I heard him say. Whatever homophobia he had went out the window as soon as he realized he was free to do what he wanted because we were playing this ‘pretend I am girl” game.
I think about this time I was getting so turned about by my dick being stroked that’s when I found myself sucking on his nipples. They were hard and even though they were small his larger flabby man boobs felt nice to play with as I envisioned a girl I went to school with as I did this.
Every time I would suck on his nipples I could hear him start to giggle then start to sigh as it turned into a quick moan. Did he like this? Can boys like their boobs sucked on? I think after I went tit crazy on him fantasizing he was a girl is when I got curious about the two men again.
At some point remember going crazy and rubbing my cock on his fat white ass and this had been the topper and total turn on and had me wondering if he would let me try to butt fuck him as it was termed. I wondered if I just put my cock between his fat butt cheeks but as my crazy ass play went into overdrive I think it dawned on me that maybe butt fucking means hard goes into someone’s asshole.
Chris was now on his side lying on the couch playing with his hard dick while I was getting off rubbing my dick against his soft fat white ass. For some reason this was messing with my head the most wondering how my hard cock would fit into his asshole.
At one point as my mind began to go mad and into over drive with curiosity I worked my hands by his ass cheeks to take a peek at his asshole and wondering if mine looked like his. I remember it looking a bit small but compressed a bit and when I got brave enough to spread his ass apart that’s when kind of protesting asking me.
“What the fuck are you doing?”
I didn’t respond and he turned around and sat up while I was now on my feet after I instinctively stepped back and stood up after he swore asking me what I was doing. I think I was thinking about stopping and feeling really stupid for crossing a line with him.
Suddenly as I was looking for my shorts on the floor and about to stop that’s when I noticed Chris was licking my cock. He used to talk about girls and blow jobs all the time and since we were playing this ‘pretend I’m a girl’ whatever game now he was attempting to give me a blowjob with no experience or knowing what really is and how it is done.
“I think you have to slide it between your lips,” I said, “that’s what girls do.”
After a few pointless attempts and tries to the point where I caught my hard on going back to normal. Chris figured something out and when I felt his warm mouth and his wet lips sliding up and down on my dick my erection instantly returned and I suddenly was feeling some amazing pleasure as well as really loving what he figured out but it would be short and he stopped.
“Do it to me now,” Chris said.
I think when he stopped my dick was going through that stage where you know you are about to cum however due to the fact he stopped I would never know but either way I found my way on my knees and my face in his lap while he arched his pelvis up a bit on the couch sitting straight up. It took me a bit as I played around with his small flabby semi hard dick.
I think after I started to think about what he did and wrapped my lips around his dick to repeat the motion he did with his lips. I remember the warmth and wetness and kept my mouth full of Silvia and pretty soon before I knew it I was successfully blowing Chris like a pro.
“Oh wow,” I heard him say laying back on the coach and at one point I remember his small dick went all the way into my mouth and my nose touched his smooth fat groin area that it seemed to like it when it happened but there was something that was fun about this and in the back of my mind I kept thinking of the most nastiest or sick things to do. Looking back they were thought of as these terms and I think it is what pushed me at this point to do it because it made me crazy to think of this stuff.
I started thinking about how a hard dick fits into an asshole and for some reason I remember as a young boy when I would get my temperature with a rectal thermometer and the quick dip into a bit of Vaseline to do this. Would this be how this works?
All of this stuff went through my mind while I was experimenting with Chris’s dick in my mouth for three minutes until my jaw started to get soar. Maybe it got later in the day or we were just thinking too much about it but when I stopped attempting suck his dick we both without words just slowly broke this little ‘pretend I am girl’ game off and before we knew it we were putting out clothes back on and not thinking anything of it or discussing this anymore that day.
Chris put the magazines back and went would find ourselves back to being ‘normal’ boys playing Atari games and doing stupid shit we normally did for the rest of the day until his mother came home. The following night he would come to stay at my house and we would hang out there and nothing was said or even suggested about the other day.
Later in the night in my bedroom he was sleeping on the floor in a sleeping back and we started to talk about girls. The discussion was quiet because my parents were on the other side of the house and I was worried they might hear.
As it got later than midnight our perverted stories and thoughts about naked curious or ‘who we would like to bang at school’ got intense that is when Chris said the odd comment that had me feeling weird.
“Do you think I am gay?” asked Chris, “I mean we did gay shit the other day and that is fucked up.”
“I know I’m not gay,” I replied, “I thought we were playing that game about pretending we were a girl and messing around that’s all it is. So when we get with a girl we know what we’re doing right?”
“Y-Yeah,” he replied in a strange tone, “I wonder what it would be like to have sex with a girl.”
Suddenly the creepy kinky thoughts came back about the two men butt fucking and I began to ponder the idea again and that’s when I got brave again and spoke.
“We can’t see each other in the dark,” I said, “we should do that again and think of a girl.”
After the words came out of my mouth I felt really stupid and even though Chris hesitated for a bit suddenly I could feel him in my bed with me. My dick instantly got erecting thinking that Chris was in my bed and something was going to happen and that’s when he got very quiet and did not respond for a bit.
When it became apparent he was quiet and not responding it was because he was taking off his shorts and large shirt. He was wearing underwear and socks this time so this was the delay. I didn’t know any of this until I felt his fat, warm naked body against me.
“You going to take off your stuff?” he asked.
Almost like a ‘duh’ moment of realizing it dawned on me and I quickly took off my shirt, long sweat shorts and lastly my tube sock. I then crawled back in bed and covered up in the dark and that’s when madness broke out.
Two naked, very aroused early teenage boys were rubbing themselves up against each other under the covers not able to see each other yet it was so fucking wild and erotic thinking about us two inexperienced virgins grinding our cocks and bodies thinking of girls.
At one point it started to get boring in my mind trying to get off picturing girl I have never seen and my mind returned to the day before when we started off comparing dicks, rubbing them together and trying to give each other blow jobs.
When I thought about his hard cock and ass and knowing that was what was next to me grinding his dick on my leg suddenly my mind went insane and really enjoying whatever we were doing and I thought about that one man on his back and that other man on top him in that gay add.
Wondering if they were grinding and I remember the man on his back had his legs way up and even though you couldn’t see what was going on it dawned on me that if it was possible to butt fuck a person that way.
“I got an idea,” I said as Chris paused from his attempt to kiss me while his small cock was rubbing on my pubic area against the coarseness of whatever hair I had there. Chris had found something that felt good and was working on that for a bit until I mentioned an idea.
Chris got off of me for a bit to either masturbate or wait for me to talk about whatever I said about an idea. I reached down under my ass on the bed and bucked up my hips to spread open my butt to locate my asshole with my finger knowing Chris could not see me. I was trying to figure out if my asshole was lined downward or if lifting my legs up like that one guy on the bottom would be the trick.
I lifted my legs and pulled them back and could feel my ass spread apart a bit and thinking maybe this would work if Chris didn’t know what was going on.
“Come here,” I said and right away I could feel Chris fat body move into me and his hard dick probing around banging against my dick. I reached down over the side of my groin trying to grab his cock in the dark.
After a few tries I found it and pushed it down slowly with my legs back trying to estimate where my asshole away guiding his cock into my ass that felt more accessible like this. We must have attempted this about ten times before he whispered to me asking me what I was doing.
I think after he asked that is when I got lucky and felt the tip of his small yet very hard dick nail my asshole. Chris either sensed it or was thinking or trying to get back into the cock rubbing thing but whatever he was thinking wound up being the experiment that found the tip of his extremely hard cock probe into my asshole and I definitely felt that one.
Chris felt his cock slide inside something and started to push harder and got more responsive from the pleasure of my asshole as it slowly wrapped around and swallowed his cock head and that is went he pushed harder and this is when it felt like he was tearing my ass out and I almost made him stop until he did another big lunch and it became apparent then his entire cock had shot up inside me and stretching my asshole so far and feeling like I was taking a painful shit. Chris was deep in me and he stopped for as second possibly because his virgin hard cock was feeling the warmth sensation of being inside me or whatever he was pressed against way up there.
“This feels great,” he muttered as I felt his cock slowly coming back out but instead of taking it out he thrusted again really hard inside me and repeated. I nearly threw his fat ass off of me and called this quits but suddenly as he picked up speed in this motion with hardly any lube or whatever was making it work he pulled his dick out not completely and thrusting back inside me deep.
Eventually Chris figured out the faster he went doing this it felt better and with little or no lube I think my ass could have bleeding only because I noticed it later. Quite possibly this became the unknown source that helped him slide faster and faster to the point he was literally fucking me with his fat guy slapping against me the deeper he went.
“Am I butt fucking you or something?” he muttered only slowing down a bit.
Chris got a little crazy and his cock came out twice and when he jammed it back into my balls quite painfully he had to reach down to figure out where his cock was having the best pleasure of his life. He didn’t need me to tell him he was butt fucking me only because he took his hand on his cock and his other hand to feel around. Chris’s fingers found my wide open hole that had remained open from the cock that went in and out.
Without questioning about butt fucking or what was going on Chris instinctively guided his hard cock back into my opened hole with both hands until that sensation of my warmth came over his dick indicating he was back where he wanted to be again.
From this point my legs started to cramp and I attempted to end this torture however when I heard him moan and could feel his cock as it painfully thrusted inside me again. The more speed he picked up his moans and breathing pace began to pick up. For a fat kid he sounded like he had asthmas the more he worked himself in and out literally fucking me as this literally dawned on me that I was being butt fucked.
Something painfully went wrong and it felt like a sharp knife went up my ass and I told him to stop. Chris didn’t hear me or at least he pretended like he didn’t. It got to the point where I had to push him off following his voice swearing at me loudly.
“Quiet,” I whispered, “Chill out…”
I sat up and reached around for my clothes and could feel the sensation of warm blood coming out of me and down my ass cheek where I found the remains of it dried up later. It wasn’t much but whatever Chris did in his mad fucking really tore me up with his small hard cock.
I reached down and found my shorts half way on near the floor dangling off the end of the bed. I am not sure what Chris was doing but it was still dark. I knew he was sitting on the side of the bed when I moved passed him but now his hand was playing with my balls as my ass was up in the air for the moment I reached down to grab my shorts.
His hand fondling my semi hard cock and balls was gentle however before I knew it was on his knees and pushing me down a bit. Chris must have figured out what was going on assuming when he grabbed me he was feeling for where I was.
Before I could get off my knees I remember his large fat body was on my back and his hard cock quickly found my asshole except in the dark and in this position it was awkward. I could have stopped him but feeling him trying to put his cock inside me and every time he failed I could feel his frustration and his dick pressing up into my ass literally begging for the right area to push inside but flopping down and failing quite a few times.
For some reason this was seriously turning me on and that’s when I realized that I had went beyond the point of no return. His cock did find my hole and began to push and slide inside but not enough lubrication this time to make the full penetration.
All of a sudden I could feel something that I never felt in my entire life and it was my cock that was moving and twitching underneath me. Whatever was going on felt awkward and it caused me to quickly get off the bed and turned the light on.
I sat back down on the bed and pulled my small table lamp over and shined it on my cock that was still twitching and it had become apparent that I came. Touching the tip of my cock to see what was still burping out of my tiny cock hole when I pulled my finger back I could see a long stream of clear cum that went from the hole as far as it could go still attached to my finger as I pulled away while the tiny string of cum broke.
“Did you cum?” I heard Chris ask looking down at my dick with the light showing quite clearly I did cum but it was so small and with the tiny evidence of a small clear gel and the final burps of my dick pumping out whatever it was but in small, final clear goops.
So it was obvious later the first time I recalled cumming even though it was a small amount I had a dick halfway inside my ass and I my hands were nowhere near my cock. I would later spend the next decade trying to repeat this freakish event with objects in my privacy. It actually took me to work up the courage in modern day to meet a man on the internet to arrange a time to mess around like this again.
Repeating the position on the hotel bed while being fucked from behind that’s when I dawned on me I needed this to happen to make myself cum without manipulating my cock with my hands.
About time I could feel this online experiment start to cum and thrust deep inside me I could feel something inside rattle me which I later learned was a male g-spot. Up until this point I was a frequent masturbator who dated woman and secretly jacked off to gay porn online.
When my cock began spraying and shooting big jolts of cum onto the bedding of the hotel that’s when I realized the key to this trick. Maybe it was the warm blast of cum that I could literally feel explode inside me and his moaning that followed each release but the spot that needed to be hit must have worked.
Laying there on the opposite ends of the hotel bed with a strange gay man with both of us relaxed with semi limp cocks with cum dripping off of them was a bit awkward but I needed this secret little thing to realize that I have a secret little obsession with cocks.
From that day forth I would arrange things like this with online men once year but not as freaked out or thinking I was sick as I did that night Chris was touching my limp dick and running his fingers over dick hole to play with my cum he ran between his finger and thumb. He was clearly curious what cum looked like and there was a few burps of it for him to play with.
“Sticky,” Chris said, “I wish I could do this.”
“Let’s try,” I said feeling bad because he may have done this had I not interrupted him twice.
I moved towards him and grabbed his still hard cock and began to work my hand over it in a rubbing motion between my fingers and palm. Not sure how this was going to work I figure I would try a bit here and if all else fails we could trade back and forth.
Eventually he took over and nearly climaxed but stopped a bit and that’s when I decided to move my face down between his big gut and my lips over his cock and attempt another cock sucking. This time he was really into my lame excuse for a blow job and he began thrusting his fat stomach and pelvis up with his dick forcefully going through my lips. I accidentally bit him a few times and he stopped but went back into it.
Suddenly he took his hard cock out of my mouth and began stroking it crazy and probably the best I’ve seen him since I saw him do it for the first time yesterday. I looked up and notice his mouth was wide open with a look of insanity in his eyes.
I sat up and as I was about to learn back a bit that’s what I felt a large amount of warm, thick cum shoot from him and spray all over my semi hard cock and stomach. His facial expression and the moan he made while eventually reaching a serious climax for the first time in his virgin life was priceless.
“Oh my god…oh my god…oh my god…” I could hear Chris moan quietly over and over before he fell back and collapsed on my bed.
I had never seen so much cum in all my life and probably ever and I remember most of it was all over my cock and stomach in thick pearly colors. His cock was limp and nearly back inside his fat groin area and I could see small clear streams of cum making its way out of his limp cock and down his fat white thighs.
My cock was starting to get hard again from all this cum and even witnessing how small his cock was when he was limp and almost rolled up inside his fat stomach and groin got my excited for some reason. I began fondling my cock for a bit and it had been apparent that his cum that was on me felt good and figured out was a great lubricate sliding in and out of my hand, damn this felt good!
My cock was throbbing hard and quite possibly angry from not being able to fully release but whatever the case his hot cum sliding all over my cock and hands was feeling really good. Chris heard the smacking noise from the cum soaked cock in my hand sliding in and out. He opened his eyes to see what was going on.
“This feels good,” I moaned, “slippery.”

His boobs looked good again and if I could get off like he did I wanted to do that tit thing some of the guys were doing in Hustler. He had enough flab to do this but he wasn’t up for it and it pushed me off rudely.
“What the hell?” I said in mid stroke.
Chris was now sitting up and head towards his sleeping bag on the floor and leaving me to fend for myself. It really kind of pissed me off and I began to ponder if my cock was slippery enough to fuck one of his fat rolls near his legs but he wasn’t having any advance I made when I crawled down on the floor with him.
My ass really hurt from his small dick fucking me and it now was making me mad that he was being rude. Eventually while lifted his left and attempted to crawl into sleeping bag I used my strength and jumped on his back knocking him off balance and to the floor.
“What the fuck?” he said.
“My turn,” I said slipping my greasy hard cock between his big fat ass cheeks that was very firm with him laying face down in this position. It didn’t take hardly much effort with the last bit of cum all slicked over my cock I pushed my seriously throbbing dick between his tight cheeks and thrusting up hitting hard against something. I kept pushing and I could hear Chris now telling me to stop it hurts and this pissed me off and turned me on at the same time.
Finally with all my might I pushed harder and my wet sperm lubed cock shot right inside his asshole and into him following an angry ‘ouch…oh my god that hurts” over and over.
Not sure if it was revenge or hearing him start to cry like a girl but it didn’t take more than a minute fucking this big fat ass and my dick gave out. I thrusted deep about five really hard and long times feeling each intense spray of my cum for the first time spraying inside.
I remember the orgasm and release was so intense I serious collapsed with relief on his large framed back. My semi hard dick slipped out along with a lot of my cum that drained a bit out of his asshole I could feel as I pulled out.
“That was it,” I said, “I did it and it felt good.”
“Get off me,” he companied in which I did so and moved up towards my bed.
There was so much cum dripping out of him and all over his black sleeping back when he went to move. I couldn’t believe all of that came from me and how good it felt and after this I would became a serious masturbator learning how to do this daily each time I came I always remembered back to this first time I shot my cum hard and fell almost asleep on top of my comforter on my bed.
You would assume this little event ruined our friendship and we never talked again and that’s what I felt as I fell asleep however in the morning Chris was the one to break the ice and had woke up and started masturbating.
I was amazed that his tune changed the next morning and he felt comfortable to attempt a solo mission with me now watching. He seemed to like the idea I was watching and when I turned a bit he said quietly to keep watching he was almost there.
He started to get frustrated a bit and for some reason demanded to see my cock and so I showed him by pulling my blankets back. Chris was seriously getting off looking at my cock and went I saw his fountain of cum spraying up on his fat gut and a final blast landing on his boob he was very happy knowing he figured out the trick of the trade all by himself.
Chris and I would remain friends and never have anything like this again. Every so often he would out of the blue ask me to watch him masturbate. This seemed to be his thing and the fact after the little sperm flying ass fucking in my room he never talked about girls anymore and seemed to get more and more into the masturbation thing with me watching.
I think he became full-fledged gay and remained that way and the last time I saw him was two years ago with another guy at bar not too far from here. He had asked me if I would go out to his truck and watch him and his friend jack off but I was in the middle of a date.

As much as I secretly love looking at cocks I wish I would have but life goes on.