Love hurts

I was 22 and knew that I was gay and had a couple of botched up sexcapades but nothing meaty or emotional. It was just wham bam and slurp and oohs and aaahs, not misty eyes, not tingling in the heart or rainbows in the sky. Just plan old sex sex and more sex. I was getting fed up of meeting all the wrong kind of people who just wanted a fuck and then meet again only for sex. Not that it was not fun but that it was only fun and nothing substantial.

That is till I met this 19 year old junior from my college, Mir. He was taller than me around 5'10" fair and had this boy next door looks. Very cute to look at and extra warm. We were introduced to each other by a friend of mine who used to stay in the same neighbourhood as Mir. I was in my final year and we both had taken the same subjects in college. I wanted to be a financial wiz and he a financial reporter. We both had a lot in common in our aspirations and ambitions inspite of sharing different star signs. Where we differed was our personalities, I am brash, loud, on your face, straightforward and all heart while he was soft, laid back and very calculative.. this I later realised.

We spoke a lot in the college canteen, initially about our academics and then about everything else in life, we became very tight in just a few meetings. I would wait for him to finish his class and he would do the same for me. He lived a couple of miles from my place but we made it a point to meet every evening for an hour or so and spend time with each other.

After about six months or so of meeting we both had our exams and were not in a position to meet for over 2 months. We would chat over the phone but briefly. He came from a very conservative family where the elders would take the decision and one just had to say yes and I from a family where my father would ask us to speak our problems out and we would take a consolidated decision but the choice was always ours. He is one man who I admire todate as he taught us that we are human and we have the power of choice, the ultimate decision always has to be our own, good or bad does not matter. The reason I am mentioning families will be clear in the end.

We both finished our exams and were expecting excellent scores, and were meeting after 2 months, we had decided to catch a new flick and then have dinner to celebrate the start of a month long holiday. At 5pm that day I saw him at the movie hall, he was wearing a white half sleeved T shirt and a pair of blue light cotton trousers. I had never seen him wearing a pair of trousers in college ever, always jeans for him. I was dressed in a black half sleeved T-shirt and black cotton trousers with a pair of black boots on. Gymming is a passion and hence have a fantastic body but he works out at home and has a lean body but really good rounded butt. I waved out and just ran to him. He just beamed a fantastic smile and hugged me tightly, the tightness of the hug took me by surprise but I loved it all the more. We started talking and walked in to the hall..we had so much catching up to do. We were really surprised to see the hall nearly empty, maybe 2 or 3 couples were there but that's it. We took two corner seats in the second last tier. We had no one near us and hence could speak away to glory. The lights faded out and then something great happened, Mir just took my hands in his and clutched it tightly and held on. After about 10 minutes he just took my hand and put it on his thighs and let it rest there. I looked at him and he just leaned towards me and said " I missed you " and slowly gave me light kiss on my cheeks.

He had a light aftershave on and I quiet liked his peck on my cheek. I just smiled and got back to watchig the movie. After about 5 minutes or so he kept his palm on my hand which was on his thigh and started caressing it. I knew I was gay but wanted him to come out first, I realised this was leading somewhere but did not want to hurry it. The movie was extra boring so we started talking again. He spoke about some guests at home for the holidays which would make it difficult for him to meet me everyday..but added that he would make it a point to meet every alternate day. All the while he was caressing my hand and slowly but surely pushing is nearer his crotch. I wanted to test him and hence took my hand off his thighs and put it on my lap. His face immediately became sad or disturbed. I then took is hand and put it on my thighs but very near my crotch so that if he moved his finges then they would rub against my cock which was semi erect... He immediately had a smile on his face and looked down at my crotch then looked up and smiled at me. I smiled back and he took the lead and started caressing my thighs and touching my dick till it was erect. As I did not object he pressed my erect dick with his fingers and started to stroke it through the trousers. Then he opened the button of my trousers and pulled the zip down. slowly he leaned towards me and pulled my face to his and kissed me on my lips very lightly but very sensually. Then he put his tongue inside my mouth and locked it on my tongue, after a couple of minutes of tonguing each other he pulled out of the kiss and said " I am gay " I replied " God am so happy ", he looked at me with a qhizzical look and said " What??", I said " I am gay too".

We kissed again and this time with a lot of passion and raw emotion. rough with each other, nipping each others lips and tongues and making a lot of noise, moaning, slurping, it was like we were in our own world and cared a fuck for anyone. We were like two kids in a candy shop. Then he put his hand inside my boxers and took out my Erect 10" cock and started stroking it, I was so excited that I had to control myself from cumming there and then.. He then broke away and bent down and licked the head of my cock with his long sharp tongue in a very sensuous way. It sent shivers up my spine..the atmosphere was absolutely electric, we were both charged and were in love with each other. he went on licking the mushroom head of my cock and put his tongue into my piss hole and licked the inside of it.. boy was he good. I was moaning away loudly and dnt care if others in the hall were aware of us or not.. Mir slowly pulled my dick into his mouth and started sucking it slowly at first and then he was bobbing up and down like a spring doll.. I could not hold back and shouted " am gonna cum" He looked up for a second and smiled and sucked my dick even harder and deeper. He timed his deepthroating so well that when I was all in was when I came, cum I did and what an orgasm.. jet after jet of jism shot into his throat and he did not let one drop fall out, he drank it all. then when I was finished he looked up and nodded to me and I returned the nod and he finally let go of my cock.

It was my turn and I put my hand on his dick and found it hard and his trousers already wet with precum. I pulled his dick out of his trousers in a hurry and went down to suck him. He had a 8" fat dick. I kissed the head and started to lick it..and then put my tongue in his slit.. he moaned and held me tight and pushed my head down on his cock and started cumming, jets of cum hit me on my face and my mouth which I opened and the rest I just gulped down. He was so excited that he could not hold on at all and came in a minute with full force. Such was our raw passion that it nearly burnt us up. We were not finished, by no means. We went to the mens room and cleaned up and came back to our seats. He said " Wow I knew it would be like this but never knew it would be sooooo good", I just winked at him. He took my hand and cuddled for the next 20 minutes. Then he once again took his hand and started to caress my cock through the trousers. I had not bothered to zip up and hence he had easy access to my already erect cock. He cuddled up to me and wispered in my ears " will you fuck me here in this hall" I was not ready for this as I had never done anything like this in public, he was ready for it but I was reluctant.. then he looked at me with puppy dog eyes and puckered up and said " Pleease", I just gave in to those beautiful eyes and said "Ok doll whatever pleases you". He took a tube of vaseline from his pocket and pulled my dick out and applied a generous blob on my had fuck pole, He then stroked it for a while and then undid his trousers and pulled them down to his knees. He then did something which I would never have imagined, he pulled out a beach towel from his bag and spread it in between the seats and then got up and laid face down.

He had come prepared for this and had planned for this to happen. It was clever as that was the darkest place and no one could see us.. I hurriedly pulled my trousers down and then went and slept over him. Slowly he put his hand back and guided my throbbing dick on to his asshole. I let him do that as my dick was long and thick and would pain him if I just pushed it in. He asked me to push slowly which I did and then after a minute of so his asshole had eaten my whole cock. My balls were touching his ass cheeks.. I then got into a rythem, slow long strokes in the beginning and then slowly increasing the speed, he had a tight ass and was really hot, it was like a furnace in there and my cock was really working up more heat with every stroke. He was enjoying it and was moaning away to glory. After about half an hour I asked him to turn over and took his feet over my shoulder, now I was getting into the mood and dnt care a fuck if the whole world was watching me. I inserted my dick back into him but in one push. It pained him a bit but then he loved it too.. I then started to fuck him hard and fast, my balls slapping on his ass every time I plunged my dick in. He was all the while moaning and shouting " fuck me harder".. I fucked him for a while more and felt his asshole tighten and knew he was cumming, and boy did he come, his jism shot out to his face and hair and behind him, the sensation of his asshole tightly holding my dick was too much for me too and I shot my secong load inside his hot ass. Then we collapsed on each other for a while. Then I got up zipped up and he too stood up, wiped himself clean with the beach towel and threw it on the seat ahead.

He then kissed me again and asked " do you love me" I said " you have any doubts?" He smiled and just kissed me again. Then the movie got over and we walked out of hall and went to a great place for dinner..

The holidays passed in a jiffy.. we fucked every alternate day when we met and that continued even after the holidays.. I was in my last semister and hence was going away for 6 months to another city for my project.. he did not like the idea but I could not help it..We cried the night I was to leave and had great sex on a park bench. We both loved outdoor sex. "I will come to see you next month as soon as I get some break from college" he said. I said " dont worry 6 months will pass like 6 days" heart of heart I knew it was going to be difficult for the both of us. He came to see me off at the railway station and cried and hugged me.

I finished my college with flying colours and was selected in the campus interview as an intern by a fantastic financial giant. He had two more years to go. We would still meet often but with my busy schedule at office and his conservative parents not letting him leave home after 10pm made it difficult for us to meet every day. We could get time to have sex only on the weekends and both of us being in our prime wanted it every day. He would call me at my office and we would speak for a couple of minutes every hour.

Then one day he did not call me at all. He did not have a cell phone and I dnt know how to reach him.. I was thinking about a way to call him as it was 6 pm and my cel phone rang. He said " sorry got busy with studies and lectures", I dont know how or why, but I knew he was lying. I said " love today is the first time you lied to me". He just cut the call and never called back again that day. I called him at his residence that night around 9 and his mom said that he had already gone to sleep..

The next day too he did not call me till 6 pm and then I got his call, he sounded chirpy and said " yo my love how are you?" I told him that I was worried and he just asked me to chill and said that he would meet me at my place by 9pm.

I reached home early and took a shower and wanted to look my best for him, he came in at 9 sharp and after shutting the door just hugged me tight and kissed me passionately. Then he said " I am staying the night", I said " you father allowed you to do that" " screw him" He picked up my phone and called his father and told him that he would come home the next day and after a couple of minutes just cut the line. He turned around and had tears in his eyes.

I was shocked " what's it" " Love am leaving this country, dad has set up a consultancy in the middle east", and saying this he just burst out crying. I hugged him as tight as I could. Slowly we went to the bedroom and laid on the bed. We both were crying and hugging each other and kissing each other tenderly savoring every moment we had with each other. We made love to each other lotsa times that night, and spoke lots.. His father was going to a country where I would never get a job.. Iraq. There was no equity market there. His dad was into construction. I told him to live here with me and I would take care of his expenses, he turned around and said " Love, I am going to help my dad out in the business. I have quit college. After all I am the eldest in the family".

We had breakfast which I made and then we went down to his car and he got in and drove away and I stood by and could only watch as his car left taking my life with it..