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So this is officially my first story. I need somewhere to purge the guilt / shame the things I’m doing causes, and can’t bring myself to speak to anyone I know about just how twisted my sex life has become since the onset of Covid.

Im very discreet, and remain closeted, but accept w/out issue that I’m gay. I considered myself Bi for the longest time, but I’ve come to realize though I enjoy sex w/ women, it’s more out of habit that desire. True happiness for me is w/ men. Specifically, well hung black alpha males. It’s not an inferiority complex or lack of a positive male role model in my life. I had a great upper middle class upbringing w/ a nuclear family. I’m undeniably attractive which has been a great advantage in life and helped me secure a career that pays me a substantial salary. I’m 99% bottom despite having a 9 inch penis that is very thick and seems almost prohibitive at times for a bottom. It certainly made me a size queen.

My whole life I have been uncontrollably attracted to black men. It started in high school and has only gotten harder and harder to resist. The way I feel when I’m servicing a hung black man is incredible. I’m willing to do things I never would have imagined myself doing. The sluttier I am for them the better it feels. I’m not even ashamed to admit that I especially love anonymous encounters and started taking prep so I could allow men I don’t know to fuck me raw and breed me. I’ve come to see nothing wrong w/ going to theaters and bookstores and letting multiple hung black men use me to get off.

Covid made things a little more difficult. The typical places to meet closed up. I started getting bolder to keep pushing the envelope and seeking out more wild nasty sex. After George Floyd was murdered the climate in Philadelphia got dangerous. The city isn’t as safe as I’ve known it to be my whole life.

I’ve found myself walking the Gayborhood at night for the first time cruising for partners. I’ve become more into anonymous sex than ever before and find myself more turned on now when I get fucked in the stairwell of a parking garage than in a bed.

Today was a first for me. I don’t know if I should consider it a new low, or a new high. I guess it’s both. I’ve come to visit this parking garage on 13th and Samson Street where a good looking discreet very well hung black guy works. He’s fucked me so many times in the past few months I’ve lost count. He’s a great top and his dick is amazing. After finishing today this homeless guy who I’ve seen hanging around for a few weeks starts heckling me while I crossed the street. “I know what u come here for whiteboy.” He followed me to my car continuing to make comments. I stopped to confront him in hopes he would stop. Visibly frustrated, I asked what do u want from me?” “U need money?” He said “how’d he fuck u today bitch?” I ignored his question and offered him A $20 bill. He said he get u open enough to handle taking the biggest black dick u ever seen? I riled my eyes and again extended the money. He rubbed the thigh of his sweatpants and I immediately saw it. I almost thought it couldn’t be real. He caught my state and chuckled. He turned and started walking and said “come w/ me if u wanna see it.”

I considered getting in my car and driving away but I had to see it. Hung black dick is like my weakness in life and there was no way I could pass on seeing what was in his pants regardless of The Who or where. I followed him into an ally where he’d ducked behind a dumpster. He waited for me to ask him if I could see it. I was still horny as hell having just been fucked and wasn’t shy about why I was there. I knew it was gonna be big when he said “biggest I’d ever seen,” but I wasn’t expecting it to be as advertised. When he took it out I literally got chills. It was beautiful. Thick and long and rock hard w/ the prettiest mushroom head. It was a porn star cock. He proudly stood there knowing what he had and said w/ confidence l. “Go ahead... u can touch it.” Once I held it in my hand and feel the sheer weight of it and the incredible girth of it I was helplessly wanting of it. Suddenly the idea of “how could I ever really get fucked by a homeless man” was out the window and all I could focus on was “where can I fuck this homeless man.” I didn’t care. He said “I seen u chasing around that young black bull all the time, bringing him that fine white ass to use anytime he wants; u think u can handle serving this dick bitch? He get u open enough to take all this?

By now I was so out of my mind w/ lust I was just nodding yes and when he put his hand on my shoulder I didn’t hesitate to drop to my knees and suck that beautiful black dick right then and there. It felt fucking incredible in my mouth. It was so huge and thick it gapped my mouth wide open and I thought I don’t care where I am right now I’ll stay here and suck this dick all day if he’ll let me. He looked down at me and said “see slut, this right here is the great equalizer. It don’t matter where u from or how much money u got. Ain’t nothing matter to a slut like u when in the presence of a cock like this. I couldn’t speak w/ him pushing as much of his cock into my throat as he could so I simply looked back at him and nodded in agreement. He asked if I wanted it inside me and I almost broke my neck shaking my head yes.

He stood me up looked around and then turned me around up against the wall. He said I hope u ain’t ashamed of getting fucked right here faggot. He pulled down my pants and felt my hole and expressed his approval when he began to finger me and realized I was wet and open from just getting fucked. I stuck my ass out for him and when he started rubbing his massive cock head around my hole I started to quiver w/ anticipation. He teased me some more and then said well go ahead bitch. If u want it put it inside of u and show me. I reached back and took him by the shaft and worked to huge head just inside my ass. I didn’t care if he got rough I just wanted it, but he has them most amazing stroke that opened me right up and almost instantly had all of his cock burried inside of me. He stretched my walls wider w/ each careful stroke. He told me I felt incredible and it was hot I let him take me raw. He kept telling me how good my pussy felt. Each stroke redifined what I considered deep. I just stood there quietly in aw of him and loving having him fuck me.
He asked if I liked it. I said emphatically yes. He asked if I wanted more. I said just keep fucking me. That holes all urs. He said tell u what slut, u think u can take a real fucking from that dick. U wanna get a room and I’ll dick u down like u never been before. I just kept nodding yes. He said good faggot now reach back and hold that pussy open for me so I can empty my seed inside u before we go somewhere more private. I did as I was told and couldn’t possibly want to feel him cum more than I did. I hated when He pulled out of me. I was dick drunk w/ lust at this point and would have done anything for more of his dick.

I drove him to a motel 5 min away and before he could finish asking if I wanted him to take a shower I was already back on my knees forcing all of his dick back down my throat. His dick had to be at least 11 inches long and no less than 8-9 inches thick. I spent at least the next hour worshiping it w/ my throat. He wanted to fuck me and wasn’t back inside me 5 min before he was nutting again. 4 hours later he’d bred me a total of 4 times and fed me a load down my throat to make it a total of 5. I gave him $300 he didn’t want and after realizing I couldn’t contact him, agreed to meet him in the morning to suck his cock again. I hope he shows. Absolute best sex of my life.