How I got over confusion

This should have been my lasts story as a single guy, I was to be married to a wonderful woman I had been with for years, and she is the only woman I have loved. The story begins with an early stag party which was on the orders of my fiancé as she didn’t trust my friends.
The best man was my best friend who is rugged but in a hot way as women always falls over his feet, but he seems to ignore them. I use to joke that he was either blind or gay and he always laughed with no-reply. On the stag night we started off at a local restaurant for a slap up meal. Then we went to a pole dancing place which I was not to keen on, but the guys wanted a good send off. My best friend and best man Steve said if he had his choice we would have had the quite night I really wanted.

Well to cut a few details short the guys enjoyed themselves and Steve left really early and did look completely discussed. It was about midnight and I wanted to wrap things up that’s when the prank happened. I am not sure but I think a drink must have been spiked as I woke up in the middle of nowhere in just a rag and my boxers. I found my way to a road and began to walk in a direction hoping that I was on the right path.

Three hours had gone by and I decided to stop and at this point a truck appeared in the horizon, so I stuck out my thumb and prayed he stopped. When the truck pulled over I was pleased that he said we were still in England but I was well over 300 miles from home and he could drive me some of the way. When I jumped into the cab he looked at my legs which were on show and I quickly covered them. He joked what’s wrong you don’t like what you’re in; my reply was just a look.

We drove for a few hours and it began to get dark, he said that we should pull over as it’s late and he needed the rest, I was free to get out and look for other transport but the only other vehicle I saw went the other way over an hour ago so I agreed. We pulled into a dark type of pit stop with no other trucks insight. ‘You can sit there if you like or join me in the back’ he chirped I looked in discussed and he said ‘it’s more comfortable and big enough for three’ so I jumped into the back and was so tired I fell asleep instantly.

I woke to find his hand on my nipples caressing them softly; I was too scared to tell him to stop so I laid there hoping he would stop. In my boxers I could feel that I was getting aroused by this, is that wrong? I thought to myself. Next I felt his hand move down I thought no don’t but at the same time please, there was something about his touch I liked. I have never felt like this before excited and breathless. When he touched my cock I whimpered but low enough to ensure he was not aware I was awake and enjoying what he was doing.

When morning came I still had an erection and just my boxers on no cover and I saw him watching me. He asked how I slept I said fine and pulled the rag over me to cover up my cock. He smiled and asked what am I ashamed of I could not reply. ‘Well I suppose we should get going he said’ but when he moved the cover his cock was on show I looked directly at it feeling so confused, first last night and now. He asked if I wanted to touch it I denied but he moved even closer to me ‘are you sure’ he piped my eyes were drawn to his fuck meat it was so thick and long. He wriggled his hips and his huge ball sack went side to side, and my hand went slowly out, but I froze because I was so confused and curious.

As I laid there one hand out he moved again yet closer and he placed his fucking huge cock in my hand, it was heavier than I imagined but I was so mesmerized I stayed still. Then he put his hand on my now rock solid cock and rubbed me and I noticed his began to swell and my eyes opened so wide he knew I was curious and way innocent. This is the first ever time for me touching someone else’s genitals I have seen my fiancé naked once but never touched her as I wanted to wait till we were married.

As he knelt in front of me with this huge thing erect I opened my mouth to gasp then at that point he leaned over and placed his cock at my mouth, I moved in shock and he laughed at me but I couldn’t stay away and then it happened I let him put his huge fuck meat in my mouth. It tasted so good I was shocked and could not move so he grabbed my head with his hands and began to fuck my mouth like it was his to do so with. I could not help but grab myself to wank off I came in seconds as he pulled his cock out off my mouth he shot his cum over my chest he then leaned over and began to kiss my chest and lick both of our cum off me.

When he finished he got dressed and got behind the wheel. I laid there feeling guilty and thinking I should never have let it happen but at the same time I had a smile on my face. He told me to get one of his jump suits on as it would be better than the rag I had. We were 70 or so miles into the journey when he had to let me out as it was the end of the road for him. As I left the truck’s cab he grabbed my ass as told me that if we ever met again that’s would be his, I just put my head down and got out quickly I did think though mmmmm I wonder how that would feel.

At the station where he dropped me off I rang home but no reply so I rang Steve and told him where I was and could he somehow get word or help me get transport home. He said he could meet me somewhere if I got about 100 miles closer, but he will try and get hold of my fiancé to see what she can do.

I was totally hungry at this point and was unsure what I should do, but then the phone I was at rang instead of ignoring it I thought might as well, good job too it was Steve he said hold on I’ll come and fetch you. I thought thank god for that I didn’t want to walk and was unsure I should hitch after last night and this morning.

I sat outside of the café which was not that brilliant I was surprised it was open from its look. One guy an old one came out and asked what the hell I was doing, he felt sorry for me and let me have some food as long as I paid either when my friend came or send a cheque when I got home. I thought I shouldn’t because it looked like a complete dump, but I was so hungry and a little cold I went in. the old guy told this young lad who was about mid twenties to let me have what I wanted. He was quite cute I thought to myself. Then I looked away feeling embarrassed, he smiled and took my order. When he brought it over I noticed he was wearing tight trousers and I could see he had a package that he could boast about. I thought I bet that tastes good, but no I was not going to act on it.

As the old guy was closing up the young guy said he’ll lock up and wait till my friend came as it was pissing it down outside. We spoke for about an hour and all I had on my mind was I wouldn’t mind tasting his cock to see if I liked it, he stood up to get us a drink from the fridge and I looked at his ass and he turned and saw me. ‘You like’ he laughed as he saw me go so red. I told him what had occurred this morning and looked with a smile and dropped his trousers and his cock dropped out he was commando and there was his cock. I dropped to my knees and grabbed him and said ‘I shouldn’t I cannot I am not gay’ he looked and put his hand softly on my head and stroked me my knees weekend and I forgot what I had previously said and began to suck his cock. He stood me up and told me its my turn and pulled open the jump suit and began to give me a blowjob again my first ever and I loved it what was I doing I asked. After us both came within less than ten minutes later Steve had pulled up.

I was so pleased to see Steve I hugged him as he hugged back this felt right, again I was getting so confused. In the car he asked why I had gone all silent and looked gone out. So I thought I would tell him as he was my best friend and we both had secrets we share only with each other. he seemed to understand my confusion not like I thought he would, that’s when he told me he was gay and so scared of coming out and me his best friend would not speak to him again. I looked at him and saw him in a new light wondering what have I said, I was ok with him being gay but was I or was I bisexual?

We drove most of the night and had to pull over and stop at a motel for a rest. I sat in my room so confused and looked at my reflection in the mirror and pondered for an hour or two. I then decided I needed to talk to Steve again, when I knocked on his door he answered in a robe which was supplied by the motel, his chest was on show it was smooth and flat as an ironing board and he wore tight white underwear, I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. Then when my eyes linked with his we kissed so passionately my heart was pounding so fast I thought it was going to burst out. We fell to the floor and began to touch each other and I was so turned on by kissing him I ripped of his robe and then he said ‘oh god I love you and always have’ he let me know that his intensions was that we were going to make love.

He laid on top of me both of us so hard and now naked he lifted my legs and held his cock head right at my hole, I again froze and wondered what I was doing, but as he gently pushed the tip into me it began to hurt but I did not wish him to stop I put my hands onto his waist and smiled as he thrust deeper into me when he was fully in me he leaned over and began to kiss me and work his hips and fuck my what once was a tight virgin hole. He got faster and harder and he groaned so loud I thought we would be walked in on as someone might have thought there was a fight going on.

The onslaught of his pounding my ass went on for at least 20 minutes and then I felt something I knew it was Steve Cumming inside of me as he pulled out I could feel some trickling out of me, he collapsed at the side of me and we went to sleep. In the morning I said that it would never happen again ever!!! I was so angry with myself that I had been with my fiancé for 5 years and never slept with her and how could I be unfaithful.

The night before the wedding and I could not sleep, I was tossing and turning and all I could think about was Steve and the guys I had previously been naughty with. Every Steve came into my thoughts my cock came so hard I didn’t know what to do. Morning came I was so tired and confused but knew I was getting married and at this point it was right.

I went down stairs and there was Steve in his suit looking so fit and I instantly got a hard on, which I quickly tried to get rid of. When we arrived at the church before the ceremonial tune began Steve hugged me as I hugged back he said he’ll always wait for me. My lovely bride now stood in front of me and she smiled and looked into my eyes and all I could think about was my ass felt tingly and funny. This was most of the way through the ceremony, when the magistrate asked me will I take this woman, I looked into her eyes and a tear came into mine and my mind was in chaos but I knew the right answer to say and I said ‘I can’t marry you as I am in love with Steve and we spent a night making love and I know it is right that I should be with him and not you I am so sorry’. You can imagine shock went through the room but I did not care and turned to Steve who was in tears and we both grabbed each other so passionately I thought it was going to get steaming right there in the room.

I now live my life with a man and only think of men I now know I have done the right thing and urge others if you know you should be with a man do so. Just do so. Me and Steve are now planning our wedding so don’t be a afraid to be confused as things do workout the way they should.