Jon my first man

College and high school were always tough for me. I knew I was gay for a few years now but I never really came out because I didn`t want to get picked on. So I repressed my sexuality. I`d given a guy a blowjob once before and that`s when I knew I liked cock. Then one day I met Jon. He was a friend I`d known for a while.

I knew he was gay and thought that he could help really know if I was gay or not. So I call him and ask him if he would have sex with me. He happily agreed. I nervously drove to his house. I almost went home as I knocked on the door. My heart was racing when he opened the door and let me in. Jon was a tall guy with a mustache/beard combo.

He was quite buff too. Before we started I stalled by using the bathroom. I was so nervous about the whole thing. I walked out and he surprises me with a small and sensitive kiss. It was magical. He lead me upstairs to his room(he lived at home while going to college). He got on his bed and layed on top of him. We started making out and it felt amazing. My heart was pumping as he slowly lifted my shirt up. I could feel him getting hard in his sweatpants. I pulled up his shirt ans started making out with him again. His beard tickled my chin. I could feel his fully erect cock against mine. I moved down to his groin and untied his pants.

My hands began to shake as I pulled his pnts off. Slowly his 7″cock came out of his boxers. I started to blow him. He moaned in delight. I tried to deepthroat him but I couldn`t fit it all in my mouth. He started to stand up to unbutton my pants. We started kissing again as I stroked his cock and he pulled my pants down. Once we were both naked the real fun began.

He got back on his bed and I started sucking his cock again. After a few minutes of that he asked me if I was ready to get fucked. I told him yes. He got off the bed and stood up. He lifted my legs onto his shoulders. Slowly his cock entered me. It hurt so bad and I started to moan from the pain. He pulled out. I was upset.