A Story

He’s on top of me our lips dancing wildly now, he then spreads my legs so that his dick can brush up against my ass. The image of the shooter comes to my head and I can’t seem to get it out. He then pushes his dick against my ass, I then tell him to stop between kisses but he doesn’t listen. I then plead with him to stop; tears start to come down my face. He then moves to my neck kissing it with a lot of pressure. “Please stop” I tell him while trying to push him away and I start to cry. After a few seconds he stops and looks at me “What’s wrong” he says with a concern tone. But by then it’s too late I am crying and I can’t seem to stop, he gets off of me and stands at the end of the truck. He looks at me with a concern look he knows what I am thinking about he was there. I cry for about a minute he tries to help me up but he’s afraid to touch me, I control my crying and get off the truck. Andrew is looking at the ground almost ashamed for what he done, “Ill take you home” he says almost in a whisper. We both get in the truck and Andrew takes me home, we don’t talk or even make eye contact. As he pulls up in front of my house I try to explain to him what happened but nothing came out. Andrew kept his eyes in the steering wheel; I turned to open the door. As I turn to close the door I look at Andrew trying again to explain what happen. “Good night” he says while still looking at the steering wheel, I look at him guilt is written all over his face.

“Good night” I say but I don’t know if he heard me. I close the door and as soon as I do Andrew takes off disappearing into the night. The weekend followed and Andrew didn’t call me, I called him but he didn’t answer. We didn’t talk at all this is the longest we have gone not talking to each other, even our parents noticed it. Monday came by and I was ready to talk to Andrew but yet no phone call, I had to drive my blue little ford and park it outside of campus. The morning went by so slow, it was around three o’clock where Andrew and I shared a history class. I was outside waiting for him but he was a no show, I then see him in the distance coming to class. He looks at me and I look at him, he then turns and walks out of the building. I follow him almost running after him; he parked in a lot that had three floors. The parking lot was next to the building so it wasn’t as far; I followed him to the second floor. “Andrew” I yell almost in an angry tone, he opens the driver side door and throws his back pack in. he stands there looking at the floor with his hands on his waist. “I need to tell you something” I say while getting closer to him. “You don’t need to explain its fine” he says while staring at the floor. “Andrew look at me” I say in the calmest voice, it took a while but eventually he looked at me. His eyes were red almost as if he was holding back some tears. We stared at each other for a second and I step closer to him, I put my hands on his chest.

I then put my forehead against his; Andrew was a couple of inches taller than me. His breathing became uneven, “Kiss me” I whisper to him. He then slowly came closer to my mouth and he kissed me as softly as he could. He then puts his hands around my waist and we began to make out in the middle of the parking lot. He breaks away “I don’t want to hurt you” he says “What happen last night I didn’t mean to do it” he continues apologizing. “I just can’t see you get hurt” he looks at me with those beautiful blue eyes. “I love you” I say to him “I love you too” he responds while placing his right hand on my cheek. “You’re so soft for a soldier” I say sarcastically he smiles “Shut up” he tells me with a sweat voice. He then leans in and kisses me, it was settled then we are lovers and we loved each other with a passion that twilight couldn’t touch. Nothing else mattered in the world but him. The semester went by quick and before I knew I was taking my finals. It was on a Friday when I took my last final Andrew was waiting for me. We walked to his truck and he kissed me just to tell me hello, but something was bothering him. I knew him to well and I know for a fact that he is hiding something from me. We get into his truck he was about to start the truck when I put my hand over his, “What’s wrong” I ask him while looking at him dead in the eye. He then takes a deep breath and tells me that he got the phone call. I didn’t know what to say we both knew this day would come but we didn’t really prepare for it. “When?” I ask him, “I depart in August” he says. Tears start to come down my eyes; he then grabs the back of my head and pulls me into his arms.

As soon as classes ended every day after we spent the whole day together. We had the summer to ourselves and we had to make the best of it. I wouldn’t see my love for two years and I wanted to spend as much time as possible with him. We would spend our time in each other houses cuddling together while watching movies or just plain old television. We would go out and eat or just take a walk somewhere nice. We even went back to the desert to look at the stars but we kissed more than watching the stars. Not once did Andrew touch me below the waist unless I told him to, as each day passed I wanted to make love to him but I couldn’t. I feared more than anything that I wouldn’t make love to my boyfriend before he left. Then before I knew it, we were one day away from his departure. I ask Andrew is he could rent a hotel room so we could spend our last day and night together alone. He rented a room at an expensive hotel the room was nice and big. We spend the day in the room talking and watching television. Then night came the pressure was building knowing that I would have to make love to my boyfriend tonight. Andrew didn’t pressure me into having sex with him; it was me I was pressuring myself. It was around 9 at night when I told Andrew to take a shower with me; his blue eyes sparkled in delight. He grabbed me with both arms and lifted me up and carried me to the restroom, when we got there we were making out like crazy. He turned on the shower; he then stopped and looked at me. “I love you” he said with a deep sexy voice “I love you too” I said with a sexy voice. He then kissed me and ran his hands under my shirt; he took my shirt off ever so gently. He then hugged me and started kissing my neck and shoulders, his hands headed south towards my jeans. He took my jeans off with out unbuttoning them; both my jeans and underwear fell together. I was completely naked in front of him but not once did he stop kissing my neck.

I then took of his shirt while he took off his jeans and underwear; we were both naked in the bathroom. We then step inside the shower where the water is warm; he then pushes my head back so my dark brown hair gets wet. My back is towards the running water he then spins us around so he could get wet. He held me in his arms while the water was running between our bodies, his forehead against mine. We lightly touched each other all over our bodies until both our dicks were hard. I look down at his and it was about eight inches and thick, I then look up and kiss him. We make out for a while, I then turn around but did not break our kiss. My back was on his stomach and his cock was pressing up against my ass. He breaks our kiss “Are you sure about this?” he asks me, “yes I am” I tell him while bringing his lips closer to mine. He starts moving his hips back and forward his cock slides in and out between my butt cheeks. We did this for about five minutes until he turns off the water and carries me to the bed. He then lies on top of me; our bodies are still wet but mattered so little now. He then breaks the kiss and puts his forehead on mine “I don’t want to hurt you” he says ever so gently. “You wont” I say in a whisper, I then spread my legs to let him closer to my ass. He then starts kissing my neck I love the way he kisses my neck I get so much pleasure from it. I was too distracted by him kissing my neck that I didn’t realize he had stuck his head inside my hole. I put both hands on his mid back and moaned in his ear, my legs where crossed on top of his ass and I pushed his ass with my legs. In doing so his dick went in deeper inside me, I was in heaven I was making love to my boyfriend for the firs time.

He then started to fuck me slowly with small thrusts, in the mists of all this the shooter was on the back of my head but it wasn’t enough to stop me not anymore. After about a minute his thrusts began to pick up speed and I moaned louder and louder not in pain but in pleasure. His balls where slapping my ass again and again, sweat began to come down his forehead and dripped into mine. It was getting hot and my dick couldn’t take it anymore and so I exploded in between our stomachs. He stayed in rhythm for about ten minutes until he broke our kiss and tilted his head back. He was out of breath and lied on top of me, “I love you” he said in a whisper “I love you too” I responded. For the rest of the night we rested for about five minutes and had sex for ten minutes. I fell asleep in his arms late into the night, this was perfect and I didn’t want it to end. I was awoken by a strange noise in the bathroom, I turned to see if Andrew was in bed with me but he wasn’t. I walked to the bathroom and saw Andrew in uniform, “You look hot” I say. He turns to look at me and smiles his most beautiful smile that makes me melt. “I didn’t mean to wake you” he said I smile and turn my head to the front door; his large green bag is standing near the door. When I see that green bag it suddenly hit me, tears began to come down my cheek. Andrew then turns off the light of the bathroom and hugs me by the front door.

My face is buried in his neck and I hug him for dear life, he also hugs me tight. “I love you” I tell him. “I love you too” he says trying to hold back his tears, “You come back to me okay” I say to him while looking into his blue eyes. He places his forehead against mine “You’re my reason to stay alive out there” he tells me in a whisper. He then kisses me, the most passionate kiss I have ever received from him. He then opens the door and kisses me one last time “Ill come back I promise” he tells me in a whisper. I then kiss his hand and tell him that I love him, I then close the door. I peek through the hole to see if his still there but he’s not. I then lay on the bed alone for the first time, I cry myself to sleep.

Part II coming soon…