A Man

I never really knew what it was that made me want to do the things I dreamed of to Jim. But I wanted to. I knew instinctively that I wanted him sexually. I was only 14, but I knew that I wanted to touch his belly and run my fingers through the black hair that covered his chest. I would masturbate relentlessly thinking of him.

Jim was a carpenter and he had been hired by my father to build an addition on our house. He became quite familiar to the family over the summer of 1985, even sitting with us at breakfast before he started working, and spending dinner with us as well before he went home. 

He was very soft spoken, but had rugged good looks. Not a washboard stomach, but firm, and thick arms and tough carpenter hands. His skin was tanned from a summer of shirtless work and his hairy chest would shine from his sweat. He was about 40 or so I guessed. 

I got along very well with jim, and spent alot of time with him because my dad would pay me to work with Jim on the weekends. I would carry tools, hold boards while he would cut them and do clean up of the area while Jim hammered our new addition into shape.

I would always stare at Jim while he worked. Watching the way his body moved, imagining the strength in his arms. I would stare at his big carpenter hands and wonder about his cock, was it as thick and strong as his fingers? I really liked helping him trim lumber. I would hold the boards steady while he would saw the ends off of them. Standing so close to his shirtless body, seeing his sweat bead, smelling the musky sweat smell of a man who had worked hard in the hot sun. 

One particularly hot day at the end of August, Jim was putting suntan lotion on his shoulders. He warned me that I should wear some as well and told me to come closer. I had gotten in the habit of working without my shirt, like Jim, and was quite pale. I went over to him and he squeezed the lotion into his hand and put one hand on my left shoulder while he spread the lotion on my back with the other. His hands were so strong and yet so gentle. I was getting goosebumps from the feel of his hands on my skin as he rubbed the lotion onto me. 

"...isn't that right Adam?..." I suddenly realized he had been talking to me.

"what? sorry.." I said stammering to him. "What did you say?" 

"I said its a hot day today, maybe at lunchtime we should take a swim in the pool?"

I agreed with him and could feel myself starting to swell in my shorts as his big hands rubbed up and down my back. I was beginning to wonder, was he enjoying this? Because he seemed to be rubbing me for a long time, and he had let his hand rub the lotion ever so slowly down to my lower back, and just barely into the waistband area of my shorts.

"Don't want to get a plumbers crack sunburn now do you??" he said laughing as he pushed his hand a little way into my shorts and put lotion on the base of my spine, a thick finger just barely touching my ass. then suddenly he was walking towards the ladder, climbing to the roof and asking me for some tools. I slowly came to, realizing I was in a trance from his touch. I think I was dreaming the whole thing.

For the rest of the morning I watched Jim work. And got hard thinking of how his touch had felt, and how much I wanted him to put his strong hands on me again. Finally, at lunchtime, he stopped working and suggested we go to the pool now and cool off a bit.

Our pool was in the backyard, and we went first into the change rooms area to shower. My dad would have freaked out if he came home from work and found out we had gone swimming in the pool covered in sweat and grime from working on the house. The pool shower was outdoor, right next to the pool. Our yard was pretty private, surrounded by tree's and a fence and before I knew it jim had dropped his jeans and stepped into the shower naked and was scrubbing the dirt off of himself.

"keep an eye out Adam!" he yelled at me. " Give a shout if your mom drives up ok?" My Dad was working and my Mom had gone to visit her friends as she always did to escape the banging and crashing of jims building.

"O..Ok.." I stammered to him. Starring at his long muscular legs and his pale rounded ass. He was so amazing to see. His Ass was so white, from no sunshine, but was so hard and perfectly round. i had never really seen another mans ass before and i was stunned at how it made me lust for him. i wanted to go up to him and rub my hands on it and kiss it and put my face on it. I was rock hard inside my shorts.

With a loud "Yahhhoooo!" Jim ran from the shower and jumped into the pool. 

"Come on Adam.. Lets go! hurry up! The water is so great!" I never assumed Jim would swim naked. it made sense since he had only his jeans.

I was embarrassed to shower because i had never been naked in from of a man before, and also my cock was so hard it was hurting. I decided to shower with my shorts on and quickly jumped into the water so Jim wouldn't notice my erection.

"You know your Dad will be pissed off if he see's you in the pool with your work shorts on Adam" Jim cautioned me. "Better be safe and take them off eh? It's only me" He said smiling " Look I'm naked too!" he said and demonstrated by floating on his back, his naked body in my full view, only two feet away. My eyes were glued to his cock. It was limp, and maybe even a bit shrunk from the cold pool water, but it was still about twice the size of mine erect! It was so beautiful to see. it was as thick and roped with veinds. Thick black hair surrounded the base and even went up the lowest part of his shaft. He was circumcised like me and the head of his cock was big and round.

"what's the matter Adam? Never seen one of those before?" he said to me, noticing me starring at his manhood. I could only stare. Finally he reached over to me and laughing he grabbed my shorts and pulled them down as I tread water. "HEY!" I yelled, coming to my senses. I struggled a bit and he was wrestling with me and laughing pulling of my shorts. "It's for your own good Adam!" He said as he held me and pulled my shorts right off and threw them onto the pool deck. He was laughing and still holding me, one of his arms around my waist. He stopped laughing and looked down at me. My hard cock was pressed against his leg as he held me. "Oh..I see" he said. "I'm sorry Adam. I didn't know. Honestly I am sorry" He said, but his grip on me didn't release. He took his free hand and put it on the side of my face, holding my face gently, and with the arm that was around my waist he slowly moved his hand down and gently held my ass, one of his thick fingers caressing my asshole. It was gentle, and wonderful and terrifying all at once. I couldn't speak. I could only stare at his eyes. My hands were at my sides, because he had held me so i couldn't move and now, in my right hand, I could feel his cock as he moved slightly to allow it to touch my hand. He was growing very hard, and the huge thick shaft was pressing against my palm.

"I didn't realize" he said as he gently cupped my face in has hand and massaged my ass with the other. he moved a bit closer and kissed my on the mouth while his big finger gently rubbed against my tight asshole sending shivers up my spine.

"I thought maybe you were a fag, the way you always watch me, but I didn't know for certain ..until now" he said kissing me again and speaking so gently.

"I'm not a fag" I said to him, almost whispering. "Yes you are, your my gentle little fag Adam, your my little bitch. don't worry, your going to love everything we do"

As he said that my heart began to pound, with lust and with fear. this Man, this powerful man had a new look on his face, a new look I had not seen before. His rock hard cock was pressing hard against my hand. I instinctively gripped it and realized my hand just barely fit around his veiny shaft. 

"Thats right little man, grip me tight.. squeeze as hard as you can. That's for you. It's yours." he said as he kissed me again pulling me into him so tightly as his thick finger stabbed into my tight asshole. A shot of pain went through me and I cried out even as he kissed me. " Shhh.." he said "It's ok, its alright sweet boy. relax and it wont hurt. just relax. Oh you're so soft and tender. Your ass is so tight, so young. I want to cum in you Adam. Would you like it if I put my cock inside of you and let you have my cum?" He said as he moved his strong finger deeper into my ass and kept kissing me, his tongue swirling with mine. 

I didn't know what to say or do. my head was in a fog and my ass hurt as he moved his finger. but i was powerless under his strong grip. I wanted to let this man do whatever he wanted, to take whatever he wanted from me. I wanted him to show me what I should do. "ok.." I whispered through his kiss. " Ok, I want you to do anything you want to do to me..please".

He stopped kissing me and looked at me, he was smiling. "yes" he said and he released his grip, pulling his finger out of me and moving us to the side of the pool. He lifted me up onto the pools edge. and then he pulled himself up and we sat side by side on the pool ledge. "Look at my cock" he said. I was already looking at it. It was thick and hard and standing in full manly glory. That thick black hair all around it and even on the shaft! His cock head was full and deep purple. it looked like it might burst it was so hard. the veins pulsed and I could feel the heat from it. I reached out to touch it, moving my hand slowly toward it. He reached over and grabbed me by my hair. "No" he said firmly as he pulled my head into his lap. " You can't touch it yet my boy, you need to suck it first". He held my hair tightly and pushed my face hard into his cock. He pushed my mouth against the hot thisk head and started saying "Open up baby. Open up your tender little mouth and suck on me ok?" he wasn't really asking me. He was telling me, and I felt the need to obey him. I wanted to obey him. I wanted him to make me do things. I opened my mouth and he slammed me down on his cock. It was so hard and stretched my mouth. I knew I wanted more of him after my first taste. i wanted to suck him so hard. He gripped my hair and moved my head up and down really fast, sometimes too deeply making me gag a bit. When I did he would pull me off of him and tell me to beg for more of it. "Beg me boy!" he said shaking my head by the hair, "BEG!". I did.

"Please Jim, please let me have it, let me suck you. I want you in my mouth." I was surprised by the intensity i begged with! I wanted this man in my mouth. I wanted him to give me his cock. My own cock was so hard it hurt. I was confused, a bit scared of this Jim I had never seen, and foggy with lust. I simply did as I was told and.

It was only a moment before Jim strted to moan deeply. he pulled my head off his cock and held my face in front of his throbbing cock head.

"Jerk me..NOW jerk me!" he ordered and I reached for his hard manliness. It was as thick as my wrist and so male, so masculine. I knew he was going to cum. I jerked him hard, squeezing his cock as hard as I could and he pushed my face closed to his head. His jism shot out and sprayed my face. Gushing hot cum covered my forhead, my cheaks, my neck and also sprayed into my mouth. I squeezed my eyes shut as he shot his load into my face and I loved how the warm thick
goo smelled. It didn't smell like mine. His smelled really musky and strong. I loved it.

"aaah baby. That was so good" he said as he pulled my head up and used his other hand to wipre the cum off my eyes. "You look sweet with my cum on you" he said. "Did you like it?"

I look at him and whispered, all I could manage "Yes. I did". He smiled and stood up. He lifted me gently onto my feet and pulled me into him. His hand once again stabbing a thick finger into my asshole. but this time it didn't hurt so bad, not like before. My rock hard erection sprang as he pushed into me.

"lets go inside" he said to me, his finger rubbing me deeply. "I want to show what else I can do to you"