From bully to boyfriend : Part 1

I have always enjoyed power; it is a part of who I am. Ever since I was a child I had to be in control of the game, in control of the remote, in control of my friends. This didn’t change as I grew up. I was proud of being one of the most popular kids in my class and if I must say so myself, also one of the most handsome. My name is Aiden Jones and this is the story of how I lost control of my world in just a heartbeat…

Back then, I was attending an ordinary, all boys boarding school, which was kind of uncomfortable being gay, but since no one knew I managed just fine. In spite of being a softmore I was always very much on top of the food chain, probably being tall for my age helped a bit but the main reason was my thirst for control. Everyone knew I was the best in my class, the most confident and the funniest and that led me to feel like I was superior. That superiority transformed me into a bully. I wasn’t too much of an ass to the weaker boys but I always marked my territory by giving out an occasional wedgy.

Everything was always under control until the first day of class during the summer term of my third year. It was a tradition to bully someone on the first day to establish who was in control. This particular day I chose a first year who wore a second hand uniform too big for him. He was the obvious target with his ruffled red hair and his silk white skin. His name was Alex Hudson. My friends Justin, Sebastian and I waited until the end of class that day to make our move.

After everyone had gone back to their rooms and started getting ready for their afternoon activities we followed little Alex to the library where he was apparently planning on getting ahead with his homework. “Hey kid!” I yelled after him as he approached the library door. “Come here for a sec!” He turned around and looked right and left to make sure I was talking to him, then he timidly approached us, “You want to talk to me Aiden?” said the little redhead with a scared look. “Looks like the baby carrot has heard about you!” said Justin on a mock tone. “How do you know my name boy?” I said on a commanding voice, “Some of the kids on my class told me about you during lunch break” he said, his voice trembling a little. “You’re famous!” laughed Sebastian with a hard punch in my arm. I would have punched him back except I was distracted by how supple the skin of Alex’s neck looked, “What is your name kid?” I asked “and what did you hear about me?” forcing my mind back, wanting to know whether he knew what was coming his way…

Shaking a bit he took a breath and said “I’m Alex, Alex Hudson. They told me you are the coolest guy in school but that you sometimes push people around and that on the first day of the term you…” he seemed have an idea of what was going to happen to him and stopped mid-sentence fearing he might make it worse by talking too much; I couldn’t help but notice how fragile he seemed . “The little filth was about to say something nasty about you Aiden…” said Justin in a taunting manner, “No I wasn’t, I swear!!!” cried Alex on the verge of tears, “we ought to teach the filth a lesson” added Justin, “we cannot have filthy boys talking that way about you Aiden.” I was about to change my mind about the target for the first day bullying, seeing how scared Alex looked but decided that staying in control was more important than a fleeting crush “You know Alex, I think you really WERE about to say something bad about me, I think you need to be taught how not to be filthy.” I felt insecure about my words for the first time as I uttered this sentence, I could feel my heart starting to run faster as I kept the charade going.

“Please, I just wanted to go into the library to get a head start with my lessons” he pleaded knowing for sure now that he was about to be the first day victim. “I’ll help you out with your lessons” I said before noticing what I was saying… Getting puzzled looks from Sebastian and Justin I added quickly “I’ll teach you not to be so filthy in one swift class.” I grabbed Alex by the back of the neck strongly enough for him to know I was in command but not too strong so that I wouldn’t hurt him, I really didn’t want to hurt him. I dragged him by the neck through the halls without a specific destination, unavoidably feeling electricity on my body by simply touching his delicate skin with by hands. “How are you going to start todays lesson Aiden?” asked Sebastian restraining a laugh. –how can I get you out of this Alex? How can I do it without losing control- I was trying to find an excuse to let him go without punching him or knocking him into a trash can but images of a naked Alex kept popping into my mind. Releasing my grip a bit on his neck I kept fantasizing of grabbing him by the thighs rather than the neck, thinking what it would be like to undress him and rub my hands all over his body. Forcing my mind back for a third time I got an idea that would please both my desire to protect Alex and my friends need for the first day tradition.

Slowly I dragged Alex to the bathroom unintentionally caressing his neck with my fingers every now and then, once we reached the bathroom I pushed him into one of the showers and said “I don’t want to have you being filthy in my presence ever again, you hear me!?” Alex looked at me with a plead in his eyes that seemed to say a lot more than I wanted revealed. Had he noticed me rubbing his neck on the way there? Had he noticed the conflict I felt at the prospect of hurting him? It was ridiculous to think he would have guessed my feelings about him but I still felt on the spot. “Strip him to his underwear!” I commanded Justin not daring to do it myself fearing I wouldn’t resist touching him.

Although it wasn’t usual for bullying to happen at the showers or to have the victims undress, Justin didn’t seem put off by my instructions (given all the talk about filth I inferred), he actually seemed to have fun while following them. Grabbing both of Alex’s wrists above his head in one hand, Justin was quickly in control of him, he slapped Alex softly in the face and told him not to make it harder on himself. He let go of Alex’s wrists and told him to take his shirt off, which Alex did at once. I noticed his nipples were small and quite pink which made me imagine what it would be like to lick and bite them, to rub my hard dick on them and slowly move it up to his mouth.

Mustering every ounce of control I had, I pulled myself out of my daydream just in time to see Alex unbutton his pants; he started pulling them down revealing a pair of white old briefs with a tiny hole just between the rubber and his undoubtedly delicious virgin cock. He bent over to pull the pants out of his ankles and Justin took the opportunity to slap him again, though much harder this time and not in his face but his butt. I took in a deep breath to keep myself from showing how much that aroused me. “Now what Aiden?” asked Sebastian looking amused, “Face the shower Alex” I said, not wanting to have Justin and Sebastian be able to see the fear on Alex’s face, “Turn on the water, and make sure it is only the cold one” I said thinking this would count as enough punishment to make sure my friends didn’t realize what was going through my mind while keeping Alex as safe as possible.

Alex obeyed at once and started shivering almost immediately, it hurt me to think I was doing this to that beautiful boy, the boy that in a matter of ten minutes had managed to have me dreaming of passionate sex without even trying. As I saw the cold water fall down Alex’s back and into his perfectly round ass I asked myself, why am I doing this? why am I hurting this beautiful boy when all I really want to do is pleasure him beyond anything he has ever known before? Thankfully I couldn’t help but be distracted from my guilt by the subtle shape of Alex’s naked figure, just staring at how his delicate neck fell into a pair of half way board shoulders accented here and there with a couple of freckles, followed closely by a narrow waist that ended in beautiful hips covered by a see through pair of wet briefs and finished soft hairless legs.

After Justin and Sebastian seemed fulfilled with the punishment given to Alex we all agreed it was enough and threw a dry towel at him. My friends went out of the bathroom laughing at the first day bullying we just pulled off but I stayed behind to see what Alex would do next. Justin and Sebastian didn’t mind me staying and left for their rooms.

Watching Alex dry himself off made me think of him rubbing his body while stripping for me on my bedroom and created in me the urge to ask him if he was ok after what just happened. “I wasn’t expecting the first victim to be me” he said in a submissive voice, noticeably scared of what I would do next. “You’re fine” I managed to say trying to comfort him now that my friends were gone “I’ll make my best to ensure you have a great term, I like the fact that you didn’t break on the verge of what was about to go on.” He smiled shyly at me and THAT made me do something I didn’t plan on doing, I came close to him and hugged him by the waist, planting a kiss on his jaw line.

I dreamt of him that night, thinking what he would think about that kiss. It drove me crazy thinking about just getting out of my bed and going to his bedroom to hold him. I swirled on my bed and thought about just sneaking up the corridor and see how he was doing. I pondered on and off the idea of what I would do once I got to his room. Would I just open the door and wake him up? Tell him I wanted to talk to him? Or simply wake him up with a kiss on the lips? Better yet, a kiss on his dick and start licking him right on his bed. I kept me awake for over an hour until I decided it was enough, I would walk silently up to his room and ask him out to talk a bit.

Just as I was getting of my bed to go to Alex’s room, I heard a soft knock on my door, too shy to be one of my friends… I managed to hide the stiff I had from thinking about Alex and got to the door. I opened it and to my biggest delight; there he was, dressed in nothing but a pair of old shorts. “Can I come in?” he said with an insecure expression on his face. ”Of course you can!” I said without even thinking, “come sit in my bed…” Students usually had to share a room with one or three mates but being as far high on the food chain as I was I managed to get a room all for myself. We both sat there without saying a word for a few minutes until he asked “why did you do that today?” I felt so much guilt that I almost told him everything that went through my mind while it was happening. “I don’t know” I answered trying to sound as cool as possible, “it’s just a tradition we have for the first day of the term.” “I don’t mean the cold shower” he said, “I mean the kiss…”

I felt as if my whole world was coming to an end. Here is this gorgeous boy that not only has the strength to take a first day bullying but also has the courage of going to one of the bully’s dorm and asks him about his actions… “I just couldn’t resist it” I said, feeling more insecure than I ever felt in my three years at school. “I just couldn’t help but kiss you after I did that horrible thing to you”

We both stayed quiet for what seemed like an eternity and then I asked “Did you like it?” An eternal silent fell on the room, aggravated by my anticipation… what would I do if he said he hated me? What could I do to change his mind if he never wanted to see me again? And then he said “It is weird but now that I think back on what happened at the bathroom, I want nothing more than to be with you all the time.”

It was as if something took over me and it didn’t even argue with my reason, I jumped him making him lay back on my bed. I started kissing his cheeks, his lips and his neck. I stuffed my hand down his ragged old shorts and started stroking his soft dick,. He moaned and pushed me back softly with his right hand but held my hand on his cock with his left one. “Show me what you really want” he said between heavy breathes, so I got up and pulled his shorts off, ripped his underwear from the hole in his pubic area, grabbed him by the butt and stuffed all of this woody on my mouth, it was fairly small (but it tasted like haven) so it fit completely on my mouth. I sucked on his young cock until he told me he was about to cum. “What I really want is to give you the most pleasure you’ve ever felt!!!” I said pulling his hard dick out of my mouth. “Then let me cum in your mouth and then fuck my ass as if there was no tomorrow…” I put his dick back on my mouth and started sucking it as hard as I could; he grabbed my hair and pulled it hard as he started curling his toes unable to hold it any longer.

I felt delighted as a huge load of semen shot into my throat, knowing that I had made him cum made me feel even more aroused. I took a deep swallow and asked him if he was done. “I still want you inside of me” he said with a mischievous look on his eyes. Manhandling him I turned him so that I could see his delicious ass clenching with anticipation for my hard dripping cock. I grabbed his buttocks and spread them gently, “hold them there” I told him. He laid on his knees and face, holding his chicks apart with both hands. I started rubbing his petit anus with the tip of my dick to make sure he was lubricated enough. “Are you ready?” I asked him to make sure I didn’t take him by surprise, “be gentle please” he said, “this is my first time.” I hesitated for a few seconds just to check he was really sure this was what he wanted. “Go in slowly” he whispered, breathing deeply.

I’m about to take his virginity away I thought with absolute excitement. Grabbing Alex by the hip bones I started pushing my dick into his ass. “Oh!” he moaned as my head went into him, “it hurts…” “do you want me to stop?” I asked, afraid of hurting him. “NO!!!” he said quickly, stretching to pull me by the hips. I pushed all of my manhood into him and he let out a soft yell. “Move slowly” he requested. Barely being able to control myself I started slowly pulling and pushing my dick in and out of his tight hole. I kept it on an even and gentle pace until he said it was ok to move faster.

Filled with excitement I gave him all I had, he intermittently moaned because of the pain and pleasure until he got used to my hard cock being inside of him. “Fuck me hard!!!” he yelled getting to the peak of his excitement while I felt the insides of him burning with desire. “Kiss me please” he requested turning to face me. Looking at his soft lips being bitten by teeth as white as the full moon made me never want to stop kissing him. I leaned forward and immediately put my tongue into his mouth; he massaged it with his own and dribbled a bit. “I love you” he said pulling back from our passionate sexual kiss.

I kept on stuffing his ass with my dick, thinking how lucky I was to have him want me as much as I wanted him. “I’m cuming again!!!” he said grabbing my ass to pull me harder on his hole. I instinctively put my right hand on his cock and started masturbating him fast. “I’m about to cum too” I said yanking hard on his dick. I felt as his hole clenched at the same time as he let out a second load of cum into my hand. Felling my cock being squeezed by his ass made me cum hard and fill him with all of my sperm. I gave a few final thrusts and stopped moving with my penis still inside of him. “That felt wonderful” he said after I stopped moving, “it really did!!!” I said delighted.

He winced as I pulled my dick out of his butt. “Did it hurt too much?” I asked wondering if he was ok. “Yes” he said “but I felt a lot more pleasure than pain” he added looking at how worried I was for him… that made me smile. “You have a lovely smile” he told me putting his head on my chest as I laid down on my bed… We fell asleep almost immediately.

He snuck out of my room in the middle of the night leaving me naked on my bed dreaming of new ways of pleasuring him on our next encounter. I woke up expecting to see him but instead I found a note that said:

Dear Aiden,

It was wonderful what we did last night!!! You are extremely beautiful and I’m very glad my first time was with you. I know you might be wondering why I left before morning, the truth is I’m scared. In spite of how I feel about you, I don’t think we can do this ever again. You’re much too popular to be seen as the boyfriend of a first year. I can tell that being in control means a lot to you and that would stop you from truly being with me. Know that I will forever remember last night.
Love,
Alex

It struck me hard on the chest reading this note, -I cannot lose him!- I thought to myself. -There has to be a way for us to be with each other while keeping my popularity. I just can’t let him go!!!-