Confused Heart : Part 4

I woke up the day after Adam and I first date. It was a wonderful date filled with flowers and great conversation. We didn't have sex but I truly wanted to, yet I knew I didn't want to rush our relationship. It was 8:30 Sunday morning and I was home alone missing Adam. When all of a sudden my cell phone started to ring, I almost fell out my bed.

-"Hello?" I whispered into the phone.
-"Bitch are you still sleeping? I know you aren't sleeping while I am outside knocking on your front door!"
-"Oh sorry Tania, I was in deep thought." I said as I rushed down stairs to the front door.

I hung up, and opened the door. There was Tania, one of my best friends who always cheered me up. It was cold, yet she looked too beautiful for words. She was wearing her white fur boots, black tights, and a stripped black and grey sweater with a white scarf.

-"Oh hello sexy! What brings this visit?" I asked trying to flirt with her.
-"Oh well I came to see my gay bestfriend, but your kind of cute too." She replied putting her pink nail polished finger in her mouth.
-"Oh thank you, it special to hear that from a supermodel like yourself." I whispered in her ear as I hugged her tightly.
-"Mmmm your turning me on, can't you feel my ... getting wet." She whispered as she rubbed my leg between my thighs.
-"Ewwww thats nasty, I don't want that I want big fat hard cock all up my bubble butt girl!" I yelled.
-"No shit sherlock, keep flirting with me and I could show you some things." she said as she giggled.

We made our way into the house, and we headed towards the kitchen. I started to make some nice fresh coffee while she pulled out the bag of glazed dounuts. I poured to cups of coffee, added cream and sugar. Tania and I sat down at the kitchen table each with our coffee and dounuts.

-"So how was Adam in bed girl, bet he was good?" She asked before sipping her coffee.
-"We didn't sleep together, I want try love, but I don't know if I ever will." I whispered looking down at my coffee.
-"Don't worry hunny! I know things look bad, but don't let that get you down." She said as she rubbed my back.

Things got quiet for a minute as she could tell I was in deep thought. Right now I have feelings for both of these guys. I know Adam is the better choice for me, yet I want Thomas more. No one guy or other wise have ever made me feel this way. When I see Thomas my legs feel shakey, I get dizzy, I feel shivers all through my body. I long for his touch, seeing his face even for a minute brings life into my body. It as if I am not living when I am away from Thomas. These feelings for Thomas just make me feel all weak and drives me crazy. I hate feeling this way, yet its weird because no one have ever touched me like this. I spent days weeks months thinking of him, longing for his touch, and remember when we fucked. The way he touched me, rubbed me, made me feel special, like he actually wanted me. Me, someone who is not special, me who don't even consider myself attractive even though I hear it from people all the time.

-"Are you ok hun?" Tania asked.
- "Yeah I am fine just got a lot going through my head." I answered.
-"Well tonight is the party and that guy from the mall Ethan is coming with me! Who you inviting?" She asked excited.
-"Duh Adam thats my new boyfriend girl! Who party is it anyway?" I asked.
-"Girl Alex the head of the basketball team. You know it is going to be fun! So lets go out and have some fun maybe a double date! Then we can all come back and get dress." She spoke as she got up and started jumping up and down.
-"Ok lets call the guys and tell them to bring their party outfits here so we can go out and have fun." I spoke jumping up and down with her.

She ran into the living room to call the guys, for our day out together. I gather the coffee cups, and put them in the sink. I poured out the rest of the coffee, and whipped off the table. I walked into the living room to meet Tania.

-"Hey girl, how it going?" I asked
-" Great in fact they both on their way now, so lets go pick out our outfits for today and your outfit for the party tonight!" She yelled.
-"Ok girl but what about your outfit for the party?" I asked.
-"Duh I brought it, now lets go" She said as she jumped up and dragged me up stairs to my room.

We went to my closet and picked out my outfit for the party tonight. Then we chose two outfits for today, one outfit was my black high heel boots, red skinny jeans, white tank top, and black sweater jacket. The second one was white stripped flip flops, blue jeans, and white shirt. We both agreed on the first outfit because I wanted to look sexy for my man. I stared at myself in the mirror, and loved what I saw. Especially my high heel boots, I loved shoes that gave me a few inches in height because I am a little 5'9 cutie that end up dating 6'0, 6'1, 6'2 feet guys.

Out of the blue the doorbell rung, and we ran down stairs in our 6 inch high heels. It was both of the guys.

-"Hey cuties!" Both Adam and Ethan said together.
-"What are you two doing together, you two know each other?" Tania and I asked.
-"Well we are brothers, step brothers." Ethan answered.
-"Yep and we the closer than real brothers are!" He said with a huge smile.
-"Well lets get going to the mall." Tania said.

As we got into Adam's car, I began to wonder how did they know to come together."Hey how did you guys know to come together?". "Well Ethan was telling me he had a date and asked if I wanted to go, and then he told me the address and I was like hey that my new boyfriend's house. Then Tania called me, so we decided to surprise you guys."

We got to the mall, and fell in love with all the nice things. Adam wanted to buy me everything I wanted, but material things don't bring me happiness. He seemed to be hurt by this which makes me feel bad, but I am just not the one to have a guy buy me everything I want. All I require is love true geniune love, that never gets old or hurtful. I said this and everyone face went "WTF" which made me feel like a loser. We spent all day at the mall, it was amazing. We went to a fancy resturant which was too much for me. Not that I am cheap, I am just not all about the fancy things of life.

We got back to the house, and we all got dressed. The guys got dressed downstairs while Tania and I got ready upstairs. Tania wore a tight short strapless dress, with red shoes, purple nail polish which she got redone, red lipstick, and purple eye shadow. She looked like a supermodel. She looked perfect, yet I knew no one could even compare to her tonight except for me. I on the other hand was wearing red high heel boots to the middle of my legs, black skinny jeans with some rips on the front of the thighs, black shirt with lace strips which my girl Tania tied.

We walked down the stairs, and was met by the two sexiest guys I ever seen in my life besides Thomas. Ethan was wearing a black and blue stripped dress shirt, with blue jeans, high top shoes. Ethan was actually very attractive with his black hair, green eyes, and tiny sexy stud ear piercings. I knew he was checking me out because when I bent down he I could tell he was staring at my ass. Then he walked by me and grabbed my ass.

-"What the fuck are you doing?!" I yelled at him.
Tania and Adam was up stairs looking for my cellphone.
-"You so damn sexy girl! Come on and give me a little taste of that sweet shit you got!" He whispered and kissed me.
-"Back the fuck off me!" I said and pushed him away.
-"Damn just wanted to complement you." He said just when Tania and Adam came back.

We headed to Adam's car, and I was glad he was sitting in the back with me. I cuddled in his arms and loved his warmth. Ethan gave me a evil look as he was driving in the rearview mirror. We got to the party and immediately hated going to the party. All the guys were staring at me up and down, pushing their cocks up againist my ass as they passed by me.

The party was amazing all the dancing and good music. It was so much fun and the fact that Adam never left my side for once. He held onto me like he couldn't live even a few minutes without me. I got so drunk and was getting lost in the music. It was time to leave, and Tania,Ethan,Adam and I headed back to my house. Tania was going to spend the night with Ethan which grossed me out because I knew she was going to sleep with him. Adam walked me to my front door.

He kissed me and gave me a hug.
-"You know I am going to miss you baby." Adam whispered in my ear.

I really wanted him to stay, I really wanted to feel his touch and his cock slowly sliding in my tight asshole.
-"Why don't you just stay and we can play a little." I replied grabbing his cock.
-"No baby I can't I got work in the morning and I can tell you going to have me worn out."
-"How old are you anyways?"
-"Duh 21 boo."
-"Oh yeah duh well goodbye." I said hugging him and kissing him goodbye. He slipped his tongue into my mouth and our tongues danced in each others mouth back and forth. Good thing Tania blew the horn because I was getting all hot and bothered.
-"Ok ok ok guys I am coming. Bye baby I gonna miss you."

I went into the house and headed towards my room. I slowly started removing my clothes, rubbing my legs, arms and neck slowly. I laid back on my bed and my thoughts drift to Thomas big strong arms and tight abs. Thoughts of his big dick and sexy bush of pubic hair. I was getting turned thinking about my 6'2 crush. I slowly began to rub my asshole pretending it was his dick. I slowly inserted one finger and began to finger my ass. With my other hand I slowly began jerking off my hard 6 inch cock.

Thoughts of the party began to come to mind. Thoughts of how he fucked me hard and deep, yet he kept me begging for more and more. I started to jerk faster and faster. Remembering how he kissed me that night the feel of his hands on my body. I began to shiver from head to toe and then I cum over my stomach. I whipped it off with my shirt on the bed from the party where Thomas and I had sex. Then began to drift off to an endless sleep.