Me and Tanner : Part 1

100% fiction

Hi I'm Austin.  I am a very sweet and loving guy all my friends think I'm great,  i think im a decent looking teen I have short blonde hair spiked in the front, my eyes are dreamy so i have been told my eye colour is hazel/ aqua mixed together to make a beautiful color, I am pretty fit also I have a four pack and golen skin that drive girls crazy and guys wanting i was kinda popular but not as much, anyway it was the starting of school it was the last year of high school until college.

I woke up from a bad dream i was sweating my body was shaking like hell!It was 6:30 good i didnt over sleep.  My brother knows im gay but not my parents. . . he walked in drunk "Brandon go to bed your totally wiped out bro. " i said,  he walked over to me and said "Shut up faggot!" that made me want to cry a bit it made me feel depressed i said with tears down my eyes "Shut up! you told me you wouldn't call me that!" i was bursting with sadness. He got in my face and said "FAGGOT, FAGGOT, FAGGOT!" he punched me in the stomach i was crying in pain he then kicked me in the chest i could barely talk that i was in so much pain.

he stood there watching me cry and drank from the bottle of whiskey "Crybaby faggot! hahaha!" he walked away laughing at my pain.

I stood up and could not talk i lost my voice from screaming so much. i sucked it up and took a shower and put on my green shorts and green shirt with my gray hat (i love to match!). As i rode my bike to school my chest was brused and my stomach was hurting i was wearing a tight shirt to show my sexy abs so if my shirt went up anyone could see that these bruses were fresh. I got there about 5mins, I wave at my friend john he waves back and says"Hey Austin! wow you lost weight you look fantastic dude!" last year i was fat this year i wanted to be sexy for tanner my crush,  tanner was very tall and had toned abs great straight hair and beauitful aqua eyes,  how i got lost in that gaze when he looked at me. I walked with john and he said "Something wrong you looked like you were crying? and you never said anything to me when i was talking to you at the door. . . OMG did you fall again?!" i lied that my brother hits me when hes drunk i didnt want to get him in trouble.  I nodded and he shook his head "Your so damn clumsy. " he laughed and I silently chuckled. Tanner walked by and looked at me with his big blue eyes i froze and john tryed to get me to move i wouldn't budge. 

"Hey austin wow you look amazking,  listen im throwing a party at my place wanna come?" i was in complete shock i nodded yes.  "Cool see you there" he flashes that hunky smile i just wanted to kiss those full lips and explore his mouth but he's straight and i never told him about my crush or that i was gay he was really popular so i would be made fun of and i dont want that!i jumped up and down all excited making happy motions i couldn't believe this was happening! 12:10 lunch time, I got my school lunch and walked toward john he waved but then the jocks alwas pick on me one of them tripped me when i wasn't looking and i fell straight on my face my bruses hurting with major pain i started to cry looking like a wimp,  Everyone was pointing and laughing i was so depressed then i turn over and held my stomach.  to my surprise tanner comes over and with john,  tanner lifts up my shirt and see's bruses and thought it was from the fall "Hey you okay you took quite a nasty fall there your. . your crying. . . " i was comppletely embarrsed he saw me crying for god damn sake i lookied like a fool i just wanted to run away from my shame.  he helped me up and hugged me i felt his warm touch i felt safe in his arms "Damn those jocks,  don't worry it's ok now cheer up austin the bruses will heal. " i smiled and hugged him tightly i wanted to say thank you but my tight squeeze was just enough.  john helped me to my other classes and finally school was over tanner waved at me and walked over "holding up there buddy?" i nodded smiling my sweet smile.  he waved bye and went home in his car.

The party was going to start soon i put my favorite outfit on put on my best colone and my voice came back during my quick meal. I said bye to my mom (my parents are divourced i dont see my dad often) i kissed cameron on the cheek(my baby bro)and headed out the door, i went to john's house he answered the door said bye to his dad and walked 6 blocks with me to tanner's house we heard the music already loud to rip your ears off! we walked in and there was a whole bunch of people dancing,  kissing and drinking.  We smiled at each other and danced "Wow im having a great time! how about you john?" i said "LOVE IT BABY WOOOOOOOHOOOOO!" he yelled in my ear,  then the music stopped and everyone looked confused someone poured some beer on the speakers by accident everyone was sad but then went back to talking or kissing. i felt someone's hand touch my shoulder i look and it was tanner "Enjoying yourselfs guys?" he flashed that smile that made me shiver and we both said "ya!" but after a while john went in a room to 'have it' with a girl.  i sat there bored and silent then the jocks arrive. . oh damnit! i started to leave but they of course saw me and chased me in the kitchen "LISTEN HEAR YOU LITTLE FAGGOT YOU GOT ME AND MY BOYS DETENTION YOUR GONNA PAY LITTLE MAN!"

i was so scared and sad at the word "faggot" my bruses were stil hurting so they knew where to strike. The biggest jock of all of them punched me as hard as he could in the stomach i was in extreme pain and coughing up some blood i looked up and they punch my chest i tryed to talk but small sounds came from my mouth but they could hear me "Please. . stop. . i ca-" before i could finish my scentence one of them kicks my stomach again and my eye sight got blurry and all i hear is tanner "AUSTIN! YOU JERKS LEAVE HIM ALONE!" and i blacked out i wake up hurting i was on a sofa in tanners house my body was aching john was at my side "Austin you okay. . . " i stood up and hugged him even though it hurt i wanted anyone to hold me. . .

some of tanners friends take me and john home and i went straight to sleep. . . . .

i was tossing and turning a night mare again its alwas about me and my family dieing from a weird darked figure and this dream alwas made me scream in my bed i wake up yelling and screaming my mom enters the room "austin austin! it was just a dream sweety now its about 6:00 get ready for school" i nod and get dressed putting on my colone and brushing my teeth and eat breakfest and go to high school.

john runs near me "Morning austin!" "morning" i say yawning (john is a morning person,  me not so much) we get to school as everyone looks at me weirdly mostly the guys i was confused and turn to john then he hears a ring from his phone and checks it and then looks at me weirdly like he wanted to get away from me "What. . . did i do something?" he shows me his phone it was a text that was sent to the whole high school! it read "Austin D is a gayfer he likes boys haha!shouldnt have trusted me little bra haha" i read the text with tears then john says "uhhh. . please don't tell me you like me. .  thats why you hug me so much isn't! I. . . I feel so weird!" i look at him and start to put my hoody up hiding my face tears dripping down my eyes as people call me names. John see's me and says "Listen im sorry for freaking out on you. . . we still friends?" i nodded but i was still mad at him for saying those things. 

then i walk down halls but the word i hate most now hurting me with people's voices "Faggot" i sit with john as he patted my back i didnt eat i was to depressed. . .

I got home and my borther smirked i just walked past him mad at him i go to my room and put my self into a cocoon of blankets and cry,  my mom tryed to make me eat something i wouldn't at all i just cryed i must of lost some pounds i was so hungry but to sad to move. . i hear the door and i hear my mom answer it,  i didnt hear the persons voice i hear footsteps going to my room i hide my face and not looking at the visitor "thanks Miss D" i knew that voice is was tanner! "Hey austin you okay everyone's saying your depressed and about you being gay. . " i cryed knowing that he knew i was shattered then he looked at me he put his hand on my cheek and said "I'm glad i know your gay,  I'm be-sexual" i was so happy to hear that comment that i leaped from my coccon of sadness and sat up into the sun light listening to him.  "Wo-. . . would you be uhh. . . . my umm. . . . " i could tell he was nervous and knew what he was going to say! "YES!"

i leaped into his arms and he was shocked "R- really?!" i kissed him and then looked at him "Does that answer your question?" he smiled and our lips met again his soft lips on mine our tongues dancing in eachothers mouths "Ive alwas had a crush on you Tanner i didn't know you were Bi" he chuckled and said "Ya i guess i didnt want to get made fun of. . but know that were going out wanna be happy with eachother i dont care what people say i just wanna be with you. " i was heart touched and said "Of course!" i kissed him and hugged him we watched Teen wolf and then i asked my mom if he could stay she said ya and he called his parents and they said yes we were excited and thrilled! i was still tired after a while and so was he "Where do i sleep?" i laughed and said "Right on my bed nexy to me!" he liked that we stripped down to our underwear and snuggled with eachother abs to abs head to head and legs to legs we fell asleep knowing that tommorw will be thrilling!

*** Than you for reading my story ask me how it is and part 2 will be here soon! xoxo Austin