Just friends: Part 1

Jay.

My plans for valentines day had gone exactly how I thought they would. I was sitting on my bed, playing video games in my t-shirt and underwear. I had called Tara last night and asked if she wanted to grab a bite to eat and see a movie today. She rudely rejected it, saying that she had 'better' things to do. "Dumb bitch" I thought, rolling my eyes. I knew she liked me, she begged for my attention half the time and then when I payed her it she would push me away. I know they say play hard to get but it was ridiculous. I descided I wasn't going to bother with her anymore, let her know what a huge mistake it was to not be straightforward about what you want. My phone rang suddenly and loudly causing me to jump out of my skin. I grabbed it and checked the screen to see if it was someone that I really wanted to answer to on my relaxing day off. I pressed the answer button almost instantly when I saw Harry's name.

"Hello?" I said.
"Joe...He...ah...another guy...uh...he...they...were together...and I ran...and...uh...I...Help me!" He was an absolute state, I couldn't understand a word he was saying as he sobbed down the phone.

"Hang on i'll be over in ten minutes!" I said and hung up. I threw my mobile on my bed and rushed about to wash up and get into a clean set of clothes. I had no idea what was wrong, but all I knew was that it didn't sound good! Once I had my jeans on I grabbed my keys, wallet and phone and rushed out the door, hopped into my car and sped off down the street. Five minutes later I was already at his house and hurrying towards the front door. I knocked loudly and waited. I felt as if i'd been standing there for a good three minutes before the door slowly opened and I came face to face with my bestfriend. His hair was a mess and his eyes were swolen. He didn't say a word, instead he just sort of fell against my chest and cuddled close against me weeping loudly. I lifted him up and carried him back into the front room. We were the same height but he was much lighter than me. I crossed the room with him in my arms with ease and dropped him down on the sofa. I then sat down next to him and waited until he had collected himself and was able to speak.

"He was in bed with someone else! Remember that boy named Matthew that was in the year above us at school? It was him. His mum left the front door open and I sneaked in to suprise him and when I opened his bedroom door he was having sex with Matthew!" Harry stuttered, wiping his eyes with his sleeve.

"Oh my god..." I gasped. I was actually shocked. I knew Joe was an asshole. A selfish, irritating bastard for that matter. But I never once thought he was ACTUALLY cheat on Harry. I always thought he was far to lazy to keep up two different relationships to be honest. I pulled him close and he ended up sitting comfortably on my lap. "Your too good for him" I said confidently in his ear. Harry nodded his head even though I knew he probally didn't believe what I had just said right now. A few minutes went by until his body finally stopped shaking and the tears came to a hault.

"All okay?" I asked, even though I knew it would take a little longer than five minutes to make him feel better about everything.
"I think i'm just more disappointed in the let down, I wanted to have a really nice day today, I don't think my misery is even about Joe..." Harry replied softly, wiping his eyes yet again. This was typical Harry, five minutes ago when I knocked on his front door he was a mess and now he had finally had time to calm down he was seeing sense.

"You can still have a nice day Harry...We can go see a movie and then go out for dinner afterwards. You can still have the date you wanted even if it's with your bestfriend" I said, the idea just suddenly coming into my head. Harry turned round and smiled brightly at me, something that I didn't think i'd see from him so soon. I must admit it felt weird referring to a day out with your bestfriend as a 'date', on valentines day of all days. But I was more than Happy to do that with Harry, plus it wasn't like we were attracted to eachother in that sort of way.
"I'm guessing Tara didn't want to go out with you today?" Harry giggled, knowing what a stuck up bitch this girl was. He was baffled as to why I wanted to date her as he thought she was awful. Kind of like how I felt about him and Joe. But Harry was right, Tara was in a way awful...

"You guessed it! God, I think i'm gonna stop wasting my time" I muttered.
"I think so too."
"Go get yourself cleaned up and then we'll head out!" I said, lifting him off my lap and poking him in the stomach. Harry grinned again then headed for the stairs...

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Harry.

I checked myself out once more in front of the mirror. My hair was done, I was wearing my nice jeans and one of my more presentable shirts. I had sprayed myself heavily with colone and was actually really excited. It felt weird really, realizing that I was dressing up more for my bestfriend who had known me for years than I ever had done for my now ex-boyfriend. I slowly began decending down the stairs, I felt nervous even though I practically saw Jay every single day of my life. I reached the front room where he was standing waiting for me. He smile peacefully when he saw me, "Looking good mate!" he said giving me an affectionate pat on the shoulder. I wanted to hear something like "You look stunning" or "You look beautiful"...you know, something more appropriate for a date. But then I realized it was my bestfriend, not only my friend but my straight friend as well, only taking me out because he felt sorry for me. It was nice to hear that I looked good, it was more than Joe ever said to me. Jay picked up his things and headed for the door. I grabbed my keys and fallowed him out to his car.

Jay turned on the radio and pulled out of my drive way. The car journey to town was pretty quiet on my behalf. Jay talked a lot, about sport and about the new car he was hoping to get but I wasn't really saying anything. I was thinking about Joe, thinking about how all my relationships were so meaningless, thinking about my day out with Jay. My eyes wondered to Jay's crotch. I often did this when he sat next to me just to see the huge cucumber shaped rod that lay down his left leg. I bit my lip gently, wondering what he'd do if I reached over and rubbed his cock through his jeans...then eventually, when it got hard, taking it out and kiss the tip, then finally result to sucking him until he came in my mouth.

I trembled slightly taking one last glance before yanking my head away and staring out the window thinking about what I had just seen. It had never been a mystery to me why so many girls wanted Jay (or if they'd already had him, wanted more). He had a great body from playing all the sports he did, he was toned from head to toe. He has a cute baby face, full lips, big brown eyes and a set of straight, white teeth. Looking as perfect as he did he could very well of been stuck up and arrogant. But he wasn't, he was the sweetest, most accepting guy who was grateful for everything he ever had, I wished that the girls he dated could see that about him so that he could have a happy relationship.

They seemed to take advantage of his kidness, money and that huge piece of meat he had between his legs. "I wonder what he's like in bed..." I thought as I felt a slight tingle in my own dick. I imagine him to be romantic and passionate, but at the same time powerful and rough, letting you know that he was in charge of your body. I had never really had an actual crush on Jay, but I often wished it was me in his room, getting his cock all hard and slippery before lowering myself down on top of him until his gigantic tool spread my virgin hole and entered my body, going deep and deeper and

"Here we are!" Jay said loudly, suddenly jerking the car to a hault in the cinema carpark. I jumped slightly hearing his voice breaking my train of thought but I don't think he noticed. I grabbed my jacket off the backseat and we headed towards the cinema...

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Jay.

To our disappointment the film we wanted to see ended up being an hours wait until the next screening. Everything else on seemed dire so we decided to walk around town and window shop for a while. We ended up in a cafe talking for about two hours. "Oh crap we missed the film again!" I groaned, checking the time on my phone. Harry's face showed a tiny sign of disappointment before he shook his head and smiled. "Fuck it! It's already half five and i'm starving hungry. Let's just go for dinner" he suggested, getting up from the table. I thought that was a pretty good idea and fallowed suit. We ended up going to an all you can eat Chinese buffet.

It wasn't the most expensive of places but Harry didn't seem to mind too much. I did feel like I should be maybe spending a little more on my heartbroken friend and therefore ordered their most pricey wine. Harry had gone through two glasses while I was still gently sipping on a glass of coke. He even convinced me to have a glass of wine myself, it tasted pretty good even though wine wasn't really my thing. Even though the wine was very nice, I didn't have anymore because I was driving. By the time we left Harry could barely walk, he had after all had almost a whole bottle of good wine to himself. I laughed as I lifted him gently and placed him in the car. He scrambled about a bit trying to find his seatbelt. I sighed and shook my head, doing it up for him.

"D-Don't act all disappointed at me! Your the one who bought it for me!" he giggled as I got into the drivers seat and started the car.

"I bought it to make it more like a date night for ya!" I replied, smiling warmly at my bestfriends tipsy state. It had been a while since he had a lot to drink seeing as it effected his training. The rest of the car journey was pretty quiet. I glanced slightly to see why Harry wasn't talking and chuckled slightly when I saw that he was fast asleep, head back with his mouth open, catching flies as he snored softly. About twenty minutes later I turned into his drive. I sat there watching Harry's peaceful face masked in shadows. I almost didn't want to wake him, however I knew the best thing for him right now was his bed. "Harry...hey buddy, were home!" I hissed, shaking his arm. Harry groaned and shifted in his seat, before opening his eyes and looking at me.

"Home already?" he whispered, sitting up straight and opening the car door.
"We've been driving for like half an hour!" I chuckled and got out to help him to his front door. Harry fumbled about before finally unlocking the door and entering his house which seemed warm in contrast to the cold, February night. He turned to face me, his face suddenly becoming serious and thoughtful.

"What's wrong?" I said nervously, sensing something deep was on his mind.

"I just had an amazing night Jay. Really I did. I'm kind of overwhelmed at how you treat me...you treat me the way all the guys i've ditched you for SHOULD treat me. Your my bestfriend, I love ya and from now on nothing and no one is going to ever come between us. You are so, so kind to me. I know we care about eachother equally, but you SHOW that you care twice as much as I do. I feel so lucky to have you as a friend, more amazingly a bestfriend. The way you are towards me is just the most special thing and what makes it even more amazing is the fact that you don't even have to do all the things you do for me. A normal friend would call me, say a few comforting things and then go and forget all about it. But you, your something else, you rushed round, held me the way I needed at that point and then whisked me out for probably the best evening i've had in a long time.

What i'm trying to say is...Thank you! Thank you for everything!" Harry whispered and I saw a single tear fall down his cheek. Then it happened... I had no idea it would, I thought that perhaps this was just some of the drunken mess guys say to eachother when they've had to much to drink. But I was incorrect. And I knew I was as soon as I felt Harry's lips touch mine. My body jerked in shock for a second but soon calmed down. For some reason it felt okay. If it had been anyone else I probally would of shoved them off me and ran for the hills. But it was Harry, my bestfriend since I was ten years old, his arms wrapped round my neck and his soft mouth on mine.

He needed this right now, he knew I cared about him, saw that I cared about him and I guess that now he needed to feel it more than anything. Absent-mindedly my arms raised and I wrapped them round his waist, pulling him closer towards me. He smelt so good! I had been so close to him all day but had never realized how sweet and pure he smelt until I was holding him in my arms. We kissed for what felt like hours but I knew it couldn't have been anymore than two minutes. We finally pulled away, my head felt fuzzy even though I barely had anything to drink, my arms dropped to my side and I stared at Harry who's eyes shone brightly. "I'll see you soon, your gonna be alright getting yourself to bed and everything yeah?" I asked, backing ever so slowly out the door.

"I'm good! See ya soon Jay!" he grinned and closed the door.

I practically sprinted towards my car, feeling a ringing in my head. I jumped in and sped off down the street, heading home as fast as I could. But it was all too much. I checked that no one was around on this silent night and slammed my breaks on as hard as I could. All was still and quiet, but that was shortly broken as I slammed my head against the steering wheel in frustration. It hurt quite a bit and I knew I would probably have a bruise there tomorrow but there was far to much on my mind to think about that right now! So many things were rushing around my head. You kissed him! You kissed a guy! I know straight guys sometimes do that but damn it's normally when they're drunk or are like bi-curious or something! This was totally unexpected. I didn't just kiss a guy either, I kissed my gay bestfriend! Does that mean i'm into guys too?! God this is all so fucked up! What the hell have I done...

Hey guys, i'm actually taking a break from Sammie's Choice. I'm finding it difficult to find inspiration to write it. Plus I feel like people aren't enjoying it very much. This is something that I have just started working on and I hope you guys liked part one. Let me know what you think, it would be greatly appreciated. Thank you :)