Corrupted Suicide

“Please, tell me that you don’t love me and that you don’t feel attracted to me, Robin. Just try it.” I paused then added, “Tell me the truth!”
“I-I-I love Bella,” He admitted getting up. He went into my bedroom and came out with his duffel bag packed with his clothes from my laundry pile. He came out into the kitchen and grabbed the pizza he’d been eating. He walked into the bedroom and slammed the door.
“I’m borrowing these clothes. And I’m going back.” I stood up and asked him to wait. I walked over to the living room and sighed.
“Robin, I don’t think you should go back to her. She cheated on you and she’ll do it again.”

“No, she won’t, Bart. She’s sorry and she still wants me. I forgive her. You’re just jealous.” The last thing hurt the worst. He wouldn’t listen to me or trust me. He should know my advice is better than just his own gut. How can he forgive her? I WAS NOT JEALOUS!
“Fine. Leave. But don’t you dare come back here because I will not let you. I’m not just here when you need me.” I said forcing him out.

Chapter 5 Robin

It had been 3 whole weeks since I’d talked to Bart. The last time was the incident in his apartment. I pulled into my space alongside the building and went upstairs. I opened the front and waited to be greeted by Bella. I walked into the bedroom and stopped absolutely stunned. A boy, a little younger than me, had her mounted against the headboard. She was doing the girly moan thing and he came like the second I walked in. When he did, I blacked out. Actually, to be perfectly honest, I fainted. When I came to I was on the couch. She was sitting on the loveseat with the boy.

“Well, hello there,” I said without much else to say.
“Hey. Are you okay, Robby?”
“You cheated on me again?”
“You’re too… boring. You never want to do anything fun. And you are such a slob,” she explained like it was justifiable. I could not believe it.
“Are you saying you don’t want me anymore?” I asked in disbelief.
“Well…”

Chapter 6 Robin

This time, I went prepared. It wasn’t raining and I wasn’t drunk. I was not so absolutely awe-stuck and I had my car so maybe he would feel better about letting me stay there. I pulled into a space next to his apartment building and went up hoping for forgiveness. When I knocked on his door a girl with dark black hair answered in her underwear.
“Cen I help you?” she asked annoyed.
“W-e-l-l,” I stuttered, “Is Bart home?”
“He is not. Who are you?”
“Robin. I’m like his best friend.”
“No you’re not. He’s totally pissed at you. What do you want?”
“Well, I was kind of hoping if I apologized he would let me s-stay here.” I was scared. I felt like such an ass. He’d warned me and I ignored him completely. I shouldn’t have come.
“Ha. Well, maybe if you apologize but he’s not here, so it doesn’t matter.”

Then I felt myself be pushed into the apartment by Bart. His entire body applied soft pressure to me and made me feel weird for a second. He slammed the door and stood waiting with his arms crossed for me to apologize.
“I’m sorry.”
“Good.” He pushed past me and sat down on the couch next to a boy.
“Can I stay?” I asked ignoring the boy and this girl in her under wear.
“Whatever.”
“Hi, my name is Val,” the girl said shaking my hand.
“Umm, I’m Robin.”
“This is Ryan,” Bart said gesturing to the guy.
“Oh, okay?”
“They are… friends of mine.” Bart explained. Friends? They didn’t seem like friends.

Chapter 7 : Bart

“Why would he come back?” I asked Valerie ignoring the fact that she was trying to get my jeans off.
“I don’t know. Maybe you’re all he has,” she responded as Ryan came out of the bathroom, naked.
“Well, he seriously crashed this party,” Ryan scoffed.

“No he didn’t!” I say patting the bed next to me so he’ll come and sit down. I’ve got a great bed, a California King, which is awesome for threesomes.
“Well, unless if he’s comfortable with us fucking while he’s in here, he’s sleeping on the couch.”

“Well, I don’t know if I want to make him sleep on the couch. In fact, I might make him sleep with us,” I bluffed, beginning to kiss Ryan. After Val had gotten my jeans off, she sneaked her lips up my neck and sucked on me. She slipped her fingers into my boxers and pulled the foreskin forward on my cock. I’ve got an obvious bulge which is actually there all the time. I’m 13 inches and I’m always kind of hard. She pulled me out still stroking me and began sucking it. Her mouth moved up and down on my cock just as Ryan pushed me back on the bed and knelt on top of me. He shoved his cock into my mouth and forced the 8 inches completely down my throat. He was forceful and he fucked my face quickly and roughly.

“Aw fuck,” he moaned quietly as he slowed after about 5 minutes. He pulled his cock from my throat and had Val get up off of the floor. I stood up and she lay down on the bed after taking her bra and panties off. Ryan made me face him and pulled my t-shirt over my head. He kissed me hard and climbed onto the bed by her head shoving his cock into her mouth. I climbed on and pressed the head of my cock to her ass just like I would a guy. I pressed in and my mouth was greeted by him again. He kissed me as we fucked her. I’m not completely bi but girls don’t completely disgust me either. It’s not like I’d never done this before. I had my arms wrapped around him as I began to feel myself ready to cum. As I panted I whispered to him lovely, pretty words. Finally I exploded into her and about a minute later he did the same.

Chapter 8 Robin

I’d been sitting on the couch for almost an hour trying not to hear the moans from the bedroom before Bart came out with boxers on and sat down next to me on the couch. He lifted me so that I was cradled in his arms. He grabbed the remote from the end table and turned off the TV. Then he kissed me. I wasn’t going to fight. At least he actually wanted me. Besides he was letting me stay here so he could do whatever he wanted to. Then to my surprise, because I wasn’t fighting it, I realized how wonderful he was. He tasted like licorice and it felt really amazing to be kissed with such passion, with such force, with such need. I kissed back. I felt almost like I had to. I could actually feel myself wanting to moan. He stopped and made me stand up. He walked me to the bedroom where Ryan and Val were still fucking and pushed me onto the bed. I didn’t want this. He got on top of me and just kissed me gently and sweetly. I didn’t want anything else to happen I just wanted him to keep kissing me. Finally my lips were freed as he began to kiss my neck. He nuzzled me and loved me and it was really nice but I needed him to stop.

“Mmm, please, Bart, stop it.” I moaned. He stopped kissing me and looked at me sadly.
“I don’t believe I will, Robby. You don’t have to be scared. All I’m doing is kissing you,” he assured moving his lips back onto mine. I believed him and I trusted that he wouldn’t let this spiral out of control. He kissed me for a very long time. I’d almost fallen asleep and was in a trance-like state when he finally lifted his body off of mine and laid down next to me. Ryan and Val were sleeping comfortably in each other’s arms. I looked at the digital clock on the bedside table to see that it was almost 12:00. Then I felt his lips touch my ear.
“Do you love me?” he whispered. All I could think about was the fact that he was a guy.
“N-no. I like you, though,” which I did. I liked him as more than just my best friend but I certainly didn’t love him. I certainly didn’t think I did, at least.
“That’s okay,” he said before taking me into another very deep kiss. There was something in his voice that I didn’t trust. I fell asleep with him kissing me.

Bart shook me lightly and told me told wake up. He brushed my bangs back behind my ear and kissed my cheek. I opened my eyes and he was sitting on the edge of the bed smiling.
“Hey, Robby. You want to get undressed for me?”
“What? Why?” I mumbled still half-asleep.
“Robin, we’re going to take a shower.” I looked at him kind of confused then sat up. The clock said that it was 2:30 pm, but I couldn’t have possibly slept that long.
“Where’s Ryan and Val?” I asked on a whim.
“They left. Went home. Now would you mind getting up and naked for me?”
“I’ll get up but I’m not taking a shower with you.” His sweet charming smile disappeared and he stood up. He lifted the covers and I was kind of shocked to see that I wasn’t wearing what I’d fallen asleep in. I had on nothing but my briefs. He slipped his arm underneath me and literally swept me up.

“What the fuck are you doing?” I yelled as I clung to him. Instead of answering he forced me to stand and shoved me into the bathroom. I tried to fight but he slammed the door behind us and locked it.
“Take your underwear off, Robby.” he commanded.
“N-no.”
“Robin! You are staying in my apartment and you will do what I say.” He looked really mad. I’d never seen him so menacing before in my life. Scared, I slipped the elastic to my knees where it dropped all the way down and my cock was exposed. I always felt small around Bart because I was only 8 inches and he’s a lot thicker and longer than me. I was rock hard because I’d just woken up so I was as big as I’d get. He let his boxers drop and walked over to me kissing me hard while he held my cock. When he’d stopped kissing me he turned the water on in his shower and checked it. Once the shower was running and we were in, he started kissing me really roughly. He pushed me up against the cold tile wall and ground his cock against mine. His hands explored my body and squeezed my ass. His mouth on mine felt nice and, despite the force, loving and gentle. Then he switched with me so he was against the wall and had me kneel in front of him.

“Suck my cock, baby,” he demanded in that same menacing voice. Reluctantly my mouth slid up his big divine shaft. He tasted really good. I was shocked at myself for enjoying this so much. I fit as much as I could into my mouth and slid up and down sucking like my life depended. Then I felt his hand grab my hair hard in the back. He shoved his cock down my throat and forced me to deep throat him. Once he’d let go I took it out of my mouth so I could suck on his wonderful hairless balls. I jerked him off while I sucked and he told me to put it back into my mouth. I did as I was told and he jerked the base a little, before he came into my mouth. It was one unbelievable load that filled my entire mouth with his delicious seed. It tasted salty and hot in my mouth and I couldn’t hide how much I was enjoying it.

Once he’d cum he had me stand up and we kissed more.

“Get washed, I’m going to make something to eat,” he said giving me one last kiss before he left. He got out and dried himself with the towel that was hanging up by the sink. He wrapped it around his waist and left, leaving me rather dumbfounded. I had just given my best friend a blowjob. How does a person react to that kind of situation? I finished showering and went to the kitchen. He was wearing jeans but all I had was my towel because I’d left my clothes in my car.
“Hey, Bart?”
“Hey, Robin?” he responded sweetly.
“Could you go down to my car and get me something to wear? I left my bag in the car.”
“Just wear something of mine. I’ll get it later.”

I went back into the bedroom and rooted through his drawers looking for something I wanted to wear. I grabbed a Smashing Pumpkins T-shirt that I knew Bart had worn a lot before. He looked so good in it. It hugged his body gorgeously and the rich black made him look even taller than he was, elongating his upper body. I also found a pair of boxers and jeans that I knew he’d worn plenty. I could just imagine his dick rubbing against the boxers and pre-cum soaking into the denim. I couldn’t believe that I was thinking about him like that. By the time I was dressed he had a bowl of perogies sitting on the island waiting for me. I went over and sat next to him letting him touch my ass as I ate. He admired my body as I ate which seemed strange because he didn’t need to. He’d been looking at me his entire life and I’d barely changed at all since I was boy. His palm felt kind of nice rested on my ass and squeezing and rubbing it.  (I stole some of this paragraph for S&ICN series)

“I love you, Robin”(
“Umm, I love you, too,” I said nervously. Not much had changed since he’d asked me last nght but I loved him so much all of a sudden and I was worried that if I lied and said I didn’t, he could give up trying to be with me.
“Cool.”

Chapter 9 Bart

He loved me. I absolutely could not believe that the loved me! I wanted to fuck him so bad. I knew I couldn’t though. I’d hurt him too bad if I did it now because I didn’t have any lubricant left. His ass was so perfect though. He had a cute bubble butt that you could tell had never even considered being penetrated. When he had finished eating we went into the living room and made out. I slipped my hand down his (my) jeans and stroked his rock hard cock. He was on fire. Once I had worked my way down to his neck I pulled his (my) shirt off so I could access his perfectly pink nipples. I started sucking and kissing him and he was really enjoying it so I decided to bite him. I did it really gently and he yelped.

“What the fuck?”
“Relax Robby. It’s not like I hurt you,” I said as I hugged him. He looked at me annoyed that I was right and let me continue. As I kissed the trail of hair that led down his cock he asked we if we could wait.
“What’s wrong, baby?” I asked, caressing his body with mine and wrapping my arms around his waist.

“I think we need to talk about this. I don’t know what this is. Are you my- am I your boyfriend or are we just to guys that like each other a whole lot?”
“I think those are the same things.”
“No! There not! Why do you have to make everything so complicated?” he shouted getting up. At this point I had absolutely no idea what I’d done wrong. Why was he so angry?

“Baby, relax,” I calmed grabbing his waist so he would sit on my lap. “I love you so much, I don’t want you to be angry at me. I’d really like to think that you’re my boyfriend, so we can wait as long as you need to.” Robin turned around and kissed me and told me he was scared of how he felt and that he loved me so much. His soft body on top of mine was a dream come true. So long I had wanted to be with Robin like this, but not just because he was like the hottest guy on the planet but also because of his personality. He was sweet and smart when he wanted to be and ever so sensitive. All I could think of was how much I loved him and didn’t want to hurt him ever.

But first times always hurt…

Chapter 10 Bart

I had stopped on my way home from my new job at Target to get lube so I was fully prepared to be with Robin. When I got home he was sleeping on the bed in briefs and coverless. He was in a small ball especially for a 21 year old and he looked precious. I sat on the edge of the bed and ran my hand along his smooth body. He moaned and looked up at me with his perfect green eyes.

“Hey, baby,” I said.
“Hi,” he mumbled back sleepily. Then, to my surprise he added, “I missed you.” I kissed his cheek and stood up to take my shirt and pants off. Maybe I wouldn’t fuck him just yet. He was so innocent. Once I was stripped down to my boxers, I climbed onto the bed and began kissing him. As a teenager, I always thought it would get boring to kiss the same person over and over but Robin was so nice. The first time I kissed him, back when I was 14 years old, he had thought that he had a crush on me. So I kissed him like I do now and he didn’t like it at all. But I, on the other hand, loved it. He tasted really sweet like Swedish Fish and he’d even kissed back! The way his tongue felt as it darted roughly against mine was one of the most amazing experiences of my life. When he told me that he hadn’t felt anything I was absolutely crushed. Since then I’d pursued him crazily, just needing him like that again. So we were kissing on the bed and then he stopped.

“I love you so much, Bart.”
“I love you, too,” I said almost laughing. I had never imagined love like this.
“If-if you want to, maybe we could try?” he spoke, almost unwillingly. Our relationship was so smooth and I was almost afraid to mess it up but I’d come home planning on it anyway, so I got up and went to the living room to get the lube out of the bag on the couch. When I came back he had his briefs off and was sitting shyly on the side of the bed. He looked at me with the big innocent green eyes that I loved and worked my briefs down my legs. When they’d hit the floor my lips met his and I pushed his beautiful body back onto the bed. I stood up and spread his legs. I put a generous amount of lube down the crack of his ass then onto my cock. I stroked it up and down to spread the lube then gently eased my finger into the crack of his arse.

Gently I worked my middle finger inside of his bottom and felt him wriggle around me.

“Oooh!” he moaned femininely. I was already panting, overwhelmingly excited. He was smiling up at me and I was glad that he wasn’t scared. I removed my finger and grabbed my dick pressing the head to his extremely tight little ass hole. He nodded and readjusted his body. I moved his ankles onto my shoulders and he got comfortable.
“Everything okay?” I asked, leading up to the thrust. Again he nodded with great enthusiasm. “Ready?”
“Will you just fuck me already?!?” he asked rhetorically. I smiled and slid the head past his tight ring.

So much for the cherry. I shoved it in slowly letting him adjust every inch and a half or so. I only had about seven inches and his back was arched, his eyes were shut tight. I began to move it in faster. Almost 10 inches. 11, 12 without a pause. He was silent. His eyes were open but rolled back. I shove that last inch or so in and he screamed. He grasped for me. He gripped my hair and brought my lips to his. I kissed him slowly. I brought my face up a tiny bit so that I could look at him and began to thrust. His mouth was open slightly and he was barely breathing into my mouth.

“Just f-fuck me,” he pleaded in a breath. I stood up again and pulled out about 10 inches. His eyes were closed now and he had a slightly goofy smile on his face. I pushed it in again, less this time and pulled out. I began to thrust with better rhythm and my eyes were closed. He was moaning quietly and making perfect little cries like a girl.

He was panting begging harder-faster-deeper! He was loving my dick. I slowed down after about 10 minutes. I didn’t know about him, but I was pretty close to cumming. I slowed down and finally opened my eyes. I looked down to see that the sheets, the carpet and my dick were crimson. At first I panicked but he clung to me.

“I’m so sorry,” I uttered.
“P-please don’t stop. We both wanna finish,” he gasped. I began to fuck again trying to close my eyes and forget that I’d made him bleed and hurt him. He moaning again, the short little noises that come with each thrust and suddenly all sound stopped and his ass tightened around my cock making me blow inside of him as he shot onto his gorgeous little abs. I pulled out and picked him up, carrying him to the bathroom. He stood up mostly and we showered quickly. I changed the sheets just throwing out the other ones. I did my best to clean the white carpet but it ended up still pretty pink. He was sitting on the bed and watching me scrub the carpet.

“I’m sorry I stained your carpet,” he whispered.
“Robin! Don’t be silly! You didn’t stain my carpet,” I laughed.
“Yes I did. I‘m the one who bled,” he apologized. I giggled.
“Yeah? I’m the one who didn’t notice you were bleeding. Besides! No one stained my carpet,” I said, emphasizing my. “I stained our carpet. Because you live here Mr. Conklin.”

Robin laughed and rolled to the edge of the bed. We shared a sweet, avid kiss before he drew back and smiled.
“I love you,” he whispered. I smiled too.
“I love you too!”

The End

Salutations and hello!! Okay. First off- you’re not stupid so if you read the Simple & Ice Cold Need saga, you recognize these characters. There are the more obvious divergences such as: slight description changes, Bart’s bisexuality and Robin’s reasonably more masculine side and belly (No, no! He’s not fat). I hope you enjoyed it. Hopefully all the dialogue was corrected (i.e. bla, bla.” He said) because that annoys the hell out’ta me and all the strangely spelled words to some (i.e. favourite, colour sceptisism). My bf, Tommy, edited it for me, but he’s not great with words. Love and Such. Grady Jeremiah Fallen

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