His Biggest Fear

I had secretly loved my best friend for years. He was so much fun to be around. Eventually I couldn’t get enough of that wonderful feeling that would wash over me when he was near. One of my favorite places to spend time with him was sitting in my car in the rain. The darkened sky and water droplets on the windows would obscure all off the recognizable signs of a real life that existed right outside. But on these infrequent occasions during the rainy season, I could steal away these precious hours where nothing else existed but the three of us. You and I, and this incredible love that took on a life of its own.

I have never taken for granted the price that you must have paid for being my friend. You protected me and did not waver when I asked you to perpetuate the lie to our friends and family to cover up a truth about me that I was not ready to accept. What a strong personality it takes to be a straight boy with a best friend who is not only gay, but madly in love with you. You always reeled my in when I’d drift too far into false beliefs that we could someday be lovers. 

How caring of you to remind my of the realities so gently, because you knew how painful it is going to be for me. I will remain forever grateful for the countless memories that I have carried away with me. 

I wish you could have lived within my heart for just one day so the you could feel the wonderful gift of love that you made me feel each and every all of these years.

It goes without saying that the night that you shared with me your greatest fear. Was the moment that I had a small validation that you did feel something in your heart for me that was love. 

I was no stranger to the tension that was hanging heavy in the air that night at the drive in. It was always a source anxiety for me. I am in awe of your strength and ability to but my fragile feelings ahead of you own.

“I need to get something off of my chest.” He said.

Lately I have been reliving all of the times when I have had to remind you that we will never be lovers the way that you would like for us to be. I would be overcome with guilt when I saw the sadness in your eyes that my words caused you to feel

How you would tremble and how tears would begin to stream from your eyes when I’d mention that I will Someday have a wife and children. I hated myself for being the cause of the empty feeling that must have torn you apart.

We are going to have to have to take a chance here because I love you, Okay. Not just like a brother or my best friend. Can you understand? It’s very simple. I love you very, very much.” 

My biggest fear is that someday I will be sitting at the dinner table with my wife and children and I’ll think about how I came to have the capacity to feel love. I am smart enough to know that the love that I feel for you is going to come flooding back at different times throughout the rest of my life. I do not ever want to have to sit back and wonder what making love to u would have been like. Why would anyone travel the distance that we have to arrive at this moment and not take that final step? 

I want to make love to you more then anything in the world right now. But if knowing that it will only be for one night is not enough for you. Then I will understand.

Can we go to my house now? I said

God! I didn’t think that we would ever get there, but we did. I put in a CD of songs that I would listen to when I needed you to be there with me in my bed when the loneliness that I felt was unbearable.
I can’t take my eye away from you as we stand there unfastening the buttons on each other’s shirts. I’m shaking so much. I have dreamed a million times about what this moment would be like. Just as I expected, I can feel the tears starting to run down my face.

How will I be able to watch you leave my bed in the morning, knowing that you will never return? What price will I pay to take away your biggest fear? It doesn’t matter because I’d pay for this moment with my life if that is what was required.

I stop myself from thinking about the morning. I want to live only for right now, for this moment where you take me into your arms and hold me so close to you.

You roll over and pull me on top of you. You have this look on your face that I haven’t seen in so long. You look like a lost little boy. I can only look at you as you pull me into a kiss. What a wonderful kisser you are. You’re hands explorer my body. Then you whisper to me so softly

Make love to me! I need to feel you. I give you this confused look because. Then it becomes clear when you lift your leg’s and place them over my shoulders. 

I feel my erection pushing AT HIS OPENING.He grabs onto a butt cheek and forced them dowm causing himself to be impiled by 8 inches of cock

I didn't even have time to ahout out a warning as I flooded his ass with searing hot cum