Blood and Love : Chapter 12

“No one ever told me

It would come to this

What began with such a promise

Would end with such a twist

I lean into a whisper

But I don’t hear a thing

It’s a tear in the dark

All alone in the car

In pieces, in pieces

It’s the sound of mistake

As I lie here awake

Sleepless, sleepless

This is the sound that made

When a heart breaks.”

***

His voice showed his pain and love for me. The cheering had reached a maddening level now. There was a lot of wolf-whistling and admiration running their rounds. Tyler kept on shouting “That’s my man!” repeatedly while Rebecca seemed close to tears.

***

“Everybody's laughing

Maybe that's just me

Does something unrequited

Mean it will never be?

I lean into the whisper

But I don't hear a thing

It's a tear in the dark

All alone in the car

In pieces, in pieces

It's the sound of mistake

As I lie here awake

Sleepless, sleepless

***

This is the sound that made

When a heart breaks”

I felt an arm encircling my shoulders and Aaron stepped forward looking at Evan smiling. His smile told me what he meant. The fast music became soft and slow as I saw Evan now looking directly at me.

***

“Please don't leave me here

Life, for now, I've come to fear

You've dropped me off and left me here

With nothing here to find my way

But the lights you take as you pull away

Far ahead the brush is moving

There's others here and good is proving

Nothing's wrong, it's in my mind

Nothing's wrong and I'll be find

***

It's a tear in the dark

All alone in the car

In pieces, in pieces

It's the sound of mistake

As I lie here awake

Sleepless, sleepless.”

***

As the song ended I felt a tear rolling down my cheek. The grill was filled with deafening cheers and applause for Evan. I knew what I had to do. I turned to leave, to do what I had to.

*** Evan’s Story IV

As I finished the song, completely unleashing all my feelings into the last words, I opened my eyes to look in Sean’s direction. He wasn’t standing in the blue spotlight. I looked through the crowd of applauding people, my heart sinking with every moment that brought me closer to the realization that Sean had left. My attempt had failed. Sighing with a tear rolling down my cheek, I made my way down the stage towards the exit.

Dejected and in despair, my head hung low, I felt the light in my world had finally extinguished itself. He hated me and didn’t want to be with me. I had failed. I had lost the love of my life. I reached the exit and tethered at the edge. Letting out a heavy breath I took the first step out of the exit.

“Heaven

A gateway to hope

Just like a feeling

I need, it's no joke.”

I froze in my steps and spun around. I knew the soft voice. I knew the face that was looking at me from the stage. The soft music made its way towards my heart as I saw the love of my life standing on the stage; looking at me with tears in his eyes.

“And though it hurts me

To see you this way

They traded by words

I'd never heard

To hard to say them”

I walked slowly towards the stage as he extended a hand towards me.

“Up, down, turn around; please don't let me hit the ground

Tonight I think I walk with you to find my sole desire to go home.”

I stepped on the stage as he turned towards me. The spotlight was on us. We stood facing each other with him singing and me crying in happiness.

“And I have never met anyone quite like you before

And I've never met anyone quite like you before

And I've never met anyone quite like you before

Oh, up, down, turn around; please don't let me hit the ground

Tonight I think I walk with you, to find my sole desire to go home.”

Without another word, I grabbed him in an embrace, pulled him against my chest and kissed him deeply. Our lips met furiously, as my tongue found its way into Sean’s. He melted in my arms. The grill was now booming with deafening cheers and applause. We looked at each other.

“I love you.” His soft lips let those magical words out.

“I love you too.” I replied and grabbed him for another kiss.

Tyler was shouting his head off. Rebecca had finally burst into tears. Even Rachel was smiling happily while Stephan stood beaming with a little sadness. Chris and Rose stood in a tight embrace smiling. Aaron stood with Daniel both looking at us smiling. But, I had eyes only for the cute guy in my embrace. He looked into my eyes, his eyes brimming with tears.

He whispered into my ears. “Take me to your place.”

I looked into his eyes. Happiness and mischief both reflected in the beautiful pair. “Sure.”

***

Dropping the car keys onto the floor and leaving the door unlocked, Sean pushed himself against me and started kissing my lips. I gave into the tender touch and lost myself in the sweet kiss and his amazing scent. My hands were on Sean’s waist while his started working on my clothes. He took off my jacket and let it fall. His fingers started unbuttoning my shirt and I lost it too. We had not broken the kiss once during my stripping. I pushed him against the wall pinning his arms against it; kissing him continuously.

We broke the kiss and he pushed me against the wall. He began kissing me from the lips downwards. Planting kisses on my neck and the chest he made his way down to the abs. He kissed my pecks and licked my nipples. Making his way down my toned bare chest he reached my jeans. He kissed my excited organ through the jeans. This sent me over the edge and I took him into my arms carrying him to my bedroom. He continued kissing and licking my chest while I climbed the staircase. Once in the room he jumped onto the bed and lay there, extending his inviting arms for the hug.

Getting on top of him I worked his shirt off revealing the beautiful body beneath. Lying on top of him, supporting my body with my hands on either side of his head, I brushed my chest against his, while kissing him. He shivered with the skin contact and groaned during the kiss. I could sense the surging excitement in his orgasmic shivers while mine was evident in the huge bulge. He worked his hands to my jeans and unbuttoned it. Putting his hands in my jeans, he softly slid his hand against the raging and leaking organ. I growled as his fingers moved over the sensitive tip sending shivers throughout my body. I got out of the jeans and boxers, throwing the jeans on the floor. With a swift motion, I pulled his jeans off him and they joined mine on the floor.

Sean lay beneath me in all his glory. He was beautiful and I loved him more than anyone in the world. I couldn’t let anything happen to this fragile, beautiful person in my arms. We lay naked on bed, our bodies touching. I slid my hand under him pushing him against me. He moaned as our organs brushed against each other. I nibbled on his ears while pinching his nipples making him moan and cling to me. He dug his nails into my back as I bit his neck, planting hickeys. He leaned and whispered into my ears.

“I want you, Evan.”

The soft, seductive voice sent me over the edge. My hands moved to his thighs and rubbed their inside. He moaned and shivered as I worked my way on his inner thighs and privates. His organ had reached its hardest and stood erect against the soft patch of black hair. My too had reached a hard on with his hands all over them. I lifted his legs to raise his cute butt. Leaning to the butt, I slid my tongue over the crack before licking the entrance. Sean shivered and moaned in ecstasy demanding for me to enter him.

After a bit more licking, I thrust a finger into him and then a second to make the entrance smoother for my organ. When I felt the act had worked I entered him. He moaned in pain and pleasure. Letting him adjust to my presence in him, I started pushing in. Our bodies were working rhythmically as the thrusting increased in pace. His moans increased with every thrust while my organ felt hot and sent shivers of ecstasy throughout me. As we reached climax, the thrusting increased in pace.

We were covered in sweat which had wet the sheets beneath us. His body was glistening in sweat as he moaned in pleasure with eyes closed. My toned chest and back was covered in sweat from the activity. Sweat dripped from my forehead onto Sean who enjoyed this dripping. The climax was over-whelming. Nearing release we lost all sense and control as electric shivers ran throughout our bodies. The muscles tightened, the breathing became heavier and intense as a gushing throughout the organs indicated the ejaculation. As the release ended I lay down on him, both of us tired and spent.

Slowly, our breathing eased and I pulled out of him. He was smiling and in bliss. I lay down on the bed with my arm under the head. He snuggled and kept his head on my sweaty chest. I pulled him closer and put another arm around him. This was the best feeling in the world. I was happy and peaceful. A tear found its way down my cheek onto Sean’s face who looked up surprised.

He leaned and kissed another tear rolling down. “I’m sorry. I’ve been such a jerk. I love you and can never live without you.”

“I love you too. You’re the only person who’s made this damned existence a life.” I smiled and he kissed me on the lips. Breathing in his scent and melting in the kiss, I felt we were the luckiest ones on earth. True love isn’t something everyone finds and preserves.