Crush force fucks me! Love in Music

Serah went up the stage and sat on the chair in front of the grand piano. I walked towards her.

“Hey Serah, thanks for doing this to us”
“Sure Aug, anything for a smart guy like you”
“Thanks, will you play Everything I Do by Bryan Adams?”
“Oh that piece is easy, sure”
“Thanks”
“You look hot by the way”
I winked at her and she giggled.
I told Trent and Vincent what song we’re playing, then I got back on center stage, a bit nervous.

I looked back at Serah, and said:

“Go!”

She played the piano gracefully, and then I played the guitar chords. I looked at Matt.

“Look into my eyes”
“You will see”
“What you mean to me”

The people inside the theatre cheered and whoo-ed.

“Search your heart”
“Search your soul”
“And when you find me there you’ll search no more”
“Don’t tell me its not worth tryin for”
“You cant tell me its not worth dying for”
“Ya know its true”
“Everything I Do, I Do it for you”

Vincent started playing the bass, and Trent gave life to the song by hitting the drums.

“Look into your heart”
“You will find”
“There’s nothing there to hide”
“Take me as I am”
“Take my life”
“I would give it all”
“I would sacrifice”
“Don’t tell me, its not worth fighting for”
“I cant help it, there’s nothing I want more”
“Ya know its true”
“Everything I Do, I Do it for you”
“There’s no love”
“Like your love”
“And no other, could give more live”
“There’s nowhere, unless you’re there”
“All the time, all the way”

I played the instrumental bit of the song, until Matt told us to stop.

“Ok guys, that was fantastic!”
“August you get to play the guitar, your singing was great as well, but you have to reach high notes as well”
“Well thanks Matt, I wasn’t really achieving for the lead, I just felt like singing today while playing the guitar” I smiled.
“Ok, now you got the lead guitar, the band’s complete”
“Thanks Matt”
“I`ll hit you up later, I gotta go, Keets been bugging me since this morning”
“Umm, yeah sure, I`ll see ya”

Matt left me with disappointment. I saw Trent walking to my direction, and realised that he was hot. He was like a model on a runway, like seriously wow.

“Hey Aug, didn’t know you can sing as well”
“I dunno how I do it, I just do it”
“Its really good to have you in the band, most that auditioned for the lead guitar didn’t made it, anyway I`ll talk to you later, need to clear up the stage for the drama students”
“Oh yeah”

I grabbed the amplifier and guitar along with the cords, and put it inside the storage room. The bass and the amplifier were already in the storage room, so I was guessing that Vincent already left. Trent was pulling the whole drum set in the storage room.

“Hey, need help with that?”
“Nah, I can handle this” Trent said while pulling the drum set
“Ok then, well I`ll see ya later”
“Yeah I`ll see ya”

I went outside the theatre, and there in the corner, I saw Matt and his boyfriend making out. They were too busy to notice me, so I just continued walking. I was feeling broken hearted, I dunno why since I`ve never had feelings for Matt, but when he said that he had feelings for me, it just struck me that there might be hope to fuck him, but I guess not.

I wore my earphones and plugged it in my iPhone, opened the iPod application and played a random song. “I`ll Be” by Edwin McCain turned up, I guess my iPhone knows what I’m feeling. Since that day, our band was doing very well. The presence of Alex was gone. I wasn’t seeing him at school, nor outside school. I texted him once if he wanted to talk some time, but I guess he just ignored it. I wasn’t up for Matt and Keith, I was feeling down, depressed for a week, so I did everything I could to take it away. I joined Yahoo! chat rooms, but there were way too many bots and fakes. I even joined adultfriendfinder, and online RPG games like FlyFF and Final Fantasy XI Online to make some friends and chat, but it was no use. I finally registered on Facebook to see if I could reconnect to my Kiwi/Aussie friends, but I just gave up because it was asking too much questions. I did nothing that week, maybe just played a few games, and spent time with myself.

Finally, a friday came and I wasn’t excited to go home. I figured that this was because I haven’t got many friends, and due to depression. I didn’t want to go home that friday because if I go home, I`ve got nothing to do. So I just stayed at the theatre for a few more minutes, figured that I should play the guitar first before I go home. I went to the storage room and grabbed an acoustic guitar. I went back center stage and grabbed a chair. I was all alone, so I have the whole theatre by myself. I grabbed the microphone and stand, and adjusted it, sat on the chair and thought of something to sing.

I began to gracefully strum the guitar, and sang:

“And I'd give up forever to touch you”
“'Cause I know that you feel me somehow”
“You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be”
“And I don't want to go home right now”

“And all I can taste is this moment”
“And all I can breathe is your life”
“'Cause sooner or later it's over”
“I just don't want to miss you tonight”

“And I don't want the world to see me”
“'Cause I don't think that they'd understand”
“When everything's made to be broken”
“I just want you to know who I am”

“And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming”
“Or the moment of truth in your lies”
“When everything feels like the movies”
“Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive”

“And I don't want the world to see me”
“'Cause I don't think that they'd understand”
“When everything's made to be broken”
“I just want you to know who I am”

After the chorus, I played the instrumental bit of the song. Listening to the strings of the guitar, it made me feel like I was taking out the depression that was inside me.

“And I don't want the world to see me”
“'Cause I don't think that they'd understand”
“When everything's made to be broken”
“I just want you to know who I am”

“And I don't want the world to see me”
“'Cause I don't think that they'd understand”
“When everything's made to be broken”
“I just want you to know who I am”
“I just want you to know who I am”
“I just want you to know who I am”
“I just want you to know who I am”

After the song, I sighed. I heard to door at the back opened, and lots of people came in. Those were the sound crew from upstairs who were organizing the sounds, obviously. But they were clapping, and some were cheering. One guy came to me and said

“That was fantastic August, you know we were about to go home, when one of our crew members told me to record this because she heard you sing last week in the band rehearsal.”
“Well I just went here ‘cause I feel like it, so you recorded the whole stuff?”
“Yeah, we made an MP3. I`ll send you a copy to your email asap”
“Aryt, well I better get going now”
“Ok then”

I returned the chair and the guitar to the storage room and left off. I was walking alone. I saw Matt with his boyfriend playing with each other, touching each other’s body in public, feeling jealous of them. I figured I should go to Alex’s first before I go home, so I did. I reached Alex’s place in 20 minutes, I saw Alex’s car in the garage. I knocked on the door three times and waited. The door opened, and to my surprise, it was Mr. Lionne who answered. I just remembered that he got back last week from his trip.

“Yes?”
“Oh, good afternoon sir, umm, is Alex there?”
“Yep, come in”
“Thanks”

I went inside the house. It was still the same since I first came there. The sweet scent of the calvin klein cologne was still on the air. Mr. Lionne is one of the really good looking dad’s I wanna fuck with.

“August is it?”
“Yep”
“I think Alex is in his room sleeping, he hasn’t gone out for like a week now”
“Is that so? That’s why I don’t see him at school”
“He left school, and he won’t talk to anyone, but if you want you can try talk to him”

I just nodded. I felt really bad, I was feeling I ruined someone’s life. I went upstairs and headed to his room. I tried turning the door knob but it was locked. I remembered something back from NZ where I used to pick locks, so I asked Mr. Lionne for a piece of paper clip, I bent it over to an “L” shape, and inserted it in the hole. I tried picking the lock by lifting up the thingies inside. The last thingy to lift up was hard to push, so I forcefully pushed the clip up and I heard the unlock sound of the knob. I opened the door. His room was filled with darkness, and stench of food and drinks with the smell of cum. I quietly closed the door and locked it. There, Alex was sleeping on his bed with the blankets on. Clothes were lying down on the floor. I went closer to him and peeked inside the blanket. He was naked. I took my clothes off, and joined him. I lied down on the other side where he’s facing and got in the blankets. I opened my legs apart and wrapped them around his legs so our dicks would rub together, I started to get hard. I embraced him. I can smell his breath with alcohol. I just lied there and stared at him. I brushed his hair with my hands, he slowly opened his eyes. He smiled.

“You came back” he whispered
“I’m sorry Alex, I thought I was just a sex toy to you, until I heard the story from your dad”
“It’s ok”
“Don’t ever say its ok when it’s not, I feel like I ruined your life, I didn’t know I was that important to you”
“Now you know what I feel for you”

I kissed him on the lips, and tongued each other. It felt like I was in heaven once again. I broke the kiss.

“I wanna give you a little something” I said
“What is it?”
“My ass” I winked

He laughed.

“I love you Aug”
“I love you too Alex”

I grabbed his dick and started jerking him off for 10 minutes, then I went down inside the blankets and sucked his big throbbing 9” dick. It was dripping pre cum and it tasted good. I tried to suck his whole dick but I kept on gagging. I sucked his dick for 15 minutes until he came inside my mouth, the taste of his cum was a bit salty but it was good. I swallowed his cum, and sucked his dick again. He stopped me and lubricated my ass with KY jelly. He fingered my ass with his middle finger, then two fingers, then he used three. I was moaning with pain and pleasure. It has been a long time since I had sex with him. I grabbed the lubricant and put some on my hand and jerked his dick off. His dick was still rock hard even though he already came inside my mouth. Alex and I switched positions. I lied on my back while he was on top of me. He was searching for my hole with his rock hard dick. After looking for my hole, he shoved his dick inside me slowly at first. I moaned with pleasure. I wanted more.

“FUCK ALEX!!!! YEAH PUSH IT HARDER!!!!”

Alex was pushing it real hard while groaning. After a few minutes of fucking me slowly, his pace began to speed up. He was fucking my ass with every hard thrust each second. The feeling was great. He fucked me for a good 30 minutes, both of us were starting to sweat a little, sweat drops from his head to my chest. It was hot. Alex began to slow his pace and his thrusts became harder, he was about to cum. Alex didn’t give me warning, his dick became harder and bigger then shoots his load inside me. He fell on top of me, our chests and stomach rubbed together as he kisses my neck passionately. We were both breathing heavily. I wanted to sleep with him like the first time he fucked me, but before that, he said something to me.

“Aug, I want this moment to be our first date.”
“Yeah, that was awesome. Will you sleep on top of me with your dick inside me? Like the first time?”
“That’s what I’m gonna do”

He kissed my neck passionately as I let myself fall asleep.

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Let me know what you think guys, ‘cause if this story’s going somewhere then I might as well continue. BTW for those people who keep on emailing me, yes, this story is true. It did happen to me.

Music in this chapter:
(Everything I Do) I Do It For You – Bryan Adams
I`ll Be – Edwin McCain
Iris – Goo Goo Dolls