Is This really happening?

*** The present: holy shit!! I think to myself. 'is this really happening?!'

earlier:
I was at some stupid party my sister was having...something about the end of finals, and as a first semester freshman at the local community college, she finally decided I was allowed to attend. whoopty doo right?
anyway, I spent most of the evening sitting on my sister's couch watching drunken idiots dance and grind on each other, texting my my best friend, chuck. sadly, shes still in high school so I had to fly solo...fml. seriously.
halfway through the night, my sister's closest friend since their freshman year in high school and roommate, Ben, came up to me. I feel I must share how ungodly attractive ben is. hes about six foot two, with nice, broad shoulders, just enough muscles to make me salivate, but not so much that he looks like a steroid crazed linebacker. he has the most amazing green eyes that ive ever seen, which go perfectly with his sandy brown hair. plus he had this amazing crooked smile that sent shivers through my entire body and raised a plethora of goosebumps over every inch of my skin. more than that, though, was what an amazing guy he was. he was nice and funny, and always had a warm smile or joking punch on the shoulder. what started as pure lust eventually grew into something akin to affection, maybe even love...ha. love...yeah right...
any way, back to the story...
"hey, shaina (my sister) was looking for you." he said.
"really? where is she?" I managed to squeek out.
"upstairs the second room on the left." with that he vanished into the crowd with my eyes glued to his perfect ass.
sighing, I heaved myself of the couch and made my way to the stairs and where shaina was waiting.
i crossed the threshold into the room ben had specified. my sister was nowhere to be found. puzzled, I stepped a bit more into the room. the heard the door shut behind me and the lock click.
i spun around to see ben grinning at me.
"hey sexy. thought you would never get here..."he crossed the room, grabbed me by the belt and pulled me to him.

i felt ben's hand on my chin. he tipped my face up and looked into my eyes.
"god you're so cute when you bite your lip like that."
he advanced, forcing me backward, until I eventually felt the bed bump up against the back of my thighs...
"b-ben...i..." I stammered.
he just grinned and leaned forward until his lips were just barely touching mine.
"what?" I felt his hot breathe on my lips. "is there something you want to tell me?"
"i...i mean...you...this..."
"yeah?" I felt his lips twist into a grin yet again. the sensation broke something loose in me.
"ben this is so amazing and a I cant believe its happening and you're...well you and im me...just short, scrawny, quiet little me and whats going on?"
he laughed. then kissed me. nothing too hot just yet, but it was enough to shut me up...
"you..." he said as he pushed me onto the bed, "are not JUST you. you're not short."
he undid my belt.
"im barely five foot ten..."
"not short...just tall enough so I need to bend down to kiss you, which is very hot...and scrawny? you're one thirty, one fourty sight?"
he started to pull my jeans down.
"one thiry s-six actually..."
"okay, maybe you're a little skinny, but it gives you a boy next door thing...a sweet little innocent thing I can...corrupt."
"i-i'm not innocent...i've done stuff before..." I stammered.
"really now?"

he slid his hands up my stomach, then my chest, pulling my shirt with them. it soon joined my jeans on the floor...he leaned in and gently bit my neck...
"would a scrawny guy have abs like that? innocent, but with a dirty boys body..."
"I'm not innocent." I tried to sound indignant, but it kind of came out half indignant, and a half whispered moan, as ben was currently nibbling on my neck..."f-fuck. im not innocent."
it came out more like I wanted it to the second time. feeling more courageous, I flipped ben onto his back. I kissed him. and this wasnt like when he kissed me. I slid my tongue between his lips, forcing them open while my hands worked on unbuttoning his pants. I rubbed his growing erection through his soft, silky blue boxers.
he shuddered and broke the kiss.
"so you're not innocent..." he growled hungrily at me.
i was on my back again and ben was pulling his shirt over his head. then he kicked off his pants and boxers.
"god I want you so bad." he said, lust dripping from his voice.
"i can see that." I took hold of his throbbing nine inch dick and flicked my tongue over the tip of it. with the flat of my tongue, I licked from the base of his manhood, back up to his swollen head, finishing with another flick across the tip before sliding him into my mouth. ben's precum was salty. I loved it. my lips slid up and down on his shaft as I took him deep in my throat.
"f-fuck Jake." this time it was ben that was stammering.
he blew his load in my mouth. hot cum filled my mouth and gushed down my throat.
i pulled off his dick, grinning and wiping my mouth on the back of my hand.
he landed on top of me. my boxers were off in a matter of seconds. his hard, calloused hand wrapped around my aching penis. I shuddered against ben.
"like that?"
he started to jack me off, very slowly. I was trembling at the feeling of the handjob ben was giving me.
in spite of myself, I started whimpering softly.
"oh yeah. thats hot. let me here how much you want me." he started to increase his pace.
"im gonna...uhh god ben..."
he suddenly let go. my body ached for release, so I started to finish myself off. ben grabbed my hand.
"not so fast...dont be so quick to finish..."
"bastard" I muttered playfully.
i noticed he was hard again.
"fuck me..." I groaned.
"really?" he seemed genuinely shocked at my forwardness.
"yes really. now." I demanded.
he grabbed a condom from the pocket of his discarded jeans, tore open the foil and rolled the rubber down his shaft...
he hoisted my legs onto his shoulders and lined up the head of his cock and pressed gently against my asshole. there was a firm pressure, then his head lodged itself in my colon, and pain blossomed in me.
"ahhhh GODDAM!" I practically screamed. I was glad for the loud music, because everyone in the house would have heard me otherwise.
"are you okay?" the concern in his eyes turned me on.
"y-yeah...im f-fine..." my voice quivered almost as bad as my insides did around ben's hard on. "ohhh sh-shit-t...thats...ahhh..."
he started to ease into me, slowly, aggrivatingly slowly. the only thing that stopped me from pulling his pelvis against my ass and ramming him into me was the fear of the overwhelming pain that would probably result.
i could feel the ridges of the condom on the wall of my rectum. it felt...good...oddly enough...
the pleasure-pain scale tipped over to the pleasure side as I felt his hips hit my ass.
"ohh god..." I gasped.
"yeah. I know. you're so tight. I swear if you hadnt blown me first, id already be done..." he panted. "ready for the good part?"
i squeezed my eyes shut and nodded...
i felt him gently pull out of me...anticipation welled up in the pit of my stomach as I awaited his thrust. ben did not disappoint. he pushed into me hard and fast,ramming my prostate and sending me into a curiously pleasant surge of bliss and agony.
"OH GOD!!!" I screamed.
ben grunted.
he pulled out until just his head was nestled in me and rammed me again.
and again. and again...
he fucked for at least a good thirty minutes, steadily increasing his pace as he built closer and closer to orgasm. I lost myself in the steady, rhythmic pounding I was recieving. I was utterly unable to focus on anything other than ben. he kept eye contact with me the entire time, which drove me wild.
his breathing started getting ragged and I began to notice his body trembling slightly with each thrust.
"what's...ahhh..whats wrong?"
"im...almost...there...god." he stammered. the thought of him climaxing buried inside me sent me over the edge. I grabbed my dick and hammered furiously. my orgasm hit me hard. I groaned, screamed, shouted, moaned, whimpered as I shot string after string of warm sticky cum all over my stomach. I tried to keep myself from tightening on ben's erection to keep the sensation going as long as possible...
i couldnt stop myself in the end.
"oh f-fuck." ben gasped. he gave a final thrust. I felt him go over the edge.
he removed himself from me, removed the cum filled condom and collapsed next to me...
"that was amazing..." he said softly.
i could only manage a "Yeah..."
"when I said I wanted you, I meant it...more than just physically."
"What?"
he kissed me passionately and lovingly, taking my face in his hands.
"i think I like you. a lot."
i was stunned speechless. ME? ben had strong romantic feelings for me?

the present:
holy shit!! I think to myself. 'is this really happening?!'
he grins, reading my expression, "yes. this is happening. I like you...a lot..."
he leans in to kiss me...
i lean in to kiss him...
the doorknob turns.
i hear shaina's voice, slightly slurred by the evening's festivities...
"who's in there? ooh baby...hot lovin..."
she giggles and turns the knob.
the lock clicks open...

ahh shit...FML...