Jake & Eric's Excellent Adventure

He sat on the corner of his bed and started to take off his shoes and socks. I didn't think too much about it since it was just his shoes and socks. But then he pulled off his shirt and sat there in only his thin nylon shorts, and they where starting to tent at the crotch as his dick begin to grow. He took a deep breath and our friendship changed forever from that moment forward. He started to speak as he pulled his shorts off and sat there totally naked and fully erect.

"Nobody has ever made me feel like you do. Girls do it but I can tell that they only do it because I ask them to. You do it and I can tell that you like it, but what I want to know is why you like it? 

"What does it matter Eric? We both like it." I said.

"Agreed, but what about it do you like the most? What do you get out of sucking me off?" He asked.

"I don't think you really want to know about that part of it Eric. You already told me what I want to know, let's just leave it at that, okay?"

"No - Jake! - Either tell me or I'll find out for myself!" He said.

"What? - What do you want to know Eric? Ask me and I'll tell you then!" I said.

"It's too late for that now." He said.

I stood there about 3 feet infornt of him frozen as he got down on his kness in front of me. I couldn't believe what I was seeing as he started unbuckling my belt, and then unbuttoning my pants. The sound of my zipper being pulled down made my dick spring up as hard as a rock. He looked up at me as he reached for the waist band of my pants and pulled them down along with my underwear.

I just watched him as he burried his face into my pubic hair and breathed in slowly. Then he started to rub his cheek against my hard dick and balls. I reached down and placed my hands on the top of his head as he continued to tease my dick, except now he was rubbing his face directly over my crotch and breathing in the scent of it.

"Mmmm it does smell nice, like soap. I like it Jake, I've wanted to do this to you since the first time you did it to me, but I was afraid."

"Afraid of what?" I asked.

"Wanting from you, what you get from me." He said

"What? what do you give me?" I asked

"I give you my cum." He said and then slid his mouth over my hard dick. I moaned loudly and felt my knees get all wabbly.

He gave me the "Shhh" sign by putting his finger across his lips. He pulled off my shoes and socks and helped me step out of my pants and underwear. I watched him stand up and for the first time, our cocks came into contact with each other. He pulled my shirt off and for the first time he saw the road rash that I got from jumping out of his truck. He was horrified eventhough it wasn't that bad.

"Is that from tonight Jake? - Oh shit!, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" He said looking right into mt eyes.

I didn't answer his question directly, but instead said that it wasn't as bad as it looks. He started to cry and that was more then I could stand. 

You see, we had both been less then honest with each other and the events of tonight was bringing everything to the surface. I had learned once before that telling a staright guy who was letting you suck his dick, that you where in love with him, would bring it to an end, and quickly.

And to say that I was in love with this Eric would be a bit of an understatement. I had fellen in love with him months before I sucked his dick for the first time. After that, it only got worse. I was in love with a guy who could never love me back. On top of that, he didn't even want to be seen with me in public. In fact, I had never cried over loving him until the first night that I sucked his dick.

I went home that night and layed in bed a cried because I couldn't get those sounds out of my head. The moans and gasp's of pleasure that he made as I sucked him all the way off. Why couldn't he love me? What was so bad about me that I was worth loving? 

One night, about a month earlier, he almost said it, but he caught himself. I heard it loud and clear and I knew what he meant to say, but he just couldn't do it, and caught himself in mid-sentance. I was sucking his dick in the far corner of his backyard one night and I heard him start to say it, and my heart began to race because I knew what he was going to say.

"Oh man Jake! - I think I love y..........the way you do that." He said.

I remember being so pissed at myself for not telling him that I was in love with him right then and there. Insted, I just went home after we where done and cursed myself for not confessing my love. I just layed in bed next to my open window and quietly said "I love you Eric" over and over at least 100 times, in some sort of hope that the sound of my voice, my words, would travel three houses down and find their way into Eric's bedroom and then he'd hear it, and recognize my voice. The he'd know and we could live happily ever after, just as I had dreamed a million times.

It's part and parcel that foolish gay boys have foolish desires. But when you're young, gay, and in love, you'll do foolish things, and anyone that says otherwise is full of shit. 

So here I am, naked with the love of my life, and until he a minute ago, when he reached to unbuckle my belt, I never saw it coming. It's hard to prepare yourself for something that you've already convinced yourself will never be. It's even more shocking when you find yourself saying "thanks, but no thanks" to everything you've ever wanted in the world. And that's just what I did.

"Eric - I'm going home now because I can't do this, not with you at least. NO MORE !" I said.

I had known this guy since we played with Lego's and here we where all grown up, and in all of that time, I had never seen the look on his face that I saw just after I said that. I also couldn't believe that I had just said it to begin with. 

"Wait! - Jake stop! just listen to me for a second, please!" He said.

"No Eric! - Let me make this easy for both of us. I'm gay, and I am so in love you, and I have been for awhile. God only knows how long it's going to take me to un-love you, but I will and then I'm going to find someone who can love me and not just love the way I give head."

Eric fell to his kness and tried to continue manipulating my softening dick back into an erection. It was suddenly sad and pathetic, and I felt sorry for him. I told him to let me go so I could put my clothes on. He was crying and could hardly speak.

"Jake - please don't leave. That's why I asked you to come in. I wanted to tell you that I love you too Jake. I'm sorry!, okay? - I love you, see?" He said and then put my penis in his mouth and I didn't stop him. 

I stood there and watched him suck my dick on his knees and could feel myself giving into him. I wondered if this is how I made him feel when I did the same to him. I pulled my dick out of his mouth and got down on my knees with him. He seemed to know exactly what I was thinking.

"Eric - I said that I love you, sucking dick is something that you do, it's not love in itself." I said.

"I know that Jake!" He replied. "I really do love you" and then he kissed me right on the lips. I kissed him back and as badly as I wanted to jam my tongue in his mouth, I didn't. I wanted to see if he would and I didn't have to wait very long. I felt his tongue lightly brush across my lips and I ever so slightly partyed me lips and he gasped with a hand on each of my cheeks and pushed his tongue into my mouth.

I felt like I was having one of those dreams where I am falling, the kind that startle you awake. But not this time. I felt like I was falling and I didn't care, That's when I knew that I was truely in love with Eric and not just in love with the thought of being in love. 

Somehow we ended up on his bed and continued to kiss. Eric reached down and grabbed both of our dicks together and started jacking us off. I wasn't going to last very long at all and I told Eric so. He immediately stopped and looked down.

"You didn't cum did you?" He said looking disappointed.

"No, but you had me really close until you stopped." I said.

"Can I have it?" He asked

"Yeah, but I don't do as much as you do" I said sort of embarrassed.

"I don't care!" Eric said and slid down to take my hard 5 1/2 dick in his mouth. He had only been sucking a few seconds when he popped his mouth off of it.

"Don't tell me when your gonna cum, just do it." He said.

It was funny that he asked me that, because the first time that Eric came in my mouth, he didn't warn me and just did it. I was surprised by the amount of semen he releases in a single ejaculation and was worried that he'd be disappointed by how little I ejaculate, and the fact that I don't have a big penis. Eric didn't seem to care and went about his task as if it was the greatest penis on earth.

I did my best not to make any sudden moans or tense up as I started to cum, and I think I did a good job on surprising him. I just let him suck and suck until holding back wasn't even an option. I felt my cum racing towards the tip of my cock and I layed perfectly still. Eric moaned just as the first shot went off, then a second shot and the rest just sort fo flowed out. Eric just moaned and nursed on my cock like a newborn calf until I couldn't take it anymore. When he came back up to kiss me, he smiled in a way that I hadn't seen since we where kids. Like he was gonna say "Gee whiz, that was neat!" But we where too grown up to be saying - "gee whiz" or "neat" - Insted, Eric said:

"Let's get a hotel room on Grad Night." 

"So.......you want me to go to Grad Night with you?" I said.

"No, I don't want you to go with me, I want to go together." Eric said.

It took ten minutes for me to stop crying. I layed there on his Eric's bed with my face burried in one of his pillows while comforted me, and told me how sorry he was for hurting me the way that he did. If he was trying to help me to stop crying, he was going about it the wrong way. He could have just told me to shut the fuck up, but instead he layed across the back of my naked body and whispered things to me in the darkness of his bedroom. Things that I had only dreamed about. 

I know that I said that this was a night that I'd never forget, and that still remains to be the truth. But a few day later, Grad Night arrived, and it turned out to be the most....................

To Be Continued, LMFAO - Seymour...