Best Friend and Lover

Ok, let me start by saying this is 100% the truth and that I am gay curios but I have felt like I am gay for many years now.

I and my friend have always been close, very close actually. We would stay pver at each others houses all the time and we would go everywhere and do everything together. We were best friend. Since I slowly started to experiment with myself and started to have gay urges I started to realize that my friend was the hottest person I have ever seen. He has smooth tan skin, darkish blonde hair, deep green eyes and very supple lips. And he is so skinny and ripped. I would love to have gotten my hands on him and made him a real man. All I could seem to think about was lying next to him with my milky white skin, darkish blond hair, and dark bluish gray eyes, having our abs roll around each other. I asked him to go on vacation with me and he obviously accepted and he stayed the night before. I was rally horny that night and I couldn’t help myself. I took hours to slowly lift his shirt up revealing his tanned abs then slowly reach down his pants. Well he woke up but he didn’t move so I started to move my hand with every breath it makes it less obvious. Once I got past the elastic on his underwear he got up and I felt kind of bad. I stayed off that path for a while but well I can’t every restrain myself for that long!

It was my 18 birthday and all of my friends were over and we had a little too much too drink and two of my friend including my best friend went off and decided to compare dicks. I walked in on hem and they kind of were startled but just kept comparing, well they were trying to get up the nerve too. I told them I would break the ice and I dropped my ball shorts and showed off my 7 thick inches...they kind of giggles out of embarrassment. they eventually showed theirs and I said well if we can do this lets go watch some porn, well I didn’t even need to watch any I had real live stuff going on. We came and came and came again all wiping I off on the same towel. I let the head of my dick slide all through their cum. it felt like heaven. Later that night we started talking about sex and jacking off and someone asked about self sucking and I said I had tried and succeeded. They didn’t believe me so I showed them. Needless to say they were amazed. We kept drinking and drinking until we were about to pass out and we all went upstairs and me and my friend went to my room and layer down.

I started talking to him about how it felt to sleep naked and asked if he had ever done it. He said no. I told him to try it and I told him that I didn’t believe him so I reached over and grabbed his dick. I then laughed and said well I guess you are "big boy" his swollen dick was like a rock. He didn’t move so I kind of fondled it a little and let go before he caught on. I then asked him if he ever had a blow job. He said nope. I then offered him one and flipped off the covers before I heard an answer. He never refused. So I guzzled that entire 7 inches down in my throat over and over. I tried to rim him but he said he was to ticklish so I started sucking again and he said he was going to come and I said it was ok, he said it wasn’t and pulled off and left. I’m pretty sure he told all of our friends because they were hesitant around me for a while. But that still didn’t turn me off.

Then last summer he stayed every night with me and we would stay up all night swimming and drinking and blasting music. Well of the night I would lay awake almost all night (I’m still trying to figure out how I never seemed tired) and I started to feel him put his legs around mine. I was kind of curios as to why he was doing that. Well I started to move my legs around his and we slowly did that back and forth all night. We never got any farther than that that summer; we just go more and quicker with our movements and when we started to do that.

(even though one time I placed my hand on his bulge, I was precumming so much and so hard I was going crazy. and one time I felt him hump me really fast, but he quite really soon)

well here recently he told me he was really close to me and he felt like a brother too me and I told him he we were brothers we just didn’t know it and I told him I loved him in a friendly way...well we stayed at his house one night and we always sleep in the same bed because we like to snuggle to keep warm, we never considered this gay, we had done his forever. But man I loved it so much more now. We I acted like I was turning over in my sleep and I placed my hand over him and moved closer to him. He backed his body up against me and I felt him kind of moan softly. I started to reach down and place my hand on his package whenever he moved his body so it put my hand right on top of it. OMG I was so ready to go. I just rubbed it for a while through his ball shorts and returned back to trying to sleep.

I felt the bed start to shake and I figured out that he was finishing the job I started. I made me want to join him so bad but I was scared as hell. So I waited a while and then reached down and fondled his balls for an eternity taking in all the sweat and sweet smells. His balls and a ring of hair around his dick was the only hair he had, he is such a little twink. I tugged on his hard dick for an orgasmic hour and his cut dick was so soft I just wanted to suck it again. But I didn’t, I remembered what happened last time. So I just jacked him off for a while until he came again and again once more. After all of this cum I took a little on my finger and rubbed his nipple with it and I could feel his heart fluttering like crazy. And that was the end to that night.

The next day I invite him over and I thought he would be freaked out and say no, he said just the opposite and I then figured he would sleep in the guest bed but he slept right next to me with his back really close to me. Soon after I awoke that night I reached over for another round. I slowly lifted his shirt off his back and rubbed it tenderly, he wiggled into position for me and I slowly outlined his abs with my fingers. I laid my head on his shoulder and reached over and rubbed his nipple until it was hard and I gave it a little flick. It poked up like a traffic cone. Man his dark large nipples felt amazing. I slowly moved down his stomach and tugged at the draw strings until his shorts were loose and I moved my nervous hand gown for a grasp of my favorite piece of meat. I rubbed his head and shaft in between two fingers until I felt precum running and I took it and used it as lube while I rubbed his head and dick hole. That just made him harder and harder. I don’t understand how he never woke up or if he was awake and didn’t pull away why he didn’t tell me he wanted it.

Anyways. I rolled him over on his side and snuggled as close as I could and I repositioned myself so my dick was pointing more out than up, then I slowly started to dry hump him and rub my head up his crack and back down. He stared to put his own motion into it and I actually came in my pant, which was the best orgasm ever, I actually counted how many squirts, 22, 22 squirts at maximum sensation. I whined a little without my control. He kept pushing up on me and I had to stop to take off my underwear. So I completely undressed and I took his clothes mostly off without actually taking them off. I maneuvered him kind of rough into doggie position so his ass was in the air and I tried to used my cum filled undies as lube but his virgin ass was too tight I couldn’t get my cock inside so I went to the bathroom and lubed up and brought a handful for his ass.

I expected him to be dressed and back to "sleep" but he was still the way I left him which made me very happy. I then knelt on the bad and tried to enter but his ass was so tight that I really could not do it, I was really sad that my chance wasn’t working out, but then I decided to go back to the bathroom and lube up my ass and his cock and try it that way. WELL IT WORKED FINALLY. I slowly lubed him up and took his dick and pushed up on it until he was in me. I worked him like a pole for a while and stopped to catch my breath. This was all kind of hard to do with us both lying down. His dick was pulsing in me and I felt so alive. I started to push and pull my ass back and forth again and he started to join very slowly, so slow that I hardly knew so I stopped and let him go for it. He never went fast and he pulled out which made me think it was over. I was wrong. He just kept going in and out head deep.

I thought I was going to jizz everywhere it felt so good. I finally had him. I finally had gay sex. I wanted more. I wanted raunchier. I wanted him to suck me till I blew. But that never happened he just fucked my ass until I was sore. He never blew. I think I had drained him from the orgasms I had given him earlier. He left and went down stars to clean up and I stayed and jacked off over and over and over again. The only think I hadn’t done was kissing him, which now I do recall kissing his back as I was catching my breath from jacking his thick dick off.

well that all for now, if I could only get him to come out which I wont do because I don't think he wants to be gay, just like i don't want to be even though I did all this stuff...