Empty looks : Part 1

I couldent take it anymore. To have another knight completely alone, not in the bed but in my heart. When I lay here stroking my nice defined abs up and down my happy trail. All I can think of is his smile or his looks that's sent me into a giddy fit if butterflies in my tummy. How he always looked at me with his beautiful blue eyes. But it was all just a dream he was on the football team and completely put of my league and I knew it, but it couldent hurt to dream. That morning laying in the black blankets that smelled of home I thought "what if he says something or notices me today?!" "Then let's give him something he likes" the other halves of my brain shouted. I finally got out of the bed at Around 7:25 seeing how school starts at 7:45 I will be late again. Not like I'm not used to it. So after my shower and my momentary pause I took to smell my skin now inbetted with axe pheonix. What should I wear that would catch his eye today? What could I do to stand out in his eyes? After contemplation I decided just some pajamas and a shot will do.

I always hated walking In late due to the fact people stare at you're like you've killed somebody. But his looks are always apriciated. Dillon Marx was his na.e and takin my breath away was his game. Everone stared I brushed it off but I knew his eyes made contact with me because that's the second my mind begins to go dumb. How do I look how can I look better? I always ask myself but no answer we had calculus together. And that's when I happened. I got up to sharpen my pencil when I swore I felt the brush of a hand on my hip. When I turned around to see the culprit I find Dillon there looking like nothing had hailed actually morte of a scorn when I think of it. I blushed and turned. " Zack!" Sherman yelled and I walked away with the thought of Dillon touching my hip more of a hope I guess.

"C mon another 4 on these go to the front and redo it" Sherman snapped
"Okay" I replied. That's when the moment of my day happend. Kyle a major douche walked over sat down in the green chair and asked plain"so youre gay"
"Bisexual....but more into men." I retorted rudely. That's when one of the girls I hardly knew but always wanted to be friends with stood up for me. When he walked away to her and I heard him say "Sacks gay did u know that?!?"
"What?!"another replied then her words as is a message from god slapped him in the face with such force "so whY if he is you got a problem with it cause if u do then ima have a problem with you're face." She almost shouted. I coulddnt help but smile and act if I hadent heard.

My day was filled with that statement and my new found respect for Samone grew. As I retired aT the end of the day to wait for the rest of the week to pass.

During that same week on my way home from a friends house from gettin my blaze on I decided to stop by MCDONALD'S to get some food. When I walked in there was one thing that caught my attention a laugh but I brushed it off and went about my buisness to order. When I finally got through to the Mexican woman at the cash register I went to the bathroom. I've always had a thing against them but I really needed to lee so I went to the only stall and emptied my bladder. As I washed my hands someone entered and I hadent bothered to look and see. Until I felt the hands on my hips. When I looks to find him head on my shoulders and about to kiss my neck. Like a dream is all I thought. When he began to kiss my neck I spoke " what are you doing?!" "Only letting my desires for you florish I blushed at the words. I turned to face Dillon. Blushing so hard and noticable.

That's he kisses me, a kiss so deep and passionate I nearly fainted from the pure ecstasy. With his hands on my hips we began to move into the stall kissing the entire way.I stopped him and said "if you think I'm a whore your wrong." He stopped and began to let go of me and I started to die inside "if I thought you were a whore I wouldent have come in here". I smiled and kissed him. "But why have you never said anything?" I asked "were so far apart and yet so close I don't want to lose you to the standards of our social clicks". From then on he was by my side when ever needed of when ever I felt alone.