Luke the lodger (part two)

Wednesday night's experience where I had spied on Luke as he watched a gay porn film, was still on my mind when he joined me in the kitchen for our usual Saturday morning coffee. We chatted about the week's events as usual but it wasn't the same anymore, looking at him now I kept visualizing him sprawled out on his bed in just those tight revealing white briefs.

" Everything alright?" he asked 
" Yes ..why do you ask?"
" Well you seem a little pre-occupied this morning" he said
I felt a sudden urge to tell him the truth, that I had seen him the other night watching the gay film. I wanted him to know and most of all I wanted to tell him that it didn't bother me if he was gay.

" Oh just a few problems at work" I lied.
" I noticed you came home early the other night, are there problems at the factory?" he asked. I felt a rush of panic when he said this and I wondered when it was he noticed that I had come home early.
" Oh sorry did I disturb you?" I asked.
" Oh no I didn't hear you come in, I came downstairs to borrow some coffee and you were fast asleep in bed, so I just wondered why you were home from work" he explained.

I felt very relieved when I realized Luke hadn't seen me spying on him and I explained the problems at the factory and why we had been sent home early.
" What time did you come home?" he asked
" Must have been about 11 pm " I answered
" Oh right" he said looking a little embarrassed, and I could guess why and again the urge to tell him what I had seen him doing returned.
" I did call up to you, but when there was no answer I assumed you were asleep" I lied again. Luke looked a little relieved when I told him this
" Oh I was awake...just listening to my music I expect, you should have come up" he said.

" Well I did actually" the words came out before I thought about what I was saying and Luke just looked at me, surprise showing on his face. There was an awkward silence and now Luke was obviously wondering whether I had seen anything that night. I couldn't just leave it like this I wanted to tell him and I felt a rush of excitement as I tried to find the right words.

" Look this is a bit awkward, but I came up to tell you I was home and saw that you were busy and so didn't want to bother you" As I said the words I felt a strange sensation of relief. Luke on the other hand looked very embarrassed as he just looked down at the floor almost as if he was ashamed.

" Luke it's OK it doesn't bother me" I continued trying to reassure him.
" What doesn't bother you?" he asked.
" I saw what you were watching and I don't have a problem with that" I replied. Luke looked like he was about to burst into tears and I felt terrible that I had brought this up now.

" I should have told you....I'm sorry" he said and he stood up and made to leave. But I knew we couldn't leave it like this 
" Don't go " I said not really sure what I was going to say next. Luke sat back down and looked at me waiting for me to carry on
" I realize this is very awkward for you" I began " and like I said it doesn't bother me that you are...." 
" Gay...." Luke blurted it out, interrupting me
" Yes..well I'm only assuming it Luke, just because you were watching that film doesn't ...."
" I am and I realize that I should have told you " Luke interrupted again " but please I don't feel like a lecture right now" he said.
" Look Luke can I just say that..." I paused for the right words " that would it make you feel any better if I told you that seeing you like that and seeing what you were watching...well I found it got me excited " 

Luke just stared at me, then a slight smile appeared on his face and now it was my turn to feel embarrassed
" But you aren't gay....are you?" he asked looking at me and still smiling
" No...and I don't know why I felt like that" I answered
" So you were turned on then?" he asked, the smile getting broader now
" Yes and I am totally confused as to why" 
" So was it the film that turned you on?" he asked
" Yes...No..Oh I don't know " I started to feel flustered now and noticed how Luke was now getting the upper hand in this awkward situation.
" Well something turned you on so what was it?" he asked. I sensed that Luke wasn't going to let this drop.
" Yes OK the film did turn me on for some reason" I lied as I couldn't admit that it was seeing his cock bulging in those white briefs that had really made me horny.
" Just the film?" he said, looking at me knowingly, teasing me.

" Well ..yes I suppose " my reply sounded a bit pathetic and I realized it as soon as I said it
" What was I doing?" he asked, and I wasn't sure what he meant by this
" Well you were lying on the bed watching the film" I replied
" Was that all I was doing" he asked, smiling again.
" Yes you were lying on the bed, listening to your music and watching the film" 
" Was I dressed?" he asked
" Well sort of ...you had your underwear on" I felt myself getting embarrassed once again
" Oh right...so you didn't see the full show then?" he laughed out loud as he said this. I felt myself cringing with embarrassment now as I began to guess where this was leading
" So you only saw me in my red undies then" he said
" No they were white" I said
" Oh so you had a good look then" he said again smiling knowingly and I realized that by correcting him about the colour of his undies and the fact that I could remember this was letting him know that I must have had a good look at his near naked body.

" Did you like what you saw?" he asked but I was struck dumb unable to answer him truthfully
" I take it that means Yes then?" he continued, stating the obvious truth. Again I remained speechless, wanting to admit to it but unable to do so.

Luke stood up then and as he walked past me he stood in the doorway and turned to face me
" Look I've got quite a collection of films upstairs if you want to borrow some" he said but he no longer had the contented smile on his face,and looked more sincere rather than gloating.

" Maybe...Yes thanks" I answered still feeling awkward about the whole thing.
" Look I'm sorry if I embarrassed you Ed, I was only teasing and who knows maybe it could turn into something....well maybe we both could get to enjoy this " he said 
" But I've never been with.......well you know?" I answered
" You've never been with another guy..well that's OK I haven't been with many so if you are interested...."
"Yes..." I blurted it out before Luke could finish what he was saying .
" OK..well when you feel ready let me know" he said
" I don't think I'm quite ready yet though" I answered
" Oh no I didn't mean now today" he said laughing.
" Let's see how it goes then shall we?" I asked
" Yes that's fine, there's no rush, after all I'm only upstairs" he said and we both laughed at this.

Luke left then leaving me to get my head around what had been a very revealing morning coffee together and I couldn't help but feel a wonderful excitement knowing that I was certainly going to take him up on his very inviting offer and hopefully it would be very soon