Louser IV : continue

“Was up?” I asked.

“Umm, dude can we talk?” Lou asked.

“That’s what we are doing, smart guy.” I said.

“You know what I mean ass.” He said.

“Yeah, well I’m at work right now ill call you when I get off, or is it something…” I said.

“Nah, don’t worry I’m good, ill talk to you when you done, later” He said right as the phone flashed ‘call ended’. I stared at it kinda sad that Lou’s voice was gone from my ears. God that’s so stalkerish, thinking about this boy’s freaking voice, wtf is wrong with me? But I would talk to him later, so I focused on my job.
Two hours later, everyone started to close up and go, I could of stayed but knew I didn‘t want to. As soon as the lock turned in the keyhole to the office locking it, I pulled out my phone and called back the last contact. Three rings later. “Hello?” Lou said.

“Louie?” I asked.

“Yeah, was up?” He asked.

“You said you wanted to talk?” I redirected.

“Yeah, but not over the phone, can you come over here?” He asked.

“Yeah, ill be right there.” I said.

“Cool.” He said.

“Bye…” I said as he hung up. So I’m getting the feeling I kinda fucked him up in the head with that come on the other day. By the hesitance in his voice, and the haste to get off the phone. Either he was getting a blowjob or he was worried. Yeah, so I’m speeding down the highway, COMPLETELY forgetting that I wanted to meet Daniel at home. I arrive at Lou’s house 20 minutes later, and before I even get out of my car, much less knock on the door, Lou walks out, like he’s been waiting for hours.

“What took you so long?” Lou asked. I kinda rolled my eyes but came back with.

“Oh you know, gotta slow down after you hit the third random pedestrian” I joked.

“Haha, so where are you taking me?” Lou asked.

“Taking you? I thought you wanted to talk?” I asked.

“Yeah, but here with my dumbass brothers?” He asked rhetorically.

“Yeah I’m sure they have some great convo to bring to the table.” I smiled.

“I hope that’s sarcasm” He stated.

“Well you can stay there and find out or get in.” I said. He shrugged his shoulders and crossed around to the passenger side. When he got in so did his scent. I don’t think he realized my eyes rolling back in my head as he buckled his seatbelt. I laid my head on the steering wheel as I started the car so he wouldn’t notice. I dunno, angry at the fact that he can make me feel this way I turned to him and sneered as I backed out of the driveway without looking. But of course he just smiled and kept eye contact, that smug mother fucker! “So, do you wanna get something to eat or something? Or we just gonna wonder around till the gas is gone?” I ask as we rode down Broadway.

“How bout a couple a burgers?” He asked

“Alright” I said, turning around to make it to the Wendy’s I just passed up. Since it was near closing time the place was pretty much empty, so we choose to actually go in for a change and ‘talk’. After we order, mixed our drinks with whatever soda was available, we sat down and ate. “So… what did you wanna talk about?” I asked to start things off.

“Nothing, really I just wanted an excuse to get out of the house.” Lou stated boldly.

“ahah?” I looked around confused, but then caught on the game he was playing. “Wow… your boring.” I said.

“I’m not boring!” He quickly snapped.

“Obviously you are, getting my hopes up for nothing… tease…. Boring tease.” I said.

“What is that suppose to mean?” He asked.

“You know what it means” I said.

“No, I don’t cause I heard you had a boyfriend now.” He said. And there it was, he just showed me his cards and going all in (I knew he had an ace but damn.). I didn’t say anything, I didn’t know if I should of told him everything on how I felt, and what I thought was going on. Or should I let him think he won this small battle. But what I did do was finish my meal, acted like I was mad, and leaned back in my chair with my head laying on the back. Occasionally giving him pissed off looks and starting off into space like I was hurt. He kept his smile up for a while, but it faded when he got close to finishing. I could imagine what was going on in his head. “Did I just out him? Is he mad? What did I just do? Does this mean were still friends?” are among the questions I could see going off in his head. I know he was wondering what was going on in mine, but if he found out that I was singing the theme song to Captain Planet in my head, he would have been relieved and that’s not what I wanted (“I’ll get you for this Captain Planet!” Earth, Fire, Wind, Water… Heart! With your powers combined I am…). When he got up and threw his trash away I did the same. He awkwardly opened the door and walked to the car. I walked behind him, checking out that ass of course and grinning. It’s amazing how silence and a few dirty looks can break boys. When we got to the car he stood at the passenger side door holding the handle. I walked up to him, unlocked the door, gave him the keys, got in, put the seat back and went to sleep.

“Yo, wake up.” his voice said as I started to open my eyes. “Dude, we’re here” Lou reiterated. I can’t remember what I was dreaming of, but I know it sure must have been good since I had a little slob in the corner of my mouth (I only get that went I sleep good).

“Alright.” I said as I tried to get up. “I’ll see you later then…” as I checked the time. “Dude what the fuck? Its like three o’clock in the morning, what have you been doing?” I questioned as I looked over to the gas gauge, maybe he’d been driving all over town. But it was still on half, just as it was since we went to get something to eat. “What has he been doing?” I asked myself and then gave him a concerned and weirded out look. He just sat there unavailable to give me an answer. “Whatever man, what… ever you did I don’t care. I just know I’m not about to drive home” but after I said that he just turned away, got out and went inside. I dunno what was up with him but it was kinda annoying the way he was acting. I followed his trail up the stairs and past his brothers room into his, grabbed a pillow and blanket and laid down on the carpet across from his bed.

“You okay down there?” Lou asked climbing into his bed.

“Yeah, night” I said sharply trying to end the conversation as quick as possible to get to sleep.
“Night…” he said. About thirty minutes later I re-awoke. I started thinking, and almost slapped myself. “What the shit are you fucking doing dumbass?” I said to myself. “YOU ARE IN LOU’s BED ROOM, GET YOUR ASS UP” I knew I could use the excuse for the carpet being uncomfortable later, is what I told myself as I slowly got up and walked over towards Lou’s bed. The closer I got, the more my body felt surges of energy. The thought of me actually doing what I was about to do, making fantasy a reality, conflicted with my senses on a whole nother level. I stop for two seconds to get focused, then I actually look at him. His cover laid softly upon his body, only covering from his bottom torso downwards. I can easily tell he’s not wearing a shirt by his naked chest, he did tell me he slept in the nude once but I didn’t really believe that. His beautiful face turned away from me with his eyes closed. After a few deep breaths and mentally psyching myself out, I finally pull the cover up to make way for my body. I slowly lay down next to him, I move cautiously as not to wake him. When I finally settle down I believe my efforts fail as he starts moving. I quickly turn around, shut my eyes to pretend to be sleep….

My eyes open wide, my heart beats through my chest as I feel Lou’s warm arms wrap around me. I can feel his nose on the back of my head, his chest on my shoulders, his stomach on my back, his crotch on my butt, his legs wrapped around mine. I don’t know if he was sleep and this was just natural, or if he was awake and this is how he felt. But what I did know is that his body heat and his breath on my neck felt so good. To move, or question him, or ruin the mood is not what I wanted to do. So I just laid there in his arms till I fell asleep.