It Was Heaven

I had turned 18 a month before, and had just completed basic training in the army. And, of course, the thing about the army in those dark days of the early eighties was that it was a serious and heavy business. Basic training in Upington, mid summer, and hot as hell. Thousands of boys (men?) all being pushed and shoved and made to endure some tough shit. Never enough sleep, food or any normality. Four months in the army, with not a moment’s peace, no chance even to jerk off occasionally. In fact I was so tired the whole time, somehow it never crossed my mind. Talking of sex, I considered myself pretty straight, I had a pretty girlfriend back home, but I was a virgin, and had never even had an orgasm in the presence of her, or anyone else. But being a typical horny teenager, masturbated often, and had occasional fantasies of men, and doing weird and disgusting sexual things with them.

I was transferred to another unit in Bloemfontein, and took the train from Upington to get there, a trip of about 24 hours. It was late at night, and I was fast asleep when the train arrived in Bloem. A civilian guy woke me up, telling me he was looking for an airforce soldier. I was still half asleep, and then figured out where I was, Bloem station, 1 am on a Sunday morning. I told this guy I hadn’t seen any airforce people. The stranger introduced himself as Leon, and asked me what my plans were. He was decent looking, a big guy, and about 27 years old. When I thought about it, I realised that I had no clue how to get to my new unit at this hour, nor where it was, and told him my predicament. Leon then very kindly offered to let me sleep at his house, and in the morning would take me through to one of the army bases where I could arrange a lift. He seemed nice enough to my sweet, innocent, and probably not fully awake eyes, so I accepted his offer with thanks.

We loaded up my kit bag in his little Beetle, and drove through the sleeping town to his place somewhere in the suburbs. When we got there, Leon told me his girlfriend was in the spare bedroom, and asked if I minded sharing his double bed. I thought it a bit strange, but on the other hand, I was so tired, and a double bed, wow! After 4 months of army bunks and hardship, that bed looked so inviting. So yet again I accepted his offer.

I started undressing slowly, and watched him remove all his down to underpants. I had taken off my shirt and boots, and I remember having a quick internal debate about whether to take my trousers off or not. I decided to take them off as I would sleep more comfortably, and what would be the harm, sweet, innocent thing that I was, and besides, his girlfriend was in the room right next door. (And since then I have often wondered about that decision to take off my pants). So I too was down to undies, and hopped into the bed beside him.

I was dead tired. I turned on my side away from him, and with the bliss of that bed, fell asleep instantly. I couldn’t have been asleep for very long when I suddenly woke up realising there was an arm lying over my side, and a hand was inside my undies, playing with my soft, sleeping cock. This was a key moment. I remember the first thought that flashed through my mind was, “WHAT THE HELL, A MAN HAS HIS HAND ON MY COCK??!!” But at the exact same time, my cock surged up and was as hard as a rock. It felt like it exploded into life, the blood rushed in so fast. I have never got a faster hard-on in my life. It was sort of a paradox, my mind was trying to be outraged, but my body was so horny and keen and willing. And of course, the cock and body won, the brain was only doing its socially conditioned thinking and a split second later jumped in with gusto. I think I realised that this was what I wanted, and had suppressed for so long, but who knows? It sure felt right.

Leon was lying behind me nearly in a spooning position, but not quite touching, except for his exquisite hand fondling my now throbbing six inch cock. I reached behind me and felt, for the first time in my “adult” life, a huge, beautiful, hard cock. It was heaven. His cock was much larger than mine, longer and thicker. I would guess it was about eight delightful inches in length, and with girth. When I think back, it was actually a magnificent penis, well proportioned and just plain yummy. I turned over, and kissed him, and he kissed me, our tongues twisting and dancing and going down our throats. And I was still holding that big cock. I had to let go when Leon scooted down the bed, pulled my undies off, and I assisted by lifting my hips, and he sucked the head of my cock into his hot wet mouth, and then he went all the way down the shaft. It blew areas of my brain wide open which had never been awakened. It was heaven. He started sucking me in earnest, and I nearly came right then. But somehow, I knew before I came, I urgently wanted to do to him exactly what he was doing to me. So I pulled my cock out his mouth, and dived down on my desire, and took a man’s cock into my mouth for the first time ever. It was heaven. I don’t know how well I sucked him, but I’m sure he enjoyed my youthful exuberance and enthusiasm. All I know is that I loved the feeling of that huge cock going down my throat as far as it could go. I loved the smell of it, and the taste, and the texture, the velvety smoothness and softness of the head, the pulsing hardness, and well, pretty much everything. It was heaven. It felt right then that I had come home where I belonged, a large cock sliding down my throat, I was a cocksucker, and reveled in the dirty idea of it all.

Then Leon pushed me back on the bed, and we kissed again, the longest, meltingest kiss ever. Then he went back down on my cock, and sucked and sucked and literally blew not only my cock but my mind as well. As I had no experience and didn’t know what was expected, just before I ejaculated, I told him I was about to cum, so he pulled his mouth off, and gave my cock a stroke or two, and I shot and shot and squirted a heavy sperm load all over myself, and him. It was a balls-aching orgasm, a pent up storage of teenage lust from months in the army erupted and shot and flew and dribbled everywhere. It was heaven. I then grabbed his cock and sucked him until my jaw was sore. Suddenly he told me he was about to blow, so following his lead, I pulled my mouth off, and let him cum all over us. We were both covered with semen. Leon reached next to the bed and picked up a handy towel and wiped us off.

I turned on my side away from him again, and immediately had these feelings of guilt and disgust with myself. It could not have been more than a few minutes, calming down and getting my breath back, when the thoughts about the sordid stuff which had just occurred, went through my mind, and I instantaneously sprung another big boner. The guilt was gone. I felt behind me with my hand, and found his cock, much smaller and softer now. I started fondling it and the beautiful thing began pulsing and filling out back to its magnificent proportions. Leon was fondling my cock at the same time. From the position we were in, spooning, I snuggled back and rubbed my arse and whole body against his. His cock was now in my crack and throbbing insistently.

I had, during jerk off sessions in my “youth”, played with my arsehole, slipping a finger in, and progressing to slightly thicker items. The feelings were incredible. And, suddenly in that bed with Leon, nestled up to him, and with his large cock pressing against my arse, I suddenly wanted him inside me, the idea of allowing another man to fuck me was so powerful and exciting, I reached between our bodies, took his cock, and tried to aim it right at my virgin arsehole. He got the message real quick, and reached for some Vaseline from the table next to the bed, greased up his cock, and rubbed some in and around my quivering arse. He then repositioned himself behind me, still lying on our sides, placed his cock at my arsehole, and started trying to push it in. As keen as I was, the position we were in was not conducive to easy anal penetration, and it hurt like fire, it felt like my arsehole was tearing. His cock had entered me probably only an inch, although it felt like a mile at the time, but it hadn’t popped through the sphincter. I started clenching my arse muscles together as tight as I could, which can be tricky with a thick cockhead working its way in. It hurt and hurt, and I kept clenching tight.

Leon then did an amazing thing. He pulled out, and told me to get on my hands and knees, with my legs spread. I got into the position, and he placed his cock at my arse and started that pushing, which hurt like absolute shit again. I told him it was sore and he could also obviously feel how clenched up and tight I was, so he pulled out and fondled my arse, and teased the hole for a bit. But he was not to be denied; he told me there and then that he was going to fuck my virgin arse before the night was done. He got behind me and began trying to enter me with that huge blunt instrument of his. Somehow, he was making slow progress, it felt like his cock was getting in slightly deeper. But it was still burning and fucking sore, so he pulled out and the process was repeated. He gently fondled my arse, and kept saying I needed to relax. For some reason he didn’t once finger fuck me, which may have helped in the stretching and opening up of my quivering anus.

We were both sweating now. Leon got behind me once more, placed the head of his dripping cock at my hole and pushed slowly. I was desperately trying to relax and let him in, and then I had an idea. As he was pushing his cock in, I started pushing out, like I was taking a shit. And suddenly, the cockhead slipped in. I could feel it, the sphincter muscle finally gave way, and the head actually popped in. You could almost hear it happen. I was still in pain but it felt better. Leon said to me that the head was in, and the hardest part was over for me. He did not move for a while, and I could feel my arsehole spasming around the head of his cock. Then he slowly started sliding more cock inch by inch up my arse, and amazingly all the pain was gone, replaced with an incredible pleasure, which arose from that first slow thrust into me. It felt like I was melting from the inside out around his hot cock. I loved it, as I somehow always knew I would. His cock was now buried to the hilt in me, and my god, it was heaven. And I was no longer a virgin. I reached under my balls, and could feel only the base of his cock, and his balls. The rest of that huge cock was deep inside me. My cock, which had gone soft during the initial intrusion, kicked back into action, and started pulsing and hardening rapidly. Leon pulled his cock almost all the way out, and I wanted to cry, I could not bear the thought of losing that treasure so soon, after such a hard battle to get it into me. But he knew what he was doing, and only pulled out until the head remained inside. He held onto my hips, and thrust in harder and started fucking me with steady strokes. I melted more, I felt I might become a sticky cum puddle right there in his bed. His cock was rubbing my prostate, and stars were bursting in my head. I shouted out, “fuck me, fuck me, yes, give it to me!” He obliged, and pounded my deflowered arsehole hard. He then leant over me, and turned my face sideways, and shoved his tongue down my throat, and we kissed. Suddenly he stiffened up, thrust in as deep as possible, and started cumming in my arse. I could feel his cock swelling and jerking, and everything inside me was awash in semen. I felt proud that my arse had made a man cum, but I wanted his cock inside me for longer, maybe forever. I grabbed my cock and started furiously jacking it, hoping I would cum before he withdrew. But no, his softening cock slipped out, probably more from my wild gyrations than anything else. But only another stroke or two, and I was about to ejaculate. I told him, and to his credit, since he had just emptied his balls up my arse, he immediately put my cock in his mouth, and I blew a knees-wobblingly good sperm load down his throat.

We lay down, and again, I was racked with this pathetic guilt. But also, as before, it took only a few minutes, and the whole idea of it got me hard and throbbing and wanting more.

It was now very late, or early, depending how you look at it, and Leon was getting worn out. But I was a young 18 year old, and couldn’t get enough. I reached for his cock, and went down on him. I could taste my anal secretions and his semen on it, and lapped it up hungrily. I could feel his cock swell up in my mouth, and start its throbbing. But he told me he was not going to come again, and pulled me off. Then, the gallant gentleman that he was gave me another blow job, and I blew another load down his throat within minutes.

I finally fell asleep just before dawn. When I woke, my body told me I was no longer a virgin, I was leaking sperm from my abused arse, my cock was sore, and my balls were empty. But everything that had happened aroused me again, and I turned to Leon, who was still sleeping, and snuck down and took his cock into my mouth and sucked gently on him. He woke up, and started shoving his cock down my throat. I suddenly had another good idea. I told Leon to lie back, and I straddled him, took his spit wet cock and guided it to my leaking arse. I sat down on it, and initially it was sore around the recently over exerted flesh, but the cockhead slipped in, aided by the liberal amount of semen still in my arse lubricating the way, past the sphincter, and I slowly slid all the way down onto him. It then struck me, sitting on him, his cock deep inside me, how fast I had become a complete cock crazed slut. I rode him, sliding my arse up and down his thick shaft. Fuck I loved it. And, yes, it was heaven.