First time sucker

Well, I'm drunk and writting this...

I spent the last year and a half of my life overseas while serving in the military. I'm mostly straight, but have been curious about sucking dick for a long time. Honestly, I've never found an actual man attractive, but sometimes the fantasy of being on my knees and having a cock in my mouth just turns me on. So with that said here goes my personal story of my introduction to sucking cock....

It was mid summer and I went into a porta potty to piss and see a note on the wall that is fresh saying "if you want to suck dick meet here at noon on tuesday". Well, I thought about it a lot and finally got my courage up enough and decided what the hell. The day and time came and there I was sitting in a stinky porta john when the knock came on the door. I opened it, looked at the guy and he just pushed his way in and closed the door behind him. We didn't speak much at all, he just droped his pants and said "go to town"... I was scared shitless but couldn't turn back and stuck his half hard dick in my mouth and began to work it up and down. It became harder and harder and I sucked it as hard and deep as I could, gagging and choking every other time I went down on it. As much as it made my eyes water and as hard as it was to breathe I kept with it for a good 3 or 4 minutes untill he pushed my head back and made me look up at him when WHAM! the cum came. I freaked out in my mind and just did everything I could to take it. Spurt after spurt, then it was done. I swallowed as it came, mostly out of confusion of not knowing what else to do. And so the relatinship started...

As time went on I'd meet him there and we wouldn't speak much besides him telling me what he wanted and him telling me (not asking by any means) what I'd be doing for him that day. As dirty and kinky as it was it turned me on and I never said no. Some days he'd force me so clean his balls and under sack, a musky chore during the daytime in the middle east believe me! The smell of the sweat almost became addicting, and I got to where I'd crave the tatse and smell. He was rough and often made me do things I'd never dream of doing again. I once let him finger my asshole and to my suprise he shoved the finger in my face and in my mouth it went. I sucked him a few times by simply sitting on the shitter seat and having him thrust in and out of my mouth, basicly mouth and throat fucking me. He often made me hold his cum in my mouth and show it to him before I swallowed. I became his total bitch.

A month or so passed, sometimes we'd meet two or three times a day. Then he did what I never thought I'd allow. We met one night and he pulled a tube of hand lotion out of his pocket and said "it's time you got fucked". Holy shit I thought, no way! Then it just happened, the next thing I knew my pants were at my feet and I was bent over trying to keep my head out of the shitter in front of me. Then came the pressure and "pop", it slid in. I remember wincing in pain and trying to push away but it didn't do any good. My knees were pressed against the plastic in front of me and there was no where to go. He was slow at first, but it grew harder to take as he tried to push it as far as it would possibly go. I wanted to cry out but couldn't of course, and he loved it. He went slow as not to make much noise but burried all seven and a half inches of his dick balls deep in me. It hurt and he had a hold of my hips when he suddenly let go and pulled out. I still remember the feeling of his cock as it left my ass. I guess I thought it was over but little did I know. As I turned around he pushed me down and I sat down with his rock hard cock in my face. He said "suck it" and I went to wipe it clean and he made me take it "as is". Just coming out of you know where it tasted strong and I gagged and took it out of my mouth for an instant. He said "now I've calmed down and you'll have to work for it" Work for it I did, and within a few minutes he came with full force into my mouth. As the first spurt came he shoved my face all the way down and I gagged and coughed up cum all around his dick and it ran all over my chin and his balls. As he finished I gasped for breath and almost vomited, just to have his dick stuck back in my mouth within a fraction of a second. It lasted another 10 seconds or so and I cleaned up every drop of the mess I'd made with my fingers and licked them clean....

That was the last time we saw one another. I doubt I ever do any of it again, but you never know!