Jack and Kyle - Part 11

Josh sighed as he met Jack’s gaze. “I... I like you Jack,” he said softly. “I don’t know why, but I just do. There’s something about you,” he murmured, forcing himself not to drop his gaze. Jack’s eyes widened in surprise, that wasn’t what he’d expected. He opened his mouth to speak but Josh cut him off before he could say anything. “I know, it’s weird. I don’t understand it either. I’m not attracted to guys, except for you.” Josh’s cheeks flushed and he shrugged quickly. Jack didn’t say anything, he was still just looking at him like he couldn’t quite comprehend what he was saying. Josh hesitated for a second then leant his body slightly closer to Jack’s and tilted his head to place a soft kiss on his lips.

Jack didn’t pull away at first. Josh’s full lips felt good against his own and knowing that he was the only guy Josh had ever kissed was turning him on. Josh felt Jack’s response and kissed him again, but this time it was a proper kiss. He traced the tip of his tongue across Jack’s closed lips, gently pushing them apart. Jack pressed his lips harder against Josh’s, his skin tingling in pleasure as he felt Josh’s tongue against his.

Josh was shocked at how much he wanted this. He’d know n=for a while that he had feelings for Jack and he’d made sure that he kept it to himself because he didn’t think he was gay, this was just a one off thing, maybe just a crush. But with his arms wrapped round Jack and his tongue deep in his mouth he knew this wasn’t just a crush. Jack was gorgeous, sweet, fun, everything he wanted that he’d never been able to find in all the girls he’d dated. Right now, Josh wanted to fuck him, badly. It might have been the effects of the alcohol that was making him more confident or just a natural high from the rush kissing Jack was giving him but it made no difference anyway. He heard Jack whimper quietly as he pulled away but he didn’t let him go. Josh slid his lips to Jack’s ear, his breathing heavy and murmured, “Come back with me?” <%PART%>

Jack almost nodded but he stopped himself, he knew he didn’t feel about him the way he felt about Kyle. Josh was hot, he was a good friend and there was no denying that he was attracted to him but he loved Kyle, loved him so much it hurt. Jack didn’t want to cheat on him, it wasn’t the sort of thing he did and he didn’t want to do it to Kyle but he felt his resistance waning as Josh whispered, “Please Jack,” and started to gently suck his earlobe.

“I can’t,” Jack pulled away, tugging himself out of Josh’s grasp. “I have a boyfriend, you know that! Hell Josh, I came to ask you for some advice and all you do is make it more fucking complicated. Don’t you think this is difficult enough already without you being involved too?” He said, shaking his head in frustration. Jack stood up and grabbed his jacket but Josh reached out and grasped his wrist.

“I can’t help how I feel, alright Jack? Yeah, I know things are tricky with you and Kyle. Do you want my honest opinion?” Josh raised an eyebrow, watching Jack. He shrugged but didn’t try to move away again. “That boy’s a walking disaster Jack, he sounds fucked up. He’s hurt you enough already and I’d bet anything that he’s going to do it again. You can do better than that Jack, you deserve someone who’s going to make you happy, not cheat on you,” Josh’s voice softened at the end of his sentence as he looked at Jack, still holding his wrist firmly.

“I can’t help who I love, Josh,” Jack said softly. He pulled his arm away and walked out quickly, before Josh could see the tears sparkling in his blue eyes. Maybe he was right, maybe Kyle wasn’t going to be faithful and maybe he would just hurt him again. He bit hard on his lower lip, tying to stop the tears flowing as he started to walk home. He didn’t know what would be worse; finishing his relationship with Kyle for good or staying with him and being hurt again.

The building was quiet when Jack went inside, he couldn’t see anyone around which was probably a good thing, he didn’t feel like making small talk with anyone right now. He took the lift up and let himself into the flat quietly. The digital clock in the living room told him it was 11pm. The flat was still quiet so he guessed Kyle was still asleep. He ran a hand through his dark hair, trying to compose himself. He honestly didn’t know what to do now. Josh’s words had really hit home but he wasn’t sure if he was right or not. Jack pushed open the door to Kyle’s room silently and walked over to the bed.

Jack sat down on the edge of Kyle’s bed and smiled slightly. His boyfriend was sprawled across the double bed in just his boxers. Despite his confused thoughts, Jack’s eyes ran slowly over his body and his cock started to harden straight away. Would Kyle really cheat on him? He knew they loved each other but what if that wasn’t enough? His gaze roved appreciatively over Kyle’s long legs and his toned, tattooed chest. Jack didn’t have any piercings or tattoos himself because he was scared of needles but he found the ink and metal on Kyle’s body unbelievably sexy, especially his pierced nipple and tongue. Jack ran his fingers lightly over shining metal bar through Kyle’s nipple; it felt warm from his body. Kyle’s eyes flickered open and he smiled sleepily at Jack. “Coming to bed baby?” He mumbled, his eyes falling shut again almost instantly.

“Yeah...” Jack chuckled softly, stroking his fingertips down Kyle’s neck where it was most sensitive. Kyle opened his eyes properly this time and he smiled back, showing his perfectly white teeth.

“You’re coming to bed with your clothes on?” Kyle asked innocently, but Jack recognised the mischievous glint in his dark eyes and shook his head as he slid his jacket off his shoulders, letting it fall to the floor. He turned away as he took the rest of his clothes off but he could feel Kyle watching him. When he was only wearing his boxers Jack slid into bed beside Kyle who immediately snuggled up beside him, laying his head on his chest. “Ahh, you’re freezing!” Kyle complained, trying to jerk away when he felt Jack’s cold hands and feet against his warm body. Jack giggled and wrapped his arms around Kyle tighter, pulling him closer.