My Blue Eyes Passion [Part 3]

"M-Mom.." I studdered ever so quietly. She began to sniff and wipe the tears from her eyes. "M-Mom, I.. I wanted to tell you, but--" "No, stop right there." I could barely swallow my spit at that point. "Nick, I.. I want you to leave." "But, Mom, I--" "Nick, please, just leave. I can't deal with this. Just leave now go, take him with you." Before I left, I had to say it one last time..

"No matter what Mom, i'll always love you.. And I never meant to hurt you." I could hear her beginning to cry again as I left. I walked back towards what used to be my room. I smiled at Aeron. "Any chance I can stay with you tonight?" Aeron could see the tears which had started to build in my eyes. "Of course, you don't need 
to ask." "Let's get your things." And just like that, I packed my clothes, grabbed some other things, we headed for the door. I looked over before we got to the door. "Go on ahead, I'll be out there in a second." Aeron nodded at me. My stepdad had been in the room with
my mother trying to calm her down. He looked up at me. But, to my surprise, he wasn't the one that seemed angry. He nodded at me, and I knew it was time to go. I walked over to my mother, gave her the biggest hug i'd ever given her. She was shocked and wasn't sure what to do, but I do remember at that point, she'd stopped crying. And then, just like that.. I left.

When we got to Aeron's house, Jamie was in her room, and Aeron's mother was out running errands. Aeron called Jamie out to the living room. "Hey you too love birds, what's up?" "Jame, Nicks mom
found us.. together.." "Uh-oh.." said Jamie. "You don't think she'll tell Mom, do you?" "I don't think we have to worry about that" I replied. "But, I kinda do need a place to stay for maybe a
few nights.." Jamie of course responded "Like you even had to ask that, jack ass! You know you're welcome here anytime!" She came up to me and hugged me, gave me a kiss on the cheek. "Aeron, Mom
might be staying over Aunt Carol's tonight. Apparently they've been having some problems between her and Uncle Mike. She wants to make sure everything is OK with them." "Great, so uhh.. I got 
the munchies like a mofo" Aeron said jokingly. "Oh, you eat like every 5 minutes, don't give me this "Im starving" crap. I'll order us something, don't worry." 

"Let's get you setup." Aeron said to me. I nodded and we proceeded to his room. Now, mind you, I hadn't been in Aeron's room for weeks. When I walked in, his scent was there.. The same bleach
drive me up the wall scent. I just felt comfortable there. We sat on his bed. "So, what are we going to do?" Aeron asked. "I suppose the only thing I can do is get a job and try and move out." 
"Would you have room for me?" He asked. "Of course!" I replied. "Good. I love you so much, and im afraid.." He began to wander his eyes. "Of what? What are you afraid of?" "I had a dream, Nick. A dream that I died.. When I was knocked out, that dream played over and over in my mind and..well.." 

"Stop." I said sharply. "With all my strength, my love, I promise you, NOTHING will EVER happen to you. You hear me?" "I guess so.." "No, no guessing. Trust me, I won't lose you." I grabbed him and held him in my arms. I kissed his forehead. 

You know how love stories in the movies usually have a happy ending? Something inside me told me this wasn't going to end well. But I didn't want to face that. We were here now, and now was all that mattered. As the night went on, it was apparent that his mother wasn't coming home by 10. So, we didn't have much to fear, considering it was an hour and a half drive from where she was. So, naturally, we slept together.

We held eachother tightly. I watched as he dozed off in my arms. I couldn't sleep. All I could think about was what if he was right? What if I only had a few more moments with him? I silently cried myself to sleep that night. I held him close. His hand upon my hand, I wouldn't let him go for the world.