Anticipating

I’m taking a shower, and this gorgeous man is looking at my dick. He isn’t trying to be subtle, he’s just staring at it, and I can see that his dick is getting bigger and rising upward, pointing at me. It makes me a bit nervous, so I turn around. But this really isn’t helpful for me, because now I feel his eyes on my ass. I can feel his eyes lingering up and down my crack, and I can see him, in my mind, licking his full lips, and giving his fully hard dick a few tugs. Now my dick is growing, but I don’t want to. I don’t want this man to know that he is making me stiff by just looking at me. He’s a good-looking man: my height, six-three. We both have short chocolate brown hair, though mine is much more curlier than his; he looks to be around the same age as me, about twenty-five or so; his body is muscular, with strong pecs, well-developed abs, nice solid legs, and his dick, which looks to be around eight inches is thick, nicely-shaped, and impressive, even though it is a few inches shorter than mine. 

I start to lather my naked body with soap. I turn around and see the guy watching me again. He is smiling now, and he has a wonderful set of teeth, and his lips look as though they would feel really good around my dick. Thinking about that makes my cock twitch a little and it starts to grow. I turn around again so that the guy cannot see it. I get some of the liquid soap from the dispenser and rub it over my tight, round ass. I squirt some more soap into my hand and run my fingers through the crack of my ass. Yeah, I am kinda teasing the guy, leading him on a little, even though I know I shouldn’t be. With my middle finger I find my hole, and I slowly drive my finger into my asshole. I groan, but I don’t know if it could be heard over the running of the water. 

The warm water feels good running down my back, over the hard curve of my ass, down my muscular hamstrings, to my great-looking calves. I finger myself a little faster now and my moaning becomes a little louder. Once again, I turn around and see that the guy is jacking himself off super hard with one hand, while pinching one of his nipples with the other hand. His eyes are all over my rock hard body, and I allow my eyes to search every inch of his beautiful body. My dick grows and grows, until all eleven inches of it are pointing toward him. I love to see the look of surprise and lust on his face as he sees my massive dick. I put some more soap on my fingers and run it up and down my thick, long shaft slowly. The guy does the same. 

As I jack myself off, faster now, I put my other hand in my asscrack, find the hole, and stick the two longest fingers into my butthole, in and out, in and out, rapidly. The guy has his back against the shower wall, his hips jutted forward, hot water running down his pretty chest and abs, over his nice cock. We stare deep into each others’ eyes as we fuck ourselves. I stand on my tip toes and lean my head back, allowing the water to fall all over my face and fill my mouth. I work my hole faster and harder with my fingers, wanking my dick just as hard at the same time. While we’re doing this, I wonder why nobody else has come into the showers, because we definitely weren’t the only two guys in the locker room. But all those thoughts quickly disappear when my nutsack begins to tighten, and I feel the cum start to rise. I jerk off faster and harder. All the muscles in my body tighten at once as my load of cum sprays out of my dick like a fire hydrant, landing all over the wet, white-tiled floor. My body relaxes and I take a couple of deep breaths. When I open my eyes, I see that the guy is about to squirt himself; he busts his nut, and it flies into the air in a perfect arch. His awesome body shudders as the last of cum trickles out of the slit of his dick and gets all over his hand. I smile at him and he smiles back. Quickly, I rinse myself off and shut off the water valve. I nod to the guy and grab my towel, wrapping it around my waist. I walk off in the direction of the lockers. As I’m taking my clothes out, the guy from the shower steps up to the locker besides mine, removes the combination lock, and begins to pull his things out. He is not wearing a towel, and his firm, well-shaped body is dripping with beads of water that form a nice little puddle around his large feet. 

“Hey,” he says. His voice is a lot more deeper than I thought it would be. But it fits him.

I wipe myself off with my towel, drying my balls and the crack of my ass. “Hey,” I say back.

The guy extends his hand toward me so that I can shake it. As his hand comes toward me I wonder if his cum is still on his fingers. Regardless, I take his hand and shake it firmly. “I’m Roy,” he says.

“Eric.” I take my hand away, and my fingers are wet and slimy from his touch. 

Roy smiles. “Been wantin to talk to you for a while. I see you in here all the time. Guess I was too shy to say somethin.”

I sit down on the bench put on my socks. “Glad you did.”

“You have a really nice body,” Roy tells me. I look up and see that his dick is growing again. My own dick is semi-hard now. “I love lookin at your cock,” he says.

I feel kinda awkward. “Thank-you.” I stand and grab my white briefs underwear, ready to put them on, when Roy adds:

“And your ass. You have the best lookin ass I’ve ever seen. It’s so tight and perfect.” He better be lucky that I’m gay, because if I wasn’t, he would’ve been sprawled out on the floor by now. 

“Thanks. You have a nice ass too.” And he did. It was definitely round and looked extremely tight, a real fuckable butt. I put on my underwear quickly. 

“You live around here?” Roy asks.

“Couple of blocks away.”

“You doin’ anything tonight?” Roy continues.

I put on my favorite pair of cobalt blue jeans, the ones that really show off my ass. “No. Not really,” I say. I know next Roy will ask me if he could come over so we could fuck. I’m trying to figure out if I want to or not. Roy is really good-looking and I wouldn’t mind slapping skins with him, but I usually don’t fuck guys I really don’t know all that well-or at all. I like to build up a little bit of anticipation with a guy before I get physical with him.

“...So,” Roy says, “Do you wanna do somethin?” He gives me a really good smile, enough to make me almost change my mind.

“No..not tonight,” I say. “Maybe some other time.”

“You sure?” Roy questions. He gives his hard dick a few pulls; the head is pulsating. Again, I’m almost tempted. I pull out a scrap of paper and a pen, and write my name and number on it. I rather give him my number than to take his, partly because I’m bad at remembering to call people, and partly because I’ll know rather or not if he’s serious about wanting to get to know me, or he just wants to fuck. I give the scrap to Roy. 

“This is the number to my cell. Call me sometime if you want. Maybe we can get together sometime.” I put on my shirt, grab my duffel bag and head out. 

“Cool,” Roy says. “I’ll talk to you later, Eric.” I smile at him and leave.

Roy calls me three days later, on a Friday night, around nine o’clock. I laying in bed, naked, watching TV. For some reason my dick is starting to get hard. “Hello?”

“Oh, hey. Is this Eric?” The voice sounds familiar but I can’t exactly remember who it belongs to.

“Yeah, this is him. Who is this?”

“Oh. This is Roy--from the gym--from the other day.”

“I remember you. What’s up?”

“Just wanted to see if what you were up to tonight.”

“Nothing really,” I say. “Just hangin around, kinda bored.”

“Wanna do somethin?” Roy asks, much in the same way that he asked me the other day.

“Somethin like...?”

“Don’t know,” Roy says. “Doesn’t really matter to me.”

“How about you come over to my place,” I say. 

“Yeah, that’s cool,” Roy says. “You said you live close to the gym, right?”

“Right.” I give him my address and we both hang up. I lay in bed wondering whether or not I want to fuck Roy tonight, if I want to put my mouth on his dick, if I would let him put his cock in my ass. I’m not sure. My dick is really hard; it’s too big to stand up completely, so I stroke it gently, up and down, clenching my ass, rubbing my naked chest which is now slick with sweat. I cup my balls, squeeze the tight nutsack, while I continue to jack myself off, slowly and carefully. I wet one of my fingers with my spit and run it up along the hairless crack of my ass. I tickle my asshole, rubbing around it in small circles. Bringing the finger to my nose, I sniff it, inhaling my sweaty odor, and then I lick my finger again. This time I shove my finger in my ass hard and deep. I squeeze my eyes shut and bend my knees upward toward my chest. I finger fuck myself harder, thinking about what it would feel like to have Roy’s thick dick digging in and out of my ass. I start to sweat a whole lot more, and I shove another finger into my tight asshole. I grunt out loud; I love the sound of my own groans and moans. I jam both fingers in and out of my ass at the same time, while I jerk myself off, faster and faster. My big dick is throbbing and my nutsack keeps getting tighter and tighter. If I let Roy fuck me tonight, I want him to fuck me hard and fast, shoving it in so deep that I almost cry. I wanna beg for his dick inside of me, to spill his cum all inside of me, so much cum that it leaks out of my asshole. With these thoughts boiling in my mind, I jerk off faster and faster until I could feel my cum arising. At this moment, I stop jacking off. I take my fingers out of my ass and straighten out my legs, laying flat on the bed. The cum wants to bust out of my dick and fly all over the place, but I won’t let it, not yet. My body relaxes. The head of my cock throbs a few times, just dying to pump out the cum inside of me, but I fight against it. I wanna save my first load of the day for Roy.