Initiation

 Now, I had never admitted to myself that I was gay, or even bi-sexual. I had always thought that I was just a late bloomer, taking a little longer to discover girls, but as the years went by and sexual dreams and fantasies about girls never came, I began to wonder. I was still 'on hold' about sexual orientation, so I considered myself, "Asexual", meaning I didnt think either sex attractive. Actually, the very thought of sex at all terrified me.
I was born in Midland, TX, and lived there until I reached the age of seventeen. I had skipped the fourth grade on good grades, and since I had kept those up, I was admitted to a small university (I won't say which, for the safety of current students) and was accepted into the most prestigous fraternity on campus.
Soon, orientation came about, and all freshmen accepted were told to meet in the main hallway of the frathouse. There were about six or seven other guys there, all about eighteen or younger. We were sitting in the chairs designated when a tall guy with dark brown hair and blue eyes came through a door. He was wearing a white t-shirt with the sleeves ripped off, cut-off blue jeans, and a small crystal stud was in his ear.
"Hmm...the new recruits?" he said, and a few of us nodded, one or two mumbled "yeah,".
"Alright! Lets have everyone into the lounge for a little chit-chat about our fraternity. You'll meet some other members there, so, try to mingle a little." said the tall guy,"and by the way, my names Parker, so if ya need some help, just ask."
We were bustled into the lounge, and there was a plastic folded chair with each of our names on it. There was also a frat member standing behind each chair.
"Ok, you have been accepted to the Nyll Fraternity, named after its founder in 1975, Robert Nyll. As a part of the initiation process..."
I suddenly got cold, as I had heard about what these freshman initiations were like. Guys were forced to abandon all dignity and pride and humiliate themselves in front of fellow members. (The worst I had heard was the Penny Haze, where you were forced to push a penny down a strech of sidewalk with your nose: BUT, you had to put your nose BEHIND the penny, not on it.) But I, willing to fit in, would take on anything they threw at me with a stiff upper lip, and thus keep my status high.
"...you will be blindfolded, gagged, and led into another room by the man standing behind you. You will do EXACTLY as he says and without objection. Blindfolds on!"
Suddenly, everything went dark as a red bandana was swept over my eyes. I was helped up, and walked up some stairs, and through a doorway. I then was sat down on a bed, and told to lay out on it. I did so, thinking that this wasnt so bad, when I felt my shoes and socks being taken off. I was a little wierded out, but I stayed still. I then felt my feet being tied to the bed frame, with my hands done similarly. My blind fold was taken off, to reveal a plain white room with a chair, bedstand, and the bed I was on.
The man then said "I'm Matt, and we'll be sharing a room for a while. This is your sleeping area. You'll get to decorate later."
He then went to the bedstand and took out a large swiss army knife, and the blade looked sharp. At first I thought he would be using that knife to see how much pain I could take, but I was relieved when he started to twirl it in his fingers like a toy.
"Ok, Tom was it? I'm going to do something you might not like, but don't struggle or I might slip and hurt you. We don't want that do we?"
I shook my head silently, wondering what I 'might not like'. He then deftly started cutting away my clothes. The gag kept me from saying much, except a muffled groan when he totally ruined my shirt.
He ignored me as he then did the same to my blue jeans, starting at the bottom and working his way up to my privates, then he smoothly cut through the zipper-cloth.I was in my breifs now, and I watched in horror as he cut the thin cloth easily, then took a cigarette lighter and burned them, stamping them out with his boot. I was tied to a bed, naked, and utterly helpless. He started to unzip his own jeans, until his man-meat poked through. His manhood was at attention, and then said,
"fuck man! your givin' me a hard-on! Jesus, not many boys can do that to me without foreplay first. Your a keeper thats for damn sure!"
He then zipped himself up and started to untie my ropes, but not before he put a leather collor around my neck with a long leash.
"You heard what Parker said. You will obey my every order without confrontation. If you ever wish to go, just say the word, and risk never finishing this year out. Not many frats here, so your in a bind."
Here it comes, I thought. The rumored College Hazing I had feared so much. I looked around me and saw the other freshmen were in much the same position. We were pulled to a secluded beach, and told to go out into the water until it was shoulder deep.
Parker yelled, "The first four back to the house are admitted, the rest are gonna go home and forget all of this." They got in their car and drove away.
No one was about to be the one who didnt get in, so we all swam out and started running to the fraternity. It was a good ten blocks away from the beach, and the entire way was through the college roads. Having to run the streets nude wasnt nice, but I didnt care anymore. I was the second one there.
The door then opened and out stepped Parker with some towels. "Don't get water on the carpet. Dry off and leave the towels outside. And by the way, congratulations! You are now a member of the Nyll Fraternity. Here are the rules of the club:
1. You are to do ANYTHING your older roommate commands.
2. Under NO circumstances are you to speak of what happened today to anyone but fraternity members.
3. No females will set foot inside this building. and,
4. Once you enter the house, you will remove any clothing you are wearing and any guests you bring must do so also.
Thank you for joining our fraternity, we hope you will enjoy your stay here. And by the way, I could use a nice fuck buddy right now..."