Crazy in love

I started thinking about Mario, but this time it was hateful. I felt
like I never wanted to see him again, like he was the worst person in the world.

My life had just taken a sharp turn and I knew it would be a long time before I could fall in love with someone again. When I started to get back into reality, I heard my phone vibrating on the cup holder of my car and I took a look, I had more than 10 missed calls, all from Mario. I didn’t want to hear his name ever again and seeing it on my phone just made things worse but I knew I had to get home.

I got there and everyone was still having a good time and a few people asked me where I had gone. I responded that I just needed some fresh air and proceeded to go inside.
On my way up the stairs and into my room, I saw Mario looking at me with a sad face and I heard him say sorry. I locked myself in my room and after a minute there was a knock at my door. I didn’t answer and heard the knocks like 20 more times. I knew it was Mario, but I didn’t want to answer.

At around 3am, I went downstairs and thanked everyone for coming but that the party was over and I turned off the music. I shook hand with everyone and kissed the girls on the cheeks. The last person inside was Mario and I went to him and told him he could go home. I opened the garage door and since his keys were on my keyholder, I grabbed them and threw them at him. He was sad but managed to say, Daniel, Im not leaving, I want to talk to you and also I want to help you clean.

I was so hurt, and my heart couldn’t let me be mean to him, but I still said “Mario, the only way you could help me right now is by leaving.” He was sad again but insisted he was going to stay. I went upstairs and locked myself inside my room again and laid in my bed. I hear a knock and I still didn’t answer but Mario knew where I left my spare key and he opened the door. I turned around so that I didn’t have to look at him, but he still came in and sat on my bed.
The next few moments I will remember for the rest of my life. Mario took his shoes off and got under the covers with me and placed his left foot on top of my rear. He wrapped his left arm around my torso, pulled me close to him and said, Daniel I have to tell you
something. Actually two things, Im sorry and I, I love you. Please don’t be mad at me.

I was so pissed and I didn’t know what to think and I pushed him off of me and yell! What the fuck are you saying? You don’t love me! You could never love me! And if you did, why would you fuck some other guy? Youre just drunk and stoned!

He grabbed my face and turned it towards his and said, I was drunk and stoned earlier when you saw me. But right now, I am completely sober, and what im saying is true. That’s what I wanted to talk to you about.

I didn’t know what to say but I let him keep talking.
Do you know why Vicky (what he called the bitch) wasn’t here today? I broke up with her. And you know why I broke up with her? Because I couldn’t keep lying to her, myself, or you. Yes I have had sex with her, but the only way for me to get it up was to think of you. I was too much in the closet to say that I like guys, and I used her as my cover up. I have loved you for a long time but lately you’ve been so distant that I haven’t been able to tell you how I really feel. I have been waiting to tell you for the last few months. Then today you left outside and Julien got all over me. He had found out I liked you a few weeks back and has blackmailed me to tell everyone.

I still don’t want most people to find out and he said that the only way for him not to talk would be if I fucked him. I didnt want to, but with being stoned, I guess I gave in to his request and made a mistake. I don’t like him at all, I wish it was you with me all the time.

I turned around looked at him and said, If you loved me, you wouldn’t have fucked some other guy, Mario. He replied, I was stoned, I told you! I said, that’s not an excuse for anything. Then he said, well theres no excuse for you fucking so many guys in these last few months and being so crazy. When he said that I knew he was right and we were pretty much even.

So since when have you wanted to tell me? I asked.

For a long time, but I wasn’t sure if you felt the same way about me, he responded. Until one day I was in your backyard and found a heart etched onto a tree that said that you loved MF. That was the happiest day of my life, he said. But you just kept fucking and being wild and I figured that you didn’t feel the same way anymore. Why were you like that?

At this moment I felt like such crap and I confessed to Mario that I had acted how I did because I was jealous of Victoria and he. He started laughing and he gave me a kiss on the lips.

At least we now know how we feel about each other, he said.

I was truly happy for the first time in a long time and from such a long day I kissed him and said goodnight, im going to sleep.
The suns rays beamed through my window and when I opened my eyes I didn’t know if everything was a dream again or if Mario had really told me he loved me. I turn around and my bed was empty. I was a little sad and got up to take a leak. When I finished, I washed my hands and brushed my teeth, when all of a sudden Mario comes in, in his boxers, and says, hey babe, I made you breakfast and cleaned everything up.

I was filled with joy at the moment and not from him cleaning up or making me breakfast, but that he called me babe. We went downstairs, had our breakfast and the whole time during our meal he kept looking at me and smiling and I noticed that his eyes were sparkling. When we finished we put our plates in the dish washer and Mario takes me into his arms and says, let’s go make love to each other for the first time. He picked me up off of the floor which wasn’t so difficult with his muscles and he took me upstairs. He shut all the blinds on the windows, closed the door and turned the light off so that it was fairly dark inside the room. He laid me on the bed got on top of me and caressed my face. He locked his lips with mine and slipped his tongue in. I was already in heaven and we had yet to do anything. I immediately got a boner and I could see the outline of his hard-on between his legs. I reached around the back of his head with both hands and pressed him deeper into me. We kissed each other passionately and rolling each other’s tongues with the other.
We rolled over and now I was on top of him. I bit his lip softly and his head flung back. I kissed around his neck and began to take his shirt off. His body was as sexy as ever and even though I had seen it before, it had never been this close. I licked down to his tits and then down his abs and into his bellybutton. I slowly slid his pants down and when I finished, I worked my way back up. Again, we rolled over when our mouths met and he did the same thing I did to him. He pulled my shirt off, revealing my amazing body and then he pulled down my boxers which was all I had left.

My dick sprang up and hit him on the stomach and he laughed. You sure are excited! He said.
Who wouldnt be so excited to have sex with the man of their dreams I thought, and kept kissing him. Mario turned my body over so that I was stomach down on my bed. He rubbed my back and kissed all the way down until be made it to my butt cheeks. He spread them apart, placed his head in between and let some hot air out of his mouth, which caused tingling sensations to shoot all across my body. He then stuck his tongue out, placed it on my rosebud and began to lick it like a child with his first piece of candy. He licked me so good that I squeezed the sheets and let out a long moan.

I backed my ass up into his face and he knew that he was doing everything right. Again he flipped me around and started sucking on my balls and dick. He slobbered all over it and the stuck most of my 8 inches inside his mouth until he gagged. He gyrated his tongue all around my rock hard tool and the pleasure was too much to bare that I asked him to stop or I would cum. He stopped and went back to my ass, where he then inserted his middle finger. His fingers were pretty long and his motion with them was so perfect that I was already ready for the real thing. He then got two fingers in me, before he got the lube out and placed it all over his dick. He stood up and pulled me to the edge of the bed. I had been ready for him my whole life and this moment was truly amazing. I even felt bad that he wasn’t my first.

Mario, places the head of his dick against my waiting hole and just left it there for a few seconds. He leaned forward, and while he kissed me, he pushed his hips forward and entered me in the most gentle and sexual way. He wasn’t just trying to get himself off; he was trying to please me which was something no other guy had done. He began his rocking motion softly, and little by little he got all the way inside of me. When I felt the front of his legs against the back of mine, I realized how big his dick really was.
His dick was pretty fat and had a couple of visible veins around it. Even though I had been fucked before, this time was really different. I felt fullness and happiness with him inside of me. I knew I was in a lot of pain from the size of his tool, but I was in too much joy to think or gripe about it. I let him do what he wanted to me and within a few minutes he was pumping harder. His lips never let go of mine while he was fucking me, and I could see him burying his eyes into mine. The heat and passion was so intense that we didn’t even change positions and after about 30 minutes, Mario told me that he was going to cum. I grabbed the back of his head with my right arm and pushed his head into my neck so that he could bite me. I whispered into his ear, cum in me baby, I want you to shoot inside of me.

He stayed quiet but his pounding got harder. I could hear his breathing get heavier and he bit hard into my neck when I felt a stream of cum hit my rectal wall. Spurt after spurt shot inside of me and I felt all warm inside. Mario let his body fall on top of mine and I could feel his dick getting smaller inside of me. He took it out and his cum stayed inside of me.
After a few minutes of making out, I asked Mario if he wanted me to fuck him? His eyes opened widely and told me that he had never been fucked and he didn’t know. That’s when I let him know that I had only been fucked before and didn’t know what it was like to fuck someone else. A smile came to his face and said that he would give it a try.

I lubed my raging hard-on really well, as I did his ass and my fingers. I inserted one finger inside of him and the tightness was amazing. The feeling reminded me of when I used to finger myself as a child before I had any sexual experience. It hurt him a bit, but after a while he got used to it. I told him he had to relax, or we wouldn’t be able to do much. He listened to me and he just let me work his ass out. I went at his balls and dick with my mouth while fingering him and from that moment on, his moans never stopped. I knew he was enjoying it, so I stuck another finger inside. It seemed a bit uncomfortable for him, but pleasurable. After about 10 minutes, I felt he was open enough to try the real thing. I got up with my fingers still inside of him and when I took them out, I quickly pressed the head of my cock against him so that his hole wouldn’t close all the way. I didn’t insert him really fast, but enough to guarantee that it wasn’t as painful. When my head popped in, he let out a scream and I made sure to not go any further.
Damn, this hurts, he said. And I told him that the pain would subside.

After he left out some air and he relaxed, I pushed my dick in a bit and slowly got myself all the way inside of him. He grabbed onto my back and pushed his nails into my skin. This hurt me but it just made me go wild. I began to take my dick out and pushed back in.

Again he squeezed onto my back, but I kept at it. After a few minutes I could tell the pain was subsiding in him and I started to go faster. His breathing got heavier and he was moaning and he let go of my back and squeezed the sheets. His eyes rolled to the back of his head and he began to grind his hips into my pelvis. The feeling was amazing for me as well and my dick felt completely engulf by his ass. I had never thought that fucking could feel so good. Every time the tip of my cock made it to his sphincter, I could feel him squeeze it and my orgams just grew too much, I hadn’t lasted that long, but I was already ready to burst. My emotions were running wild, and I felt what love was like with him. I penetrated him harder and faster until I felt my stomach squeeze in, and let out what felt like the heaviest load I had ever let out of my cock. I almost fell to my knees from the feeling, and it was so much his cum which was still on my ass, spurt out.
We were both filled in each others juices and the air smelled of sex and sweat. I withdrew from him and noticed the biggest smile I had ever seen on his face. Oh my god, that was amazing! He proclaimed.

We both went into the shower and just made out the entire time, while cleaning each other up.
Years have passed since those times, and we laugh at how things happened, but love has kept us together and only death will do us part.