Just Love

My alarm went off at 7:00am, on the first day of spring break. I sluggishly got out of bed and went to the bathroom. When I got in I couldn't really see much, partially from drowsiness and partially because I had my contacts out. I rubbed my eyes and managed to put the contacts in. Once I could see I took a second to look at myself in the mirror. I had been working till now to look good for summer and it was working. I'm about 5'8'' dark brown straight hair, and while I didnt have huge arms or pecs I did have my nice six pack that I had been working towards. Satisfied I got in the shower, when I was done I got out, got dressed, and went downstairs for breakfast. I checked my phone and I had a message from a buddy Brandon. "Meet me at the park in 30 mins, bring a raquet." As awesome as it sounded to go play tennis with Brandon I was nervous. He was an amazing tennis player and while I had taken lessons with him when I was little I had stopped when we got to highschool.

I finished my breakfast and upstairs to put some good clothes for tennis on. When I finished I ran out of the house and jumped in the car and left. I thought as I drove, I knew I was gay and I was still in the closet with it. I figured I'd wait til I got out of highschool. As I contemplated my inevitable act I thought about Brandon. He was 6ft tall had dark brown short hair, an amazing golden tan, and a perfect body. I always liked Brandon a lot (as a friend) but now I started to think about him like more than that. I quickly dismissed the thoughts as I pulled into the park, Brandon was straight and even if he wasn't he could have his pick. I got out and saw him standing there on the courts. He waved "Hey Man come on lets play!" he yelled. I ran up to meet him "Hey dude sorry it took me a while I was eating when I got your text." I said. "No big deal your here now." he replied. I started thinking of me and him again, maybe it was his voice that triggered it, i dont know, but i couldn't stop. I had crushes before, but none were i didnt just think about sex. I thought about watching a movie and him putting his arm around me, i thought about laying in bed together. The thoughts snapped out as his first serve hit me in the face.

"Hey dude are you okay? you zoned out!" He yelled.
it took a second but I responded, "Yeah I'm fine I just was thinking."
I collected my thoughts and got up, we played for a while.
"Man I'm getting tired, ya wanna book it and get some food?" he asked.
"Yeah sure." I said. We got in his car and left for lunch, I left my car and he said we'd be able to get it later. We went to Mcdonalds and sat down. Then after a minute we got out food and started eating.
"So do you want to go to my house or what?" he asked.

"Um Thats fine with me, my cars locked so I could get it any time." we made a plan and when we were done eating we went to his house. I stayed the night and the whole time i was there I couldn't get him out of my mind, no matter what we did. Playing videogames, whatever girl gets him sure is lucky. watching a funny movie, Brandon's way funnier then these idiots. Watching a scary movie, I dont care if we got killed I'd make out with him in the woods. Finally at about midnight we fell asleep. When the sun peaking through the window woke me up i looked around the room to find myself alone. I went into the kitchen, figuring he was eating and found a note. "the towing company called, said they picked up your car, its down the street so I'm gonna go walk and get it BRB-Brandon" How nice of him i thought. I got out a bowl, some cereal, some milk.

It wasn't till I was pouring the milk that it hit me. I lost focus and the milk spilled everywhere. In my car was a tiny note sheet in the drivers side visor. It was a little thing i had copied from a website, gay motivational sayings for the morning. things like its okay, and when you come out people will accept you. I had stuck it up there one day when it was in my shorts and i had no where else to put it. If he found that it would be all over. He would know i was gay. He'd probably come home and make me leave. I could lose him if he has to find out that way, alone. I sat on the couch waiting, to nervous to eat the cereal that was getting soggy. My hands shook as I anticipated what would come next.

The door opened and Brandon walked in. Nothing was said but he sat down next to me. I was still shaking and he noticed. He grabbed my arm and my heart plunged into my stomach, the shaking stopped. "I love you" was the first thing he said. My stomach (already in my stomach) fell even deeper. Not only had he found the note, not only had he accepted me, but he was in love with me. I opened my mouth to speak but his finger came across my lips and silenced me. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close, against his chest. It felt warm as I listened to the warm rhythmic beats of his heart. "I love you too" was all I could muster.

He retracted a bit, looked me in the eyes, and kissed me. He then pulled back for a second as if registering if he did the right thing, then he went back in. His tongue entered my mouth and i welcomed it with mine. Our tounges danced in bliss, exstatic to finally be meeting. The moment over took me and I wrapped my arms around him, wanting to pull him closer then possible. I pulled away and looked at him. "Now you have me, what do you want to do to me?" i asked. He looked at me and said "Please dont, you make it sound like its just a hookup. I...I dont just want to fuck you alright? I want this to matter, I want to make love." I looked in his eyes and was filled with the warmest feeling, he had said exactly what I had dreamed in my wildest fantasies. I got up and led him to his bedroom. I layed on the bed and he layed on top of me. He took off his shirt and mine then pulled off our pants/underwear. I looked at him naked, taking in every inch of beauty.

He went down and kissed my chest, farther and farther til he reached my semi-erection. He licked the head, glistening with precum and took it into his mouth. The warmth of his mouth surrounded my dick as he sucked on it, i let out moans to encourage him. After only a few minutes i pulled out. He asked if he did something wrong and I said no. I lifted my legs and pulled apart my ass exposing my virgin hole. "I want you inside me" I said. "Theres no place I'd rather be" he replied. I melted at the comment and as I fell deeper into ecstasy he put on some lubricant and started to push in. It hurt as the head made it past, then the rest of the 7in shaft. When he was all the way in he stopped looked me in the eyes and embraced me. I wrapped my arms around him and nodded, we kissed, and as we did he started to hump me. the in and out motion sent me over the top, I was moaning and begging for more of him. "Brandon, I..oh...i love you"

"I love you too." I pulled him tighter as his dick pulsated and he came in my ass. the warm cum made me feel full and as he pulled out an emptiness came over me. "I want my turn to feel you to" He said. My heart thumped in my chest, not only did I have my angel inside me but i was going to go inside of him. I was laying down on my back and my dick was still fully erect. He crawled over and got on top of me he raised himself up and positioned his ass over my dick. "you dont know how long I've waited for this" he said. There again right as we start he made me melt. He lowered himself onto the head, it was a tight fit but once he made it he continued down the 7in shaft of my dick he had left. when he made it down all the way he stopped and leaned over me. "you ready?" I whispered in his ear. "For what seems like an eternity i have been." he replied. i kissed him and he reared back up sitting slightly crouched over.

He raised him self up and down, increasing in speed. Having a bouncing ride on my dick. The warmth of his hole surrounding my dick in a similar but immensely better way than his mouth had. I couldn't even speak, he let out loud moans of ecstasy and gave me a lovign look. He bounced faster and I felt my dick swell, making a tighter fit in his ass. He leaned down and kissed me as i reached my limit and came into him. My dick regained its flaccidness. And he pulled off. He layed next to me and pulled the cover on top of us. I rested my head on his chest and smiled. Just yesterday I had only wildly hoped to find a man I could love and now here he was. from under my nose the whole time to losing our virginity to each other. "I want this." He said. "I do to, more than anything." i replied.

"then lets come out, no matter what the cost I dont want this moment to just be a memory, I want this forever." he said. I was taken aback entirely, this was my dream, to love another man and have him love me. I said all i could muster "Id like that, and I want this too forever, I love you."

"So long I've wanted to hear that." he said. I smiled and drifted off, We fell asleep in each others arms.

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