A Love Forgotten

I lay there, excited and scared. I looked down at myself. I was laying in my bed at our cottage, in my blue soccer shorts. I quickly climbed underneath the covers seeing i had a mount everest underneath my shorts. I glanced out the doorway making sure no one had seen my erection. My family was holding its yearly snowbording and skieing overnighter at our cottage, for all our friends. We all spend the night at our cottage then went skieing at the resort a little ways from our cottage. The girls all stayed on the first floor and the guys all slept on the second floor.

Most people brought sleeping bags and found a place on the floor somewhere but since my bed was a king size I always had to share it with sombody. Last year it was my best friend Martin, that was ok because Martin was cool but I was not atracted to him at all. I was gay, I hadn't told anyone but for the last several years i had been slowly discovering this.

My family was very religious and if they ever found out... "Stop thinking about that!" I scolded myself. "They'll never find out." I rolled over and put the thought out of my head. Suddenly I heard his voice out in the hall. "Ok, everyone settle down and get to sleep." Mount Everest popped back up again. Great! I thought and tried to udjust my shorts and boxers to hold it down. The voice belong to my tennis teacher, Dan Jefferson. He was good friends with my dad and he helped keep everyone in check on these crazy overnighters. And he was the one sharing bed. He stepped into the room, his dark hair slightly wet from the shower.

He carried his dirtly clothes in and through them on top of his bag. "Thanks for sharing the bed, it sure beats the floor." He said grabing his sleeping bag. "Don't mention it." I said, my voice trembling. I wanted to kick myself, i sounded so dumb. He started to unroll his sleeping bag ontop ofthe bed. "Oh, you dont need to do that." I said quickly. "The beds big enough for both of us to sleep under the covers." "You sure?" He asked. I nodded and he rolled his sleeping bag back up. "You mind if I close the door, I don't think they'll go to sleep for awhile out there." I nodded again and he went to the door and closed it. He was wearing fleece pajama pants and a long sleeve shirt. I wish he wouldn't cover up so much of his body. It's amazing. He was a tennis player so naturally he was covered in muscle. He wasn't big though, he had a thinner build. And playing tennis out side all day gave him an amazing tan.

One time last year i had seen him at the beach and I allmost fainted when he took off his shirt. His abes were perfenct and his chest was covered in a the perfect amount of hair. Now usually i like chests to be smooth but Dan shaved his down so it was just the right length and it didn't look like a bears chests. "Burrr! It is cold!" Dan said, bringing back to the present. "I think i'll put on some socks. I wanted to shout no! But didn't dare. I usually don't like the sight of feet but Dan's were perfect and i almost couldn't stand to see him cover them up. He quickly pulled on some socks, turned off the light and climbed into the opposite side of the bed as me. I layed there afraid to say anything or even move for fear my erection would free itself from underneath the elastic of my boxers. "So what are your plans for next year after you graduate." Dan asked me. "I don't even want to think about that yet!" I joked.

That was the answer I gave to everyone who asked me that question. After all i was only 18 and still had a semester of High school left. Dan laughed at my answer. "That's what i told everyone my senior year too." We talked about tennis and life in general for about 20 minutes then Dan moved to a different subject all of a sudden, taking me off gaurd. "I have this new girl student, and i think you two would hit if off together." Dan said. "I don't know..." I stuttered, not knowing what to say. "She's pretty good looking." Dan said. "Well that's not all there is to a person." I said, trying to sound smart about this. We talked more about girls and relationships for awhile. We were both opening up to each other and it was really cool. I had never connected with anyone but Dan this way. At my tennis lessons i talked about things that i never felt comfortalble about elswhere. "If you don't mind me asking, why haven't you got a girl like all your brothers?" Dan asked. "They all started dateing in High School but i haveen't seen you with any girls at all?" My heart started pouding faster. I could lie and say something funny like "I'm to good for girls."

Or somehting like that. But somehting inside me told me to tell him. Somehting said that i could trust him. And so without thinking about it to much i said. "I'm gay." I wanted to say more but i just couldn't, my voice gave way. There was silence. Dan didn't say anyhing. I glanced over at him, he was just gazed up at the cealing. I thought he might be discusted and climb out of bed. But then after what seemed like hours he said with allmost a sad voice, "There was once a time when I was gay... or i thought i was." I rolled over and gapped at him. Dan? Gay? My 32 year old, married with three kids, tennis instructor gay? I couldn't believe what i heard. "My dad was a preacher though and every sunday i had to listen to him talk about the evil gays." Dan continued in a soft voice. "So I forced myself to date a girls, i found one that i liked and i married her..." His voice trailed off and he looked over at me.

 Then not knowing quite what i was doing i leaned over and kissed him soflty on the lips. It was very quick but it sent fireworks through me. I started to pull back to see his reaction but his hands came anf cupped my face tenderly and pulled me back. He kissed me, it wasn't one of those kisses you see on tv or in the movies. It was real and filled with love and passion. I kissed him back, sliding my hand up his side. He moved closer pressing his body against mine. I was about to pull back so that he would think i was a little boy going through puperty when he felt my ereciton but then somthing rubbed up against it. His erection. I then lost all my emmbarassment and pushed closer. His kisses moved from my lips to my neck. I tried not to make noise for fear of the people out in the hall but i couldn't help but moan quietly. He lifted his leg and layed it over mine pressing us closer together.

It was pure ecstasy having our erections massageing each other. Dan through the comforter off of us and continued kissing down my bare chest until he got to my shorts. I was a little nervouse but his condidence removed all doubt in my mindd. He smoothly pulled my shorts and boxers off, leaving me naked and my erection pointing straight at my face. He looked straight into my eys, lowering himself to my midseciton. Then without looking away he gentle grabed my penis. I almost shouted it felt so amazing. Shockwaves ran thourgh his hand into my body. I could have let it all go right there. Then tenderly he ran his tong down my penise, making it grow larger then before. I moaned in pleasure. It felt so good. He kissed up and down my penis then slowly wrapped his mouth around it. I had to clamp my hand over my mouth to keep from screeming.

This was amazing. Dan continued to passionetly suck my erection. He didn't slobber or spit on it, he just massaged it lovingly with his tong. It was so passionet, it was so romantic. I closed my eye and savered every second of it. Then he stopped. I opened my eyes and his face was right infront of mine, he layed ontop of me and we kiss again. "Have sex with me." He asked throught the kissing. I took his face in my hands and brought his face away from mine just enought to look into his eyes. His face was so beutiful and his eyes held nothing but love. How could i not say yes. I propped myself up and slid his shirt over his head, running my hands over his abes.

Then slipping his pants and breifs off, i layed him down unto his back. I spread his legs, then spitting on my hand, massaged his hole. "Please,please..." He groaned. My penise was as erect as I'd ever seen it. Still wet from his licking and sucking I slowly, slid the head of my penis into him. "Oooooh." He crooned, his magnifasent abes contracted. I slid all the way into him, sliding my hand up and done his chest. I pulled out and then thrust in again slowly as to not hurt him. "Please, please." He mumbled to me. I let my head fall back and i fucked him. It felt so good it felt sot amazing. It felt right. I went deeper and faster and deeper and faster. "Aaaaaah" He cried, quietly. I felt close to coming and I went faster still.

Then the tingle sensation erupted up my penis and I sent my sperm up into him. Tears began to run down my cheeks it was so good. I lent down ontop of him, my penis still inside of him. And i kissed him. "I love you." I whispered. "I love you more." He answered. "You have awoking a love inside of me i had forgotten." Then without warning he wrapped his arms around me and smoothley spun me around so i was on my stomach and fell on top of me. He thrust his Penis into me without warning. At fist i felt pain but is was only for an instent. After that all i felt was love.