John and Me

My name is Andrew, and this is the story how I came to meet the greatest man of my life. It was the summer of 1998, at a Catholic university in the south. I was heading into my senior year, and I had taken a job with campus ministry for the summer. Even though I knew I was gay and had been out to my parents for two years, I still remained very close to God and a devout Catholic. I had been involved in campus ministry since I started college. I liked everyone in that office, especially John. John was the Dean of Campus Ministry. He was 39, with salt and pepper hair, scruffy facial hair, and a beautiful lean body. I tried to keep my attraction to John to a minimum because not only was he the dean, he was my boss.

I still remember the first time I realized I had feelings for John. I had met him when I first started college with a student organization he was advising. I found him attractive right away, but really never developed feelings for him. This summer, however, was different. My job with campus ministry was to basically help John and his secretary with any odds and ends that they need help with around the office. Since it was summer, John wanted to clean out all of the storage areas. He called me over and as we were cleaning up he found a saint prayer card. He placed it in my shirt pocket, gave me a big smile, and said, "You should keep this." As soon as he touched me, I knew that I was developing feelings for him. I knew though, that given our ages and our positions, that nothing could ever come from it. Plus, for all I knew, John was straight.

About a month later, schools from all over the country came to my school for the annual Christian Convention. All of my friends had a great time. After everything was over, we took time to celebrate and had a barbeque. We were all hanging out when John and his friend came in. John came up to me and we started talking.
"Hey Andrew!"
"Hey John!"
"Andrew, I'd like you to meet my friend Colby."
"Hi Colby, it is nice to meet you!"
"Likewise."
"Yeah, Colby and I just thought we would see how things were going. We can't stay very long."
"I am sorry to hear that. I will see you in the office on Monday then."
"See you Monday!"
Soon after the barbeque John took a vacation and went to Ohio. He was gone for about a week and a half. When he got back he seemed to be down and throwing himself into his work. John's secretary Diane and I started talking because we were concerned.
"Diane, John is going to make himself sick if he is not careful."
"I know. He ended up completing a weeks worth of work this weekend by himself."
"He has been seeming a little down lately."
"Well, I think that is because he misses Colby. Now that Colby is living in Ohio, they are not going to get to see each other very much."
"Diane, can I ask you a weird question. I just want to make sure I am not crazy."
"Sure."
"Is Colby more than John's friend?"
"Well, friend is how John refers to him, but it is the same as a partner."
"So John is gay them? I just didn't know if we couldn't talk about it in the office."
"Well, all of the faculty here knows, it is just if the Archdioceses found out. John could be in a lot of trouble."
"That makes sense as to why John has been so down. I feel bad for him. His partner moved so far way."
"Well, this isn't the first time Colby has done this to John. Colby is always moving around and really doesn't consider John's feelings. Colby has some growing up to do.
Right when she said that John walked in.
"Hey Andrew!"
"Hey John!
Luckily he didn't hear what Diane and I were talking about. I really did start to feel bad for John. How hard that must have been to have someone you care so much about move so far away, and not really take your feelings into consideration. I really hoped that there was something I could do to raise his spirits.
When it was time to close up, John and were the only ones left in the office. Since John also lived on campus, we were walking back to the residence hall. On our way back, I ran into my friend Sam. I asked him what he was doing for dinner and he said that he already had plans. John said that he was free.
"Well, do you want to get dinner somewhere John?"
"Yeah, what are you in the mood for?"
"How about Mexican?
"Sounds great! We could go to Superior Grill."
"Okay."
It was kind of awkward at first. I had known John for about three years now, and it seemed that we were having trouble coming up with thing to talk about. The waitress came over and asked us if she could get us anything. At the same time we both said, "I'll take a margarita!" We both looked a each other and laughed.
"Thank god you ordered one too. I didn't want to feel like I would be setting a bad example."
"Please John, it is the end of the week. I need to wind down!"
"Yeah, I know what you mean. I've had better weeks."
"John, I don't mean to pry, but I have noticed you have been down lately. Is there anything you want to talk about?"
"I don't want to bother you with my problems."
"John, I know you are my boss, but we have known each other for three years and I would like to think of us as friends."
"Well, I have just really been missing Colby lately. He is just a really great friend and I feel that a part of me is missing."
"John, it's alright. I know that Colby is more than a friend and I really think you are handling it very well."
"How did you know?"
"John, I have known you for three years. Come on!"
"Andrew, please don't tell anyone, if…"
"John, you can trust me!" I placed my hand over his. He smiled at me, but then snapped out of it and moved his and placed it in his lap.
"Andrew, it is just I am so frustrated! He has moved five times this whole time that we have been together! He never seems to take my feelings into his thought process."
"How many years have you been together?
" 7 years. It just seems that every time he gets bored he wants to move. I am 39 years old. I am getting to the point I want to be with one person, settle down, and start a family."
"It seems that you guys are in two different places in your life. Have to talked to him about it?"
"Yes, he just doesn't seem to care."
"John, you are a great guy! You are so kind to everyone. You deserve someone that makes you happy."
"I love him though. It is just so hard to let go. I don't know how much longer I can do this."
"I will pray for you. If you ever need to talk John, I am here for you."
"Thanks!"
The rest of the dinner we talked about guys and relationships in general. We seemed to have a lot in common in what we wanted in a relationship. It felt that we were on the same wavelength. I thought to myself how nice it was to have an older gay man to look up to. I felt that if I ever needed relationship advice, I could go to John.
Another six weeks went by, and John and I just became closer and closer. We were moving offices and setting up for the new school year, so we were spending a lot of time outside of the offices and running errands together. There was one day in July that would change our relationship forever.
I was helping John in our new office after hours one day and as we were cleaning out a storage room, a pipe broke on the floor above us due to recent campus renovations. We started pulling things out of the storage room and called someone to turn off the water. However, John and I were soaking wet. I needed to go fill out my timesheet to leave and John was in his office.
"Hey John, I am just going to fill out my timesheet and take off if that is alright."
"Sure, listen, I want to thank you for your help today, and for your help these past couple months. It has been really nice talking to you. I enjoy are time together."
"Aww John, I feel the same way." I placed my hand on his arm and gave him a smile. He then placed his right hand on my chest. We both looked into each other's eyes. It was like something was drawing us together. We were so close that our foreheads were touching and I could hear and feel him breathing. Both of our hearts were racing.
"John, I can't do this. I know that you love Colby. I really care about you, but I can't let this happen. You would never forgive yourself." As I started pulling away, John stopped me.
"Andrew, I need to tell you something. I broke up with Colby two weeks ago. You were right. We are in two different places, plus there was another major problem."
"What's that?"
"I fell in love with you!"
"John, I love you to. but if anyone found out…" Just then he kissed me. I just melted. After our lips parted he said that if there was anyone he could trust it was me.
"All we have to do is keep this a secret for a year. Andrew, I want to be with you after you graduate."
"John, I have wanted you for so long." I kissed him back.
"Andrew, I want to make love to you!"
John and I went to his apartment on campus. As soon as were went in, he took me to his bedroom. It started raining outside and we came into a dark bedroom. I slowly began unbuttoning his shirt. I kissed his beautiful hairy chest. He brought me up to him and kissed me. He slowly lifted and took off my t-shirt. He started kissing my neck and moved down my chest to my nipples. He slowly took each one, kissing, licking, and sucking them. Moving down my abs, he reached my jeans. He slowly unbuckled my jeans and they slid to the floor. Kissing my waist, he took off my underwear. He came up and kissed me and I started unbuttoning his shorts. When they fell to the floor I noticed he was not wearing any underwear and he had a huge 9 inch cock. I wanted him more than I wanted anything in my whole life. He kissed me as he laid me on the bed, and laid on top of me.
I couldn't believe that I was feeling our two hot bodies together for the first time. I could feel his heart racing and his breathing becoming heavier. I passionately kissed him, running my fingers through his soft salt and pepper hair. He kissed my neck, breathed, and whispered in my ear as we grinded our bodies together. He kept whispering, "l love you, and I want to be inside you!" He started kissing down by body and when he reached my cock he said, "I love you!" and in one movement he deep throated me. I let out a moan like I never have before. He continued to suck on my cock until I felt I was about to explode. When he stopped, I thought he would want me to return the favor, but instead he lifted up my legs and spread my ass cheeks and started rimming me. After he got me nice and wet, he started tongue fucking me. Every time I thought I was going to cum he would hold back. He brought me right up to the edge of cumming 6 times. He came up and kissed me, and now I knew it was my turn. I rolled over on top of him and began kissing and licking my way down. When I reached his cock, I slowly licked the head and placed it into my mouth. As I would move up and down the shaft I would put pressure with my tongue on the bottom side of his cock. I deep throated him and kept trying to swallow so my throat muscles my massage his cock. Just when he as about to cum, he told me to stop. As I took his cock out of his mouth, he laid me on my back and placed my legs on his shoulders. He began rubbing the head of his cock on my asshole. He kissed me and told me that he wanted to be face to face as he made love to me. He kissed me again, and as he was kissing me he slowly pushed his cock inside me. Once he was completely inside me, he slowly began pumping in and out of me.
"Oh, John, I never knew it could be like this!"
"Andrew, I love so much!"
"Oh my god! Fuck me!"
John began pounding me hard. He kissed me and as I ran my hands through his hair, he took my hands and placed them above my head. I moaned in pure ecstasy every time John would hit my prostate. After John figured out what he was doing he purposely hit my prostate over and over. John has been the only man that made my eyes roll back into my head. After pounding my ass for 30 minutes I felt myself about to come. I couldn't take it anymore and shot the biggest load of my life. I shot so hard and never touched my cock. As soon as I came, John groaned and began pouring his load into me. He laid on top of me, spent. We kissed and he told me how much he loved me. As we fell asleep I laid my head on his chest and he wrapped his arms around me.
I woke up the next morning still in his arms. I was afraid that he might regret what happened. He woke up and kissed me.
"Good morning cutie!" I smiled at him. He placed is hand on my cheek, told me that he loved me, and kissed me. We spent most of that weekend in bed.
This story is completely fictional!

The rest of the summer we would work together in the office as co-workers, but at night we were lovers. I did end up leaving my job to focus more on school. However, I don't think I spent even a handful of nights in my own room that year. When graduation came around, our love was stronger than ever. We made love three times that night. As he was holding me he said, "Andrew, this year has been the best year of my life. You have brought me so much joy, and I never want to live without this. I need to ask you something."
"What?"
"Andrew, I love you more than anything, and I don't want to spend a day of my life without you. Will you marry me?"
"Yes!"
He pulled out a box from the nightstand and it had to gold wedding bands. I began to cry. The next day, I called all of my friends, and they all told me they knew something was going on and they were so happy for us. We told my parents shortly after. They were not too crazy about our age difference at first, but once they got to know John, they loved him like a son. We were married that next May. John and I have been together for 8 years. We are still so crazy about each other. He did end up quitting his job at the university. He told me that he wanted to live our life together openly. We adopted two girls, Rebekah and Rachel. He is such a wonderful husband and father. I count my blessing every day.