Heartless : Part 2

It was 9:00pm and Rob was getting dress to go out and sell his drugs and make money. While he was in the bathroom, I called my friend James.

"Hey James tonight I wanted to ask if you wanted to go with me tonight as I follow Rob around?" I whispered through the phone.
"Of course lets me at the liquor store bestie!" He spoke excited.
"Ok he about to leave now so wait for me." I said then hung up.

Rob kissed me goodbye and headed out for work. I pretended to be heading to sleep, but when he left I raced to the window to watch him leave. He walked down the alley towards his crew's business office, probably for a meeting or something.

Not wanting Rob to walk by and notice the car was missing, I decided to walk to James. As I walked down the street I glanced around, and spotted all kinds of dirty trash, graffi, and homeless people all scattered around. It was dangerous to be out at night like this especially for me since I was helpless without Rob.

I meet up with James at the old ran down store. It was dark and cold, yet luckly I had my sweater. James run up to me, and not speaking a word, we headed to the same alley Rob went down.

"Are you nervous bestie?" James asked.
"Hell ya. What if one of his friends notice me, or he sees us." I rambled.
"Bitch shut up! You need to know what he really be doing." He spoke sternly."In a neighborhood like this, it is dangerous, and scary when your dealing with a gangster." He spoke with experience.

Why did I have to fall in love with a gangster. I mean even if the life was ok, the pain it brought wasn't worth it. We found the gangsters' hideout and ducked by an open window as they had their meeting.
"Now that we are all here let the meeting begin." A loud voice boomed through the room.
"We are here to discuss Rob and his girlie boyfriend. I recently discovered that the two live together. What you have to say Rob?" The voice spoke with anger.
"Well that guy is my boyfriend, but it's because I known him for a while. When I was 18, I had ran away from home at 16 and grew up inn this cold world of drug dealing. Even through I was bad, mean, and a killer, somehow he had compassion towards me. Although is world was full of pain, he still opened up for me." Rob spoke with such emotion.

"What the fuck that mean! Your a gangster right, stop acting like a bitch." The voice boomed with more anger.
"Sorry sir. Don't worry guys I don't love that hoe I am just repaying the kindness. I cheat on all the time..."

And with that I got up, ran home not daring to look back. James followed behind me not saying anything. I was pissed, beyond mad. I opened the door, and headed towards our room. I packed all my stuff while James took stuff out the closet and drawers. I sat there crying felling more hurt than ever. I thought I had found someone who actually loved me, but I was wrong. Rob didn't love me, in fact he cheats on me all the time. I wanted to run away , and look back. I wanted to die right then and there but didn't want to give up hope for a better life.

I put all my bags in the car, and wrote a note to Rob saying fuck you and bye. I drove away, hoping never to come back. I had stopped at a hotel to rest for a few hours before I took off never to return. I was awaken bye my cell phone ringing.
"Hello"
"What the fuck are you doing! Get your ass back to the house and return my fucking car." Rob screamed through the phone.
"Nope sorry Rob, the car is in my name, so it is my now. I heard what you told you little friends about me last night so fuck you I am leaving with half your shit."
"Oh you heard huh. Well when I find you I am going to beat your ass!" He whispered angerly and hung up.

Then there was a knock on the door at 9:30am. "House keeping!" shouted a mexican woman. I got up and opened the door. Out of nowhere a fist punched me in the face and I fell backwards. It was Rob, he gave the lady 20 dollars and walked in locking the door behind him.

"So you take my stuff and think your going to run way." He said as he slowly crept towards me.
"How you find me?" I asked puzzled.
"My car has a tracking device in it dumbass!" He said as he pulled out his knife."Now what to do with you."
"No Rob you don't want me." I whispered.
"I love you and everything I do is for us. But if you want to leave, then go. I am done with you. I have tried to fight for us, I cheat to keep the guys thinking we aren't serious. If I didn't they would kill you. I am the best they got and their not going to let you soften me up!" He yelled at me.

He turned around and opened the door leaving. I walked out the room to watch him leave. He said I could keep the car and the stuff. But I didn't want all that I wanted him. I drove to James house and cried on his shoulder. Nobody was home except James and his mom, but she was sleep. James let me stay the night since tomorrow was his big party.

The party was nice, in fact it was classy. There were beautiful yellow and blue roses covering the whole big backyard. There was tables with various foods from mexican food to sushi. There was many faces I remembered from high school and some were of gangsters that knew Rob. Rob was there flirting with all kinds of women which made me sad. I didn't want to end up being hurt by Rob but in the end I hurted myself.

The party got boring fast that until I saw the man that would change my life...