Confused Heart : Part 3

It had been a week since the party; mainly since I slept with Thomas and here I am lying in bed crying my eyes out. Everyday and night I been here lying crying at how stupid I am to honestly believe he really wanted me, yet I still slept with him and I thought it meant something special to him. But how could he just act like it was just sex, didn't he know it meant more to me than that.After being sad for a week, my friend Tania came over, and forced me out the house.

Tania stormed into my room yelling,"Bitch get up and stop crying!"
"Leave me alone." I whined.
"No today were going to the mall to get outfits for my party!"She continued to rage around my room.

So I finally decided to get up. I made my way to the closet and pulled out a dark blue shirt, black jeans, and a pair of sandals. I wasn't trying to be cute, yet I still managed to impress myself when I looked in the mirror.

We got to the mall, and luckly no one was there. We stopped at a cafe in the mall and got some coffee. As we walked Tania kept asking me about Thomas which drove me crazy.

"So how was he in bed." She asked.
"Ok." I mumbled.

As we were looking at shoes, Tania told me, "Listen Bitch; you need to move on. There are plenty of Thomas in the world, who would die to have you."
I was shocked that she actually was concerned about me. I knew she was but it was thoughtful for her to actually say it, "Thanks I needed that!" I cried as I hugged her tight.

I got my outfit before Tania choose anything, so she told me to go on home. Mostly because she had her eye on some emo guy. As I was walking home I decided to take the shortcut through the park. It was a nice warm day, and the flowers smelled fresh like on an early spring morning. I danced around the trees and picked flowers, feeling like a real kid again. It was nice to be happy, and focusing on me.

When I turned around to continue walking back home, and I saw the most amazing guy ever sitting on a bench watching me. I began to slowly walk back towards the walkway staring back at him; consequently, he got up waving and smiled at me. He was tall 6'2, shiny blonde hair, wearing black shorts, and a white tank top with a smiling face on it. He was the definition of sexy, like an angel that fell down from the sky.

"Hi I am Johnny!" I spoke with a big smile.
"Hi Johnny, I am Adam, Adam Smith nice to meet you." He replied with a grin.
"I was just noticing you over ther have fun with the flowers. I thought it was sweet to see someone embrace natural." He said.

"Well I was having fun. It was just me, myself, and I though, not nature." I whispered.
"Well why is a cutie like you all alone. You know what how about we go out together tonight. What you say??" He asked with excitement.
"Ok." I whispered.

I gave him my number and headed home. I guess its time for me to move on and let go of the past. He came and picked me up at 7:30. We went to a nice restuarant. It was big fancy white building, with bright white lights decorated on the roof giving the impression of royality. He was sweet and had me laugh all through the night. We were about to leave, but I spotted Thomas on a date with some girl. As we got up and walked past him, I saw that he was upset; could it be he was upset I went on a date. I stopped myself before it started to bug me.

When I got home I couldn't stop thinking about the date. Adam was such a fun guy to be around, caring, and most of all respectful. I could definitely see myself with Adam for a long time. But my mind kept going back to Thomas. I didn't want to think about him, yet I wanted to think about him. The right thing to do was for me to move on, so I have to let Thomas go. This night, tonight I am done with Thomas.

*** (What you think going to happen next!!!!!!!). Ps : This is a true story.