An amazing rainy day, turned to dust

Hello, my name is Yovaldi and I am 19 years old. This is my first story here so please tell me how I do so I am able to post more.

It was 8:00 a.m. and it was a rainy day outside. Nathaniel had gone outside to do is every morning jog. He had put on his basketball short and sleeveless shirt and headed out the door.Nathaniel stood about 6", weighted about 194 lbs. and had a very muscular body. Broad shoulders, long black hair, half Puertorrican and half Dominican with light skin, and deep blue eyes.

It took him about 2 hours until he came back to his apartment. It was a small place with a living room, a small kitchen, his room, and the bathroom. He went to take a shower to wash all the sweat off of his body and feel refreshed. about 30 minutes later he came out of the shower, wrapped a towel around himself and lied on the bed to relax.

There was a knock on the door.
"Hey, Nathan!! Are you in there?"
"Yeah, come on in."

It was Matthew, Nathan's best friend and the love of his life. Nathan never really told him that he was gay, so he had to keep that a secret to himself. Matt stood about 6" 3', weighted about 200 lbs. and the Football's quarterback
"What you been up to, dude? I came by earlier and you were not here."
"You always forget, I go jogging in the morning!"
"Oh yeah!" he laughs. One of the things that drove Nathan crazy over Matt was the way he laughed and his smile. It made him immediately fall head over heals over him. "I knew that." says Matt.
"So, what's up Matt? everything OK?" Matt lays down right next to Nathan in the bed.
"Yeah," says Matt. "Just seeing if you were doing anything. I'm bored as hell!"
"What happened to Cassie?" Cassie was Matt's girlfriend and the Leader of the Cheerleading Squad. Nathan always thought it was cheesy when relationships like this would happen.
"She's off shopping with her girlfriends and is mad at me for some reason."

"Damn, that's gotta suck! That's one of the reasons why I'm not particularly looking for anyone at the moment," and he probably never was because he was in love with Matt, "they are too much drama."
"We NEED to get you a girl. People at school are wondering why you don't pay attention to any of the girls that drool over you."
"And people in school are wondering why you're still dating Cassie when she treats you like shit." Well, at least Nathan was.
"Dude, I'm planning on braking up with her, just gotta find the right time for it."

Nathan laughs as he turns to see his face. It looked like paradise from up close. All he kept thinking about was kissing those lips all day and all night.
"I will!! I swear." Matt then picks up the notebook that is on the dresser right next to him.
"DON'T TOUCH THAT!!!!!" Nathan then tries to snatch it off his hands, but fails at it.
"Why not? Got any dirty little secrets in here?" Matt then opens the notebook to the page all about Matt. "What the hell is this Nate?"

Nathan was speechless. He didn't know what to say.
"Are you gay?" Matt had a look of horror and disgust on his face. It made Nathan feel like his heart was twisting and falling apart.
"I-I M...eant to tell you about that." Nathan did not know what to say at this point. He did not want to lose him as a friend at all, he valued his friendship more than anything in the world.
"I can't believe you never told me about this!" He threw the notebook back on the dresser and darted towards the door. When he reached the door, he turned around. "We were supposed to be best friends. I thought we shared everything, and apparently with you it is not the case."

Matt left, and Nathan felt like his heart had been ripped off and couldn't do anything else but lay on the bed and cry.