Best Friend - School Trip!

I and my friend Fred were both waiting for a school trip to occur - the last week of the year was approaching and so was our trip to Belgium.

I was 19 about 6'3, large build and brown hair with a 5 and a half inch cock - small for my age but I was a latey. Fred on the other hand (a year younger than me) was extremely skinny, skittish and cute.

When the trip arrived, it was pretty standard - visiting grave sites, talking, shopping, etc. We shared our room with one other friend, Chris. One night we were all in our beds (Fred had the single bed while Chris and I were sharing a bunk bed) when I decided to ask about our sexualities. Through this I learned they were btoh straight while I was bi/gay. I felt disappointed but it didn't stop me.

On the first night, me and Chris (who is in fact the youngest of the three) used our nintendo DSs to plan a test run at blowjobs. When Fred fell asleep we both went into the toilet and stripped. His dick was the smallest and I gave him a handjob. He gave me one but his heart wasnt in it. Then I sucked him off, very quickly. After he came he got down on his knees...then chickened out. Our relationship unsteadied we went back to bed, but i weeped.

The next day we reconciled but tried not mentioning it again. Later that evening I asked to talk to Fred in private about why me and Chris weren't gettign along so well. I explained the situation to him and all he could do was joke. Eventually the two of us retired to our room and spoke about it seriosuly. After I said how upset I was, something changed.

"Well...if you want, you can do me...just a handjob, of course." I was so happy at that moment.
"What?" I asked. He said it again. I said "yes!" immeidately, asking if he was sure. then he did the unbelieveable - he pulled out a 6 inch cock. I was amazed. Here he was, the friend who is a year younger than me with a 6 incher. i asked if I could suck it but he said 'no I'm not confortable'. Luckily I managed to get him to give me a handjob at the same time. After about a minute his breathing got heavier and I knew it was now or never;
"Are you sure you don't want me to suck you off?"
"Oh, go on, lick it then!" At this I quickly got down and puled his trousers. I felt so happy I could do this.

Without haste I slowly filed my mouth with his delicious cock. I was so happy to be doing this and I slowly moved my head up and down his shaft - I'd watched enough porn and practised on various items at home. It was hard but I managed to deep throat him without gagging several times. Eventually I successfully had him cum in my mouth. I felt overjoyed and wished I could have more, but ti was over.

Ever since then I have felt empty - he is adamantly straight and claims only to have done so to cheer me up. I have tried several times and hinted, but it appears I shall never be able to suck him again, nor ever have the favour returned. A sad story, but true...And still very very hot.