Louser III

“Fuck man, I wish I had I time machine, so I could go back 3 months from now.” He said. I just kept shaking my head in disbelief. This couldn’t be true, the guy I liked for so long likes me? And the irony of the situation was, that I now was in a relationship. “My cock is so hard right now.” He said. He began to rub his pants which made my mouth water. He then began to tell me about all the fantasies he had about me. Like one for example, “I would go to your house at night, break a window and sneak into your room. I would jump on top of you and pin your arms down. You would be awake by now and scream, I would have to shut you up with something, like my dick. After that I would curl into a ball next to you and then we’d fuck.” Then I started to think and slowly started to realize, we could of actually been something!

“FUCK man fuck.” I screamed.

“What happen?” He asked

“Fuck man we couldn’t of been, I mean we could of…” I said.

“Yeah I know dude, fuck” He said.

What really pissed me off is that Zak was such a nice kid, really good boyfriend material even though he looked like a dirty rocker. Because he was so ‘good’ there was no chance we would ever hook up as long as I was with Daniel. So why be with Daniel? I mean he was cute and all but there was no real spark, nothing really meant anything. But I’ve whished for a relationship for so long that I put all my eggs in one basket so to speak. Even if I wanted to I don’t know if I could leave Daniel. So after we talked for a while about how fucked up everything was, Daniel pulled up… with Heidi, his girlfriend. This reminded me that this relation ship was sorta open so I guess I still had a shot with Zak. I told him id see him around before walking towards to Daniel’s car. When I saw him kiss her I stopped in my tracts, I didn’t know how this was gonna work if it felt this bad every time I saw them kiss.

“Eh, hello” I said, nonchalantly with a half-wave.

“OH, Hi you must be Ares” Heidi said, taken her little lips of my boyfriend while Daniel just stared at her as if I didn’t just greet them.

“Yeah that’s me, and your Heidi I assume.” I said, silently thinking “WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS? I’m just suppose to be okay with this? And I’m the other guy being brought into this already functioned couple?” I couldn’t stand it.

“Hey Ares, I’m gonna talk to Heidi for a minute ill catch you inside in a few.” He said calmly, that annoyed me so much, but I rolled it off and just walked back to see if I could find Zak. When I caught up to him I didn’t even feel like being anywhere at that moment.

“Hey Zak” I said, tapping on the shoulder trying to keep up with him

“Sup?” He said turning around, I could tell he didn’t know who I was till he saw me as his frown started to disappear.

“Wanna get out of here? I don’t feel so good.” I asked with my puppy dog eyes. I knew what was on my mind and I’m sure you do to, I’m still not sure if he did. I wanted to separate myself from Daniel and Zak could have been my gateway.

“Sure man, let me give my keys to Kim and ill meet you outside.” He said. I could see him thinking it over as he walked away, that “Should I do this?” look on his face. When I got back to my car I could see them still talking across the parking lot. She had her face in her hands, and he had his hands on her waist. I got lost in thought watching them until Zak came and brought me back.

“You okay to drive?” He asked.

“Nah, my stomach is messed up, you drive” I said as I tossed him the keys and got in on the passenger side. Somehow this turned into him taken me home, which I didn’t want it to be, but for some reason I felt sick. I of course fell asleep in the car, and when we got to my house… well my memory gets fuzzy around here. I know it involved me vomiting, a failed kiss, and me passing out. When I awoke my cousin was wetting a towel and placing it on my forehead

“Uhh what happen?” I said looking around.

“Well Zak was here till like 6, when I came home, I offered to take him home but he said that someone needed to look out for you. He didn’t wanna use your car for some reason saying something about you might need it.” She said. I found out Zak stayed the night taken care of me, it makes me so angry that he’s such a nice guy. That brought me to the conclusion of breaking up with Daniel to actually be with Zak. “But, I made him take it anyway.” She said.

“Haha, you don’t even know him and you let him use my car?” I asked.

“Yeah, cause your nice like that. But we did talk for a while, it seems he has quite a little crush on you.” She said placing the towel back in the bucket.

“He said that?” I asked surprised.

“No, you can just see it, when he smiles when he looks at you and when he talks about you and how serious he looks at you when your face changes when you sleep.” She said. Which made me grin uncontrollably, it seems they were both watching me at one point. “Stop smiling so hard” She said with a smile as she tried to place that cold told back on my head. I took it away from her cause I really hate the cold. “Okay well I’m going to bed you seem fine now. Good night, or morning whatever.” She said as she left my room to enter her. I laid in my bed for a while replaying the events in my head. Daniel, Heidi, Zak, and my car that wasn’t there I thought. So I picked up the phone and dialed an L and O and an U. It rang twice then someone answered,

“Hello?” some boy answered.

“Lou?” I asked.

“Sec, let me go get him” He said. I figured it was one of his little brothers. After a few, this incredibly sexy voice answered.

“Yo?” Lou answered.

“Yo Douche Bag, come pick me up Zak has my car.” I said. These were how our usually conversations started.

“K fag, let me finish this then ill come scoop your dumbass up.” He said.

“Finish what, masturbating? I asked.

“Haha, you wish” He laughed and hung up. I did wish, I always wished… After a hour and a few he knocked on my door. “Ready?” He asked when I answered the door. Lou would always do stuff like this at a drop of a dime, which made me love him so much even though his only excuse was “I do this for all my friends”. We stopped by Zak’s house, he wasn’t there and I didn’t have his number. We headed to ch to see if he was there, which he wasn’t but his car was, as well as Kim. Kim was one of the much appreciated Bartenders (5’7 Jet Black hair, wickedly sexy eyes much more then Zak‘s kinda punk pretty), sadly she’s not there as much or ever anymore. I told her what happen and she said she would get Zak’s keys, before she disappeared into the back. I saw Lou sitting at one of the empty tables staring blankly into Earth, no doubt thinking about where to get some. I thought about Zak for a second and how if I just confessed my feelings to him earlier, we would be together. So I decided to tell him now, how I felt. I sat down in his direct view and waited for his eyes to focus on me. While I waited I thought that I shouldn’t make a big deal about this and just act like my love for him is normal. So when he finally saw me, instead of telling him how I felt, I said

“You’re so sexy.” just as Kim came back with Zak’s keys.

“Haha, fag” He said, and I laughed. I got the keys from Kim and walked out to Zak’s car. Lou came out and asked me what that was about.

“What was what about?” I asked.

“You called me sexy?” He questioned.

“Cause you are.” I said, before getting into Zak’s car. I liked to leave him asking for more, and I could tell I did before I drove off. Driving back, images of Lou popped into my head. His smile, those perfect teeth that hide behind his gorgeous lips. How I wanted to kiss them, how I wanted to lick them. His body, his abs, his navel, his chest, his… Then my phone rang, it was Daniel. He wanted to talk about us, and my mind went straight to him breaking up with me.

~~ Sorry this took longer then the others, I know i shouldn't tell you guys this cause its like spoiler action so (SPOILER ALERT) I just broke up with Lou (SPOILER ALERT). So I will take time to process stories so my failed relationship won't interfere. Thanks for reading~~