Finding New Love - Part 2: Ryon's Problems

As I continued to freak out, I texted Isabela. I told her that I was at the movies and that I needed help. She came walking through that door almost as soon as I sent the text. We left the lobby and went and hid in one of the elavators. We kept going up and down, and up and down, and up and down (I hope to God that nobdy needed it). I started to talk, "Well....the reason why asked for your help is because......I came hear with Abie you see, we were watching a horror movie, when....he sort of..I don't know...fucking ate my mouth!". Isabela just gave me a blank look and then said plainly and boldly, "Ohhhh, shit".

She then continued, yet this time with actual emotions, "Sooooo, Abie's gay, or bi, or.....help me hear because my fucking toungue is falling out of my mouth as I speak". I just shrugged and said, "Well, he invited me to the movies and then we were, I'd say....pobably, maybe halfway through the movie, and, and, and, umm...... lets just say that, thanks to what he did, I think he now knows exactly what I had for lunch, if you know what I mean. After he did that, I didn't know what to do, so I ran, first to the bathroom, and then I texted you, and now were in the present". She then said while finally pulling me out of the elevator, "What you have to think about hear is.....did you like the kiss, do you wanna kiss him back, I don't know, maybe other stuff?". I looked at her and then got a blank look on my face, I realized then, I hadn't thought about my sexuality in years.

Did I want him, cause God knows he wanted me. So I had a choice to make, did I want Abie? My choice became clear when I saw a cute, sniffling, Abie walk out of the theatre. When he started walking outside, I then realized that I was actually in love with him. I said bye to Isabela and started to run outside. I got to Abie right before he stepped in his car. I grabbed him by his forearm, and stared at him. He started to talk, "I'm sorry, your just so cute, and smart, and funny, and basically, you're everything I've ever wanted". As it started to rain, I just looked at him. I took a step forward and put my hand on his cheek. I pulled him close and held my lips to his. I felt his tongue puncture through my lips, and starting to fight with mine. After a while, I realized that we were dripping wet and we should probably get in the car to dry off. I felt my cock start to grow, and my hormones started to act on me. My hand developed a mind of its own. I started to pull up Abie's shirt and saw that he had a little trail of hair leading to his pubes. I started to follow the trail and eventually found my hand in his bush. He looked down and smiled his amazngly adoreable smile.

All I could do was kiss him, he was absolutely adoreable. After 10 or 15 minutes of kissing, he started the car and started to drive me home. When he stopped in front of my house, I pulled him in for a long, deep kiss. I couldn't believe he was mine now, and then I thought, "Oh shit....what if this was just a booty call, and those tears were fake". I stopped kissing him and he got worried, I then I looked him straight in the and said, "Look, I don't know how you feel about all this, and I don't know what you expected 'cause I really didn't let you talk with my tongue down your throat so....what do you really want from me?" He just gave me a blank stare, and then started talking in a monotone voice, "Ryon, I've loved you since I met you in first grade, and when that kid was bullying you in fourth grade, I just wanted to beat the shit out of him. When I saw you go red and then throw the desk at him, I just wanted to hold you and tell you it would all be ok. Then the next day,the teacher told us that you blacked out and hadn't waken up. My heart fell through the floor that day, I thought that kid killed you. I started screaming at him and telling him that he should burn in hell. Over the next week and a half, I would walk up to one of your brothers and ask if you were doing ok, then they would just look down and then start running to the bus. I wanted to talk to someone about my feelings for you, because I had never felt this way about anyone before, and I didn't know how to deal with it.

So, I turned to Jake, your friend Jake. We started talking about you, and how we missed you, and how we wished that you would come out of the mini-coma. Then things turned for the worse as we started fighting over who was better friends with you. Things got ugly and bloody when I said that I was your best friend. Jake lost it and punched me in the nose, when I fell to the ground, he started kicking me in the ribs, screaming that he was your best friend. When you woke up we both got to school early, because we wanted to be the first ones to greet you. Of course, we didn't know this, and we started fighting again, but school started and we had to go to class. When Ms. Tosmal told the class that you were leaving this school, I wanted to kill myself. After weeks of trying, I finally got over the fact that you left. But I didn't get over you. From that day forward I swore to myself that I woul find you again and try to make you fall in ove with me". Once I was sure that I understood all of this, I just leaned into him, grabbed his head with both hands, and pulled him in for a long, deep, sensual kiss. I said goodnight and then gave him another kiss. When I went inside my house, it was obvious that I was alone. It was 2 am in the morning and my parents still weren't home. When I looked at my phone, there were a billion texts from Isabela, and then a voice mail from my mother. As I listened to it, it was clear that my mother was drunk off her ass.

She told me that her and my dad would be staying at their friends house tonight because they were too drunk to drive the two blocks back home. So I decided that I would sleep 'til noon. Because knowing my parents hangovers, they would probably stay over there until like 5 tomorrow. And even then, they wouldn't be due home until about 8. So I had the house all to myself. I decided to torture Isabela by not telling her anything until tomorrow. I debated over whether I should wait til monday, but I decided to do it tommorrow. As I slept, all I could think about was Abie. His soft, bushy hair. His luscious full lips. And most of all, the giant bulg that I found in his pants. When morning came around, I realized that I was too awake to sleep til noon, so I just stayed up. I went to go take a shower in the attempt to maybe get tired again because of the warm water. As I stepped in, the warm water just engulfed me.

 I was probably in there for about 45 minutes. When I got out, my dick started to swell, and it didn't help that I was thinking about Abie. I decided not to jack off and went to my bed. When I looked at my phone, I saw that I had a missed call and a voice mail from the time that I was in the shower. I immediately thought it was from Abie, so I started to listen to it. But my hopes were let down, 'cause it was just Jake. I listened to the voice mail anyway.He said that "I really, really, really need to talk to you". So I left a note for my prents, and hopped in my car and drove to Jakes house. His parents weren't home, but he was. When I knocked on the door, I could hear him come running to the door. When he opened the door, I have to admit, he looked hot. He had on a tight, dark blue, shirt that showed off every aspect of his body. He wore tight, skinny jeans that showed off his ass. Then he had his hair spiked in the front. I never saw this Jake at school. I just saw the nice little, "good boy". But today, he looked like a bad ass. He invited me inside and asked if I had eaten already, I replied no. He ordered some pizza, and we talked while it was being delivered.

We sat on the couch and watched tv, then Jake started talking. "Can you believe that we've been friends for almost 10 years now. I mean, it's not like I'm surprised or anything, it's just that, usually people can't stand eachother by now, but we're still good friends, aren't we?" I looked at him dead in the eye and said, "Of course we are, why wouldn't we be?" Jake got closer to me and said, "I don't know, it just never plays out like this" He started leaning in closer and then the door bell rang. He went to go see who it was, it was the pizza guy. Jake payed him, and I tipped him. He set the box down on the counter and then got two slices out for me and him, then started going back to the living room. We started to eat our pizza then, Jake dropped his on my pants, specifcally on my crotch. He appolagized about a milion times, and then went to go get a paper towel. When he came back, he said, "Don't worry, I'll clean it up". When he started to "clean", he was really getting in to it. Then things got weird he was no longer trying to get the stain out, he was trying to rub my cock through my pants. He looked up at me as I stared into his light brown eyes.

He leaned into me and his lips touched mine. I got up, walked out the door without saying anything, and just left. I didn't even go home, 'cause that's the first place that Jake will go looking for me. I had a different idea. We lived in Washington state, and my parents have a cabin past the Canadian border. I dropped by my house really quick and grabbed my passport. I already had the key to the cabin so I just started driving. I loved that cabin. During the winter breaks when my grandfather was still alive, we would drive out there and stay out there for a week. There was a panic room under the basement. Over the years, I had turned that into my room. So that was my plan, run away to Canada. And it wasn't like I was defenceless up there, we had a mini-arsonal under the basement as well. My grandfather was a doctor who knew the stock-market, so we were pretty fucking rich.

That money frose for the year and a half that my parents were psychotic. Then during my 6th grade summer, we inherited the entire estate. We moved to a new house on the edge of town, and we started to invest in the stock market. Thank God my mother has my grandfathers luck. So we went from being fucking rich, to super fucking rich. But I didn't grow up a spoiled child. All I wanted was a violin, that was the only thing that I wanted to spend their money on. That winter I began to start playing, and before long, I got really, really good. At both my current school, and Cloverstone, I was the first chair violinist. But back to the point, as I passed the Canadian border, my phone was lit up from texts from Jake. I turned my phone off and turned my radio up. Then a weather advisory came on right in the middle of a heavy metal song. It said that people were advised to stay inside and to cancel all travel plans. This was perfect for me, I could make up an excuse about wanting to see the cabin, and how I got trapped there by the weather. When I got to the cabin, I called my parents and gave them the excuse. They told me to stay in the cabin, and that there was plenty of food in storage.

When I got to my room (the panic room), I went through all of my texts. I ignored all the ones from Jake, which all said, "I'm sorry, where are you". Then I got one from Abie. It said, "Hey Ryon, wats up, wanna hang out, where r u, ill meet u, luv u". I just smiled and replied, "literally in another country, canada, at forest cabin, if you really wanna come ill give you directions, I'm all alone, ;)" He replied yes and I gave him directions to the cabin. I waited for about 20 minutes. When he got there, he looked stunning. He walked inside and started to kiss me. I stopped him and said, "We need to talk, can we go downstairs?". When he saw the door to the panic room, he almost freaked out. The door was made out of three inch steel and led to a tunnel that went five feet underground into the panic room. When he saw "my room", he was relieved. It looked completely normal with the exception of paintings of instruments and music stapled onto the wall. He saw the bed and hopped on it. He told me in a deep, controling, voice, "Come here". I kissed him once and told him, "Trust me, I wanna fuck you more than you wanna fuck me, but we really need to talk".

He sighed and pulled away from me by about an inch. I looked at him then put my hand on his forearm. I looked at him intently and just started talking. "So, you've loved me since fourth grade, right?". Abie laughed and whispered, "Since second". I looked at him dead in the eye and said, "I'm fully comitted to you, but I have to tell you, someone did force themself on me today". Abie just hugged me and said, "Who was it?". I looked away and said, "Don't get mad, but, it was Jake". Abie put his arm around me and said, "I'll bash his fucking face in". I told him not to, because I didn't know what Jake was feeling. Abie just got up and started pacing the room. He then said, "That goddamn asshole has been a pain in the ass eversince we first knew eachother. Once you got involved, I realized that he had the same feelings for you as I did. Things went bad between us when we started disscussing who your best friend was. But Ryon, I think the root of his supposed "love" for you, is just the fact that he wants to fuck you, that's it. I actually do love you, I've loved you for a long time". I looked him in the eye and just smiled, he was adoreable.

I then looked down to his pants, there was a bulge, a very big bulge. I didn't want to lose my virginity, YET. I kissed him deeply, and I could feel his tongue deep in my mouth. I knew he wanted me, and I wanted him, but I wanted to wait, I didn't want to lose it to my first boyfriend. Even though I trusted him, and I knew he loved me, and I knew how much I loved him, but I had major trust issues. I decided to distract him. I walked behind him and started to massage his back. His muscles were tense, and very, very strong. I quivered when I touched his skin. I started to rub his back extremely hard, and he started to doze off. I told him he should go home and go to bed, he said ok and went to his car. I watched his car drive away and smiled I decided to stay above ground and watch tv. After about 30 seconds I heard someone knocking at the door.

I smiled, thinking it was Abie. I opened the door not to find Abie, but a handsome, tanned, country-boy with a cute smile. He asked me if he could come in, because it was still pouring outside. So I let him in. I asked him if he was ok, and he replied in a cute, half-country, voice, "Oh yeah, I was just a tad bit sick of standing out there in the rain, thanks for letting me come inside". This entire time he either had his eyes closed, hood on, or his back turned away, so, he had yet to see me. But that didn't mean I hadn't been checking him out. He had a cute, bubble-butt, cute full lips, and an adorable, child like, body. When he turned to see who saved him from the rain, his jaw almost dropped. I don't know why, but he thought I looked good for some reason. I personally thought I looked like crap. I had been having a rough day. My bestfriend was in love with me, and he was relentless, hence the reason why I was in Canada.

I offered him a drink, and I told him that his payment for the drink was his name. He told me his name was Stetson. All I could think was how adoreable he was. Every time he tried to be serious, or even normal, he would somehow fuck up and look like an idiot. But I didn't think he was an idiot, I just thought he looked really, really cute. Just from looking at him, I started to smile. I asked him where he lived. He told me he lived in Canada, but went to school in the U.S. He had duel citizenship, so he was fine. I asked him what school he went to, and he told me that he left his old school and started to go to a new one. I asked him where, I almost fucking fainted. He told me that he was going to Stanton now. I told him my story and he just hugged me. He told me that he was sorry that I had a bad childhood, and that I was forced to go back to my old school. Feeling his warm body against mine felt.....felt.... right. I knew I was sort of with Abie, but Abie didn't make me feel this way. Yes, I had the hots for Abie, and yes he was cute, but he didn't make me go "awwwww!!" in a sweet way. Stetson did. Stetson was also afraid to act the way he wanted around me.

He tried to not act stupid, but he also ended up being stupid any way. It was adoreable. I was sad when he said he'd better go back to his house. I asked him where his house was, and he said a couple of miles from here. Then I asked if he had a car and he said no, that his dad dropped him off to watch their sheep. I then said "Like hell your walking out there in the rain. I'll drive you to your house." He agreed and we got in my car. He told me where to go. His house was beautiful. It was a three story cabin that was painted dark red. The entire house was surrounded by giant oak trees. There was a river in front of the house, so there was a bridge right in front. As I drove over the bridge, I saw fish in the pond.

I looked up into the trees and saw a couple of white doves. I loved this house, and the thunderstorm made it even more beautiful to me. I told Stetson good-bye, and I realized that my hand was touching his. He looked down and then said bye back and almost ran out of the car. I took one last look and then drove out of there. I never wanted to leave, and I knew I would want to come back here, but not for the house, for Stetson.