First and last time

The young lad for some reason came on to me at my then age of eighteen but sissy kid looking profile with gay chemistry unlike any person I have ever encountered or expected to accommodate. My smaller penis was not any concern to him. But I finally relented to his constant begging for me to kiss him. He could melt me with his sweet lips and gouging tongue. I was envious of his meaty gentiles that were fully blossomed into adult size at his age of eighteen. He’d undress in front of me and flourish his nudeness for me as if he knew my admiration for him, and I was so ashamed to undress. He had vocal smooth way of pleading for sexual favoritism unto my bung hole with glossy pleading dark bed room shadowy eyes that showed no shame. His gruesome penis was just shy of seven inches long and very white meat with a satin slick red raw meat colored head that was larger than the 2 wide breach of the blue veined root. 

He had a foreskin that kept the head covered until withdrawn making him very tender when inserted into my warm ass hole that after he constantly wanted so badly to penetrate. So finally I relented bashfully and scary unto his begging to allowing for his first time to do me. It actually felt so very good after the first stretch shock. That I was later always willing and desiring him fucking my yearning loosened wanton ass hole. He had extra large balls that hung way down in a hairless floppy sack that slapped against my balls as he slammed deep inside against my prostate that sometimes climaxed me. And always after his last climax he would urinate inside me so gushy warm. He could masturbate or whatever 3 times to a climax. I felt him climax 3 times several times from banging my bung hole and he could bang hard with force. A couple times because I refused his sexual desires because I knew I was not clean inside I watched him masturbate 3 times and on the last climax he was just standing there with his dick pulsating and jerking with spasms for a long period of time like he was stuck in a never ending climax.

I already knew how this felt when inside my bung hole. He was just a little past eighteen when he left town and his black tousle hair was not matched to his baby very pale complexion face.
On the last night before he left town for good and no more to see, kiss or touch he came to me and I lay on my back for the first time ever with my legs up on his shoulders as he plunged into me unmerciful to do 2 climaxes while begging me to squeeze his taut buttocks and pull at his heavy balls.

When he withdrew from my weaken torso leaving me with my climaxed and spent dribbling small dick. I looked at his huge looming stiff erect staff with the extra large head with semen gobs on the head ring that it dragged out of my bung hole. It looked so gruesome with white lava dribbling from it. I was then shocked at his new desire of slavery unto me. He wanted and demanded for the first time ever that I suck and I lick it clean for him. I felt revulsion at this raw red fat head and still oozing clear liquid. I was slow to secumber to his persistence demand and as I proceeded to engulf it for my first time to ever suck a dick and I could smell the aroma of come that was all over it.

But like the old saying once you get past the smell you got it licked and then I began to savor the morsel he was imposing unto me. He kept saying go deeper and ever time it touched my throat I would gag somewhat but finally he gouged the staff down my throat and he held my head tight on it smothering me to almost suffocation until I found I could slowly breathe through my nose. Then he ejected right inside my throat and again the never ending climax began and I was forceful still held tight by his hands upon my head and I swilled semen down into my gullet. Breathing was slow through my nose and I was getting weak from this lack of oxygen and somewhat dizzy. Then the pulsing and continuing climaxing began to subside as he held my face tight on his gouging jerking meaty root for a very long time until it started to dilate and become limber. As it limbered I kept swallowing on it. And it seemed to stretch deeper into my throat. Then I felt his final follow up of his gushing of hot foamy urine down my throat and I swallowed it greedily and felt my tummy glowing by being so full.

Then it came out dangling and my teary watering eyes were viewing at how weak he looked and so collapsed all over and him breathless saying-WHEW! That was good. 
I lay there breathing ghastly so weaken and spent as he started fingering my loose ass hole and I was enjoying the stretching by his palmed hand. Then without warning, WHAM! He drove his slim small palmed hand inside my loosen bung hole so fast I couldn’t put out any resistance and the over stretched spinster muscle ring sent shock waves through my system causing a near fainting that caused my legs to quiver and jerk and flounce around uncontrollable.

I was begging for mercy as for him to hold his imbedded hand still till the shock wave subsided. But not him, he put it deeper which didn’t cause pain in my gullet but then he probed his upturned finger tips pushing humps in my tummy near the navel. I actually was scared that I would be damaged inside. After a bit the spasms subsided and I enjoyed the stretched intrusion to my rimmed out spinster muscle and then he withdrew his palm and I lay there with my ass actually gurgling as it tried to recede to original size. It seemed to be having internal spasms and I could feel air like it was wide open, I pitifully told him that he had ruined my ass hole and he looked into it and laughed and said you’ll be OK. I said how it felt so empty and hollow and I need something for it to grasp against to stop the twitching nerves that had nothing to grasp and that it felt better when his hand was in me. Please, please be gently and put your hand back in me.

He did, and I loved the fulfilled so merciful feeling of his hand inside me.

Then I said to ease it out just a little at a time and he did it so very slowly and my muscles came back together and after the withdrawal I felt tighter and calmed and I was so domiciled pleased to know that I was his slave and he was my master. But now that he is gone I so much wish for to be his slave again. I wish I could have been sucked off by him or could have put my now 19 year old one and one half wide by five and 7/8 dick up his red raunchy elastic forbidden ass hole that he demanded and made me lick into several times saying pretend it’s a pussy as is actually which I did the first time. Now I remember that was my most savorfull delight as was when I was kissing those taut buttocks and tongue cleaning out that aromas satin crevice and savoring the bitter sweet taste of the stretchy bung hole. That was what turned me on most of all. I actually begged him several times to let me lick and suck at his pretty sexy anus area. 

Now that he has departed from my hometown the remembrance of that throbbing morsel of dick stays on my mind and I keep looking at several good looking lads and wondering how those dicks look or would taste in my mouth. And my unvirgin anus hole sure could use some probing and roding. Now I sure miss him and also hate him for making me enjoy being queer which I never dreamed would happen to me. Now girls don’t even turn me on because of him and his damn persistence and chemistry of attraction on me and how he taught me that my ass needs penetrations and my mouth desires man meat more than food.. Damn him, because I know he will get someone else and I know I can’t because I don’t have his boldness and chemistry talent or sexy body.

I so much desire for someone to take me, lay me and let me savor their kisses and devour their gentiles and tongue their anus.