First time....but I didn't remember it

My first time with another man was something I will not soon forget, even though I did at the time. A number of years back I was out drinking at a local bar on a Friday night and really putting them back after a rough week at work. The bar was pretty full and I found myself admiring alot of beautiful women. As the night went on and I the drinks kept going down I was getting more and more turned on. Sometime before last call I found myself talking with this dude beside me at the bar about all the hot chicks but how they all seemed hooked up. We ended up doing a few shots to get over the fact thay none of them were with us that night.

After ordering another round and some shots at last call the dude told me he was staying nearby and had more beers there if I was up for more drinking.

Knowing I had nothing at home I took him up on the offer. Free beer is free beer I figured. We headed out and were at his motel room within minutes. My head was already spinning when he brought out a few mugs of beer. I chugged mine in about thirty seconds and told him I would have another. I remember going to the bathroom around that time feeling really dizzy. That was the last real memory I had of that night until I woke up the next morning.

I awoke in an unfamiliar place on a couch that I did not recognize. I quickly realized not only that I was naked but that my ass seemed a little sore and moist. As I sat up my head began to pound and I could barely see straight. Once I got focused I noticed a man lying on a bed who was the guy I had met the night before. Not knowing exactly how the night had ended I immediately began to get dressed in attempt to get out of there without waking him. As I tied my shoes I was startled by the voice of the mystery dude asking me how my head was. I told him it was hurting and that I should just get going. He replied by asking me if I wanted to see how the night really ended. Feeling nervous now I asked him what he meant. He montioned me to the other side of the room to take a look for myself. I looked over there and saw on the dresser a video camera postioned facing the bed.

Feeling embarassed I walked over and looked through the viewer of the camera. It was focused right on him and the bed. He told me to hit play and I would see exactly what had happened. I adjusted the swivel screen to view it and hit play. The screen was black for a few seconds and then there was an image of the empty bed. The room was well lit unlike the darkness in the room at that time. Then I saw him walking away from the camera towards the bed. He was only wearing his boxers as he got in bed and lay on top of the covers. He looked over his shoulder towards a door as he began rubbing himself over his shorts. There was nothing much else for almost a minute until I noticed the door he had looked at early slowly begin to move open. I was a little shocked to see myself peering through the opening in the door watching him as he continued to rub himself. Suddenly he looked back over his shoulder and yelled at me to get out of the bathroom. As I walked into the room I noticed I looked very drunk and could barely keep my eyes open. He again yelled at me and asked me if I was spying on him. I could barely mutter out my response. He did not agree and told me I would have to pay the price for invading his privacy.

He ordered me to stand at the end of the bed and strip. Reluctantly I shuffled to the end of the bed and began to undress. Once down to my boxers he slid himself closer to the edge of the bed raised his foot up to my face and yelled at me to kiss it. I turned my face to the side as he stuck his foot in it. He threatened to throw me out of the room without my clothes if I did not comply. I took his leg in my hands and slowly began to kiss the bottom of his foot. He made me kiss it and lick it and then suck on his toes. He then told me to take off my boxers and play with myself as I sucked on his other foot. I stepped out of my boxers and slowly began to fondle myself. He smothered my face with his foot as I continued to play with myself. This went on for awhile as I eventually got pretty hard. Watching myself in the camera I could not believe this kind of activity actually had gotten me aroused. I chalked it up to the fact that jacking off would get me hard no matter the circumstances.

Once hard he lowered his feet and began rubbing my cock and told me to fuck his feet. I grabbed both feet and pumped my cock between them. My saliva seemed to provide alot of lube as I was sliding between them rather easily. I must have gotten pretty excited too quickly as suddenly I arched my back and shot a load onto his feet and ankles. He yelled at me for cumming on him and then raised his feet again and ordered me to lick my load off of them. By now my eyes were completely closed and it was obvious I had no clue what was going on. I stuck my tongue out and began licking his feet again and eventually had licked his feet clean. This had gotten him pretty excited as I noticed the buldge in his shorts. He got up and pulled my head down towards his lap. I ended up on all fours on his bed as he pulled off his shorts revealing his already hard and throbbing cock. He pushed my head down on it and told me to open my mouth. He forced himself inside my mouth and began bobbing my head up and down on his cock. After forcing me to give him head for a number of minutes he eventually pulled my head up and slid out from under me. He then walked around to the edge of the bed and knelt up behind me. His hardon was still there as he spat on my ass and lubed up my hole. He then pushed himself slowly inside me as I remained on all fours. I was completely out of it now as my head was turned to the side and my arms sprawled forward. He forced himself inside me and began to fuck my virgin ass. He picked up the pace and began to fuck my ass with me passed out in front of him. This went on for a number of minutes until he finally pulled out.

He was still hard as he walked around to the side of the bed and pulled my limp body up towards the headboard. He positioned my arms and legs both spread eagled. He then climbed up on the bed and knelt between my legs. I was now on my back as he lifted my legs up under his arms and raised my ass slightly off the bed. He pinned my legs up over his shoulders and again slid his hard cock into my ass. He quickly began fucking me again as my legs and feet bobbed up and down in the air. He continued to fuck me this way for a little while as he occasionally would grab my ankles and suck on my toes. He then spread my legs far apart and began to fuck hard and deep and then arched his back and appeared to shoot his load inside my ass. Holding me in this position for sometime he eventually pulled out and let my legs fall to the bed. He then got up and pulled me from the bed towards what seemed to be the couch I had woken up in. Finally he walked straight towards the camera and the picture went blank.

Feeling shocked I begged him to let me take that tape with me in fear that someone else might see it. He did not seemed too concerned but told me if I really wanted it that I would have to give him head before I left. Reluctantly I went to the bed and still dressed I got on all fours and began sucking his cock one more time. After a few minutes he shot his load and told me to swallow it all. I did so and then was allowed to take the tape and leave.
As violated as I felt I still enjoy watching the video once in awhile.