Back to High School : Part 5

100% fiction!

Here we were standing in Thomas' room, about to get naked and sleep. I had hoped they would provide me with a room in this big house, surely they had a room to spare.

"Thomas you are going to share your room with Mr Cross," Mrs Williams had said. Who was I to object, I was just a guest here. "James, you and I are going to sleep together right in this bed," said Thomas.

He said it in a way that made me almost grab him and kiss him hard. "Yes we'll sleep together, apart," I said, wishing we could just fuck all night. Oh, this innocent creature, if he knew what was in my dirty mind he would probably throw up and make me complete digesting his partially digested supper. I wasn't gonna let that happen, I was going to be straight, at least for today.

"I'm going to take a shower and I recommend you take one too after I'm done," Thomas said. "Sure," was all I could say. He commenced to strip down to his underwear. The room was suddenly getting too hot, I couldn't behold the sight no longer. "I recommend you complete your stripping in the bathroom," I said, nervously.

"I recommend you don't shy away from seeing the stuff you're going to be in bed with," Thomas said, his sexy grin making me hornier than I already was. "I recommend you stop making silly recommendations," I said. "Hey you started it," he said as he headed for the shower. After he was done it was my turn.

I used his towel, my goodness this was too much for my horny body. Then the toughest part came, getting into bed. I was lucky I didn't wear my tight briefs, otherwise the erection would have long been detected by Thomas. We got under the covers, with only our boxers on, as far away from the center of the bed as we could get, a huge gap between us.

We were facing each other as we talked, and laughed, and talked. His eyes beamed with radiance even in the dark, I was totally mesmerized by his beauty that I said "I like you Thomas." Oops! Did I just speak that out loud? The lights were off but I could see a sad look on him. Look what my mouth had gotten me into.

"Thomas, are you okay?" I asked with concern. "I'm fine," he said. "No, you're not. I can see there's something bothering you," I said. There was a bit of silence, then he spoke out. "actually, there is something bothering me, something eating me up I can't keep it in any longer," he said.

OMG, was he aware of my obsession for him? "You can tell me what it is, I'm your friend," I said. I was no longer horny, I was now worried. Then Thomas started speaking out, "Remember the first time we met and I gave you a lot of trouble in class with my rudeness?" he asked. "Hey I thought we had put the past behind us," I said.

"No, let me say what I have to say. You weren't my problem, you were part of my problem," said Thomas. Uh oh, was I in deep shit or what? Thomas continued to speak, "long before I went to high school, I had started having these strange feelings. I was not pleased about what I was feeling. I repressed the feelings, but at school these feelings sprung back up when Mr Philips became my chemistry teacher.

When I looked at him, I could tell he was handsome, and I liked him. That bothered me a lot, I just couldn't accept these feelings. I wasn't, I couldn't be," he paused, a tear rolled down his face. I was touched. I couldn't help moving close to him and patting him on the back. "I couldn't be gay. But every time I looked at Mr Philips, I was reminded of what I was, what I didn't want to be. I gave him a lot of trouble, so he could at least be give me trouble in return, then maybe I wouldn't like him.

When he was assigned another class, I was relieved. But they brought you in, and it was back to square one for me. They brought in a teacher hotter than Mr Philips, than anyone I had ever seen. I was displeased and that's why I was a pain to you."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing! Then he carried on speaking. "Day two with you as my teacher and I was really falling for you. I looked at your handsome face and my heart leaped. I looked at your eyes, your very deep blue eyes and I was under the influence, the influence of love. I had to fight the feelings. Then you asked if I was alright.

That showed how caring you were, even though I had wronged you the day before. All my efforts to repress these feelings were proving to be useless thanks to you, I was so mad I dropped the F word right in your face." "Then I realised what I had just done and I regretted greatly. After you showed forgiveness to me, I gave up fighting, I just accepted who I was, a gay student madly in love with his teacher.

I know you're probably thinking the worst of me right now but I'm really sorry I can't change the way I feel for you." Words could not describe how I felt when Thomas spoke those words. I had yearned to hear words of love from him, I was thrilled. I couldn't
keep the tears from forming in my eyes.

"Thomas, you don't know what your words have done to my heart."

"I bet I have offended you greatly. I know, you don't like me any more."

"You are right. I don't like you."