Learning about myself

A few years back I was sent to a seminar in Fort Worth with a coworker who was openly gay. I had always thought John was a nice guy, but was not interested in him since I was a married man of 20 plus years. When we went to check in we discovered the company had only booked one room for us to share. I was a little uncomfortable with the idea, but didn't want to seem like I was homophobic so we grabbed our luggage and went to the room. The next morning we went to the first day of our seminar, had a nice lunch and some good conversation and returned to our room by early evening. John said he was going to shower so I sat on my bed and watched TV. After his shower John paraded past the TV nude while drying his hair with a towel. He stood there staring out the windows looking over the city lights. I noticed he was in pretty good shape while only being a few years my senior at about 50. He was a reasonably handsome man with salt and pepper hair. He turned and asked "You wanna get something to eat?" and I just stared at his dick. He must have noticed and approached me slowly and I must have been mesmerized, because he lifted my chin with his hand and kissed me passionately. My marriage had entered the phase of monthly sex was a chore on my wife's part and I was taken back by his enthusiasm. To my surprise my groin responded with a rush of blood to my cock. He pulled back, asked " Is this OK?". I said nothing, which he took for a yes and kissed me again and I responded eagerly accepting his tongue and feeling passion I had not felt in years. We fell back on the bed and he rubbed my gay cock which was solid by now. I helped him remove my pants and he started sucking me like he enjoyed. No asking he wanted to do it, it was wonderful. He stopped, and we continued kissing with him laying on top of me. I could feel his hard cock rubbing against mine and I was leaking cum like mad. I could not help myself when I reached down to grab his man meat. It was bigger than mine at about 8 inches, warm and solid. He rolled over on his back, inviting me to suck it without saying a word and I was more than happy to oblige him. Now I did fool around with another guy in college, but I blamed it on alcohol, I was not drunk here. I submitted to the moment and wrapped my lips around this marvelous organ. I started working up and down which responded to with moans. He put his hands on my head as if to offer guidance, a few aggressive thrusts resulted in gagging, but I didn't want to stop. I knew what I wanted to happen so I kept sucking. After a few minutes, its seemed his cock got larger, he said, "I'm going to cum" and I waited for the eruption. Soon waves of salty sperm were spraying into my throat and I couldn't help but gag, but I was also happy with myself. I tried to swallow some of it but some had run out. John kissed me and told me I was wonderful. I had been seduced by a man and enjoyed it. There were two days to go and a lot more for me to learn. To this day I still cruise the internet for gay stories to read and realize there are many older men like myself discovering new things about themselves. I will have to submit about the rest of my seminar later.