Drama High part 5: I want a Man not a Boy - Part 1

Zack

Here I am walking towards the football stadium at my school for Thomas' game. I truly didn't want to be here especially with James, but I did promise I wouldn't bring James. However, I did have a backup plan, my friend Jerry was coming with me. I met him at the gate to the stadium. He was excited, but I wasn't. I felt like being at home cuddling with my new boyfriend.

"Hey Zack why aren't you excited like everyone else?" Jerry asked snapping me out of my dream state.

"Oh I am in my own way I guess." I said with a smile trying to throw him off how I really felt.

"There no need to be sad for Sarah..." He started but I quickly cut him off."I don't GIVE A FUCK ABOUT HER!" I yelled pushing past him and walking up the stairs.

He followed me not saying a word which made me feel bad. I didn't mean to come off so hard on him, but that slut Sarah got everything I want or wanted, Thomas, a baby, and a family you can call your own. I put on my best smile for everyone around me.

The game started, and I leaned on Jerry looking up toward the sky. I didn't feel like watching the game; I was only here because Thomas asked. Jerry noticed but didn't dare say anything. Everyone cheered, cheered so loudly which kind of pissed me off. I don't know why but I was getting moody knowing Thomas around.

I looked at my phone constantly anything that would distracted me from the game. It was working so far because it was half time. I made the mistake of looking at the half time show which was the cheerleaders doing some stupid dance to Kesha. I instantly remembered last homecoming:

I had just recently started coming to this school, I had just met and befriended Thomas, and I had just became a new person. No more the geeky new student. I remember Thomas and I was in on the track field during lunch and he was telling about his game tonight. I didn't want to go and Thomas had the saddest face when I told him. Then he grabbed my hands, stood in front of me, and gave me his sexy grin begging me to come. I gave in since I was falling for him like a teenage girl in any teen drama movie.

I was so eager to please him that I came early which he noticed and waved to me. I was happy he was excited to see me. The game started and I was just like everyone else in the stands cheer, shouting, and stomping my feet and I didn't even know why the fuck I was cheering. I am kind of sport retarded meaning I don't know shit about sports, but like I said I was eager to please him.

I was having a great time until the half time show. Sarah was having the cheer squad doing some slutty dance to a slow song. She called Thomas over and started rubbing her body over his. I was getting extremely pissed not because of her, but at the fact he was enjoying himself. Sarah instantly cut the song and all the cheerleaders ran back to the stands. Thomas stood there with a boner and a huge grin. I got so mad I left and I should've knew then we wouldn't work.

I was snapped out of memory lane by that dumb bitch Sarah who stood in front of us. I looked toward her and was shocked to see this big 7' dark black guy.

"Hey bitch I bet your glad I dumped that silly Thomas today. Huh?" She said in my face.

"What are you talking about." I was puzzled.

"Oh you don't know I dumped him today, and look he invited you here to be his back up plan. Is that cute?" She spoke at the black guy.

"You know what I don't to fight with you. I don't give a damn about him. I am just being nice, but guess what I was just about to leave." I said pissed off, but not trying to show it. She didn't deserve the satifaction.

I was walking back toward my car, but this stupid bitch had to have the last word.

"Oh I am sorry Thomas, but that dumb cum dumpster you being fucking is leaving now." She yelled in her microphone which caused everyone to look at me.

I got so pissed off that I took off my 6in high heel boots and ran towards her. I knocked her down by smacking the side of my boot into her face. I just started hit her then she grabbed my leg making me fall and she got on top of me hitting me. I pushed her back and kicked her in the face. Just when I did 2 guys came up and held me back while that black guy was holding her back.

I gave up and turnt around leaving. I stopped dead in my tracks when I heard Thomas' voice through the speakers.

"Look Zack I didn't want you to here this from Sarah, but it whatever. Me and her broke up today, but you know what I am not mad. I finally understand what you been telling me. I realize that I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you. No more hiding behind the closet. I am ready to tell the world that I love you and I know I hurt you bad, but please give me another chance." Thomas said trying his best not to get emotionally.

A spot light shined on me and I made my way toward the field, running with tears in my eyes. Thomas got on his knees and looked in my face and asked,"I promise from here on to be the best boyfriend I can until your ready to marry me or leave me." I was happy and shocked at the same time. I couldn't believe he was giving me a promise, but I loved how much he was willing to prove his love to me.

I looked towards Sarah who gave me the most evil look anyone could give. I smiled at her grabbed his microphone and said yes. He got up and hugged me while I gave Sarah the finger.

I went back to my sit because the game had to continue. Sarah had left and I was the happiest I have been in years. When I got back to my sit, Jerry said,"You finally got what you always wanted, a real man. He no longer the little boy he use to be." I couldn't do anything but smile at him.

********* It seems to be over but this is part 1 of a 2 part ending.