My First Cock

This is a true account of my awakening back in the early 1960s and was taken from a journal of mine that I recently found.

I was just 18, and just out of high school. I hitchhiked a lot and had gotten rides where a driver, seemingly innocently, touched my knee or my leg. When I didn’t say anything or maybe moved a little closer or opened my legs a bit, I would sometimes get a blow job or at least a hand job. I really liked it. I was just a horny skinny teenager who had never been with a girl and was actually a little afraid of them. But I really liked getting a hand job and especially getting blow jobs. I was sort of afraid to reciprocate because of all the negativity facing gays at the time, but the opportunity never appeared until this event happened. I had fantasized about having “real sex” with someone, whatever “real sex” was.

One evening I was thumbing a ride and got picked up by an older man, about 35 or so. We went through the knee touching routine. He asked if I was really interested and when I said yes, he took me to a house and we went in. I didn’t know what was going to happen, but I was pretty excited. I was willing at that time to experience what ever was going to happen.

We went inside and he drew me near and kissed me. It was the first time I had been really kissed by another man and it was a little weird at first, but it felt good. I enjoyed sucking on his tongue and kissing him deeply. He reached down and started rubbing my crotch. My cock was already hard just thinking about having someone play with me. I reached down and started feeling his hard on. It was the first time I had actually played with a mans cock. We were kissing and rubbing each other for a while, I didn’t remember how long because I was in heaven!

He broke away and started unbuttoning my shirt and pants. I tried to do the same to him but he wouldn’t let me. He undressed me and pushed me on the bed. He started kissing my chest, playing with my pips and working down towards my cock. He took it in his mouth and I thought I would cum right then. I think he sensed that and pulled away. He got undressed and got on the bed and we hugged and kissed some more, our cocks rubbing against each other. It was quite a sensation for me. I had never had an experience like this, but I really liked it.
He turned around into a 69 position. I didn’t tell him I had never sucked a cock before. I was so excited I would have done anything at that point. He took me into his mouth and I knew I was to do the same. I loved the smell of him, it was so different than anything I had smelled before. He was about 6 or 7 inches and cut. I licked his cock a little and had my first taste of someone else’s pre-cum. I had tasted my own, but this was different and better.

Then I slid his cock into my mouth, just the head at first. The feel of his skin, thick, hot, and hard in my mouth was better than I had ever fantasized. I kept sliding his head into and out of my mouth. He moaned and I decided I would try and take him as deep into me as I could. I had wondered if I would be able to do the deep throat I had heard of, not really knowing, but knowing that someday I would get to suck a real cock. This was a real cock and a hard cock and it was in my mouth, and I was sucking him. I didn’t really know just what to do, but he was sucking me, and I him. I started doing to him exactly what he was doing to me. As he speeded up, so did I. I think he was going slowly so I wouldn’t cum too soon. I just continued to do to him what he was doing to me. Every once in a while he would stop and just lick around the top or the base of my cock and I did the same for him. We continued for a while and things got a little more intense. Actually, they got real intense!

We came at the same time. Good God! What an awakening to the joys of oral sex!! I took him as far into my mouth as I was able and he pumped his cum into me as I was doing the same to him. I loved the taste of his cum and sucked until I believed I had all he had to give at that time. I was surprised that I enjoyed his cumming in my mouth so much. I liked the taste and texture and the way it filled my mouth, and wanted to savor the taste, but he kept cuming and cuming. I swallowed all he gave me. I had tasted my own cum, but this was wonderfully different.

As we were getting dressed he asked me how long I had been sucking cock because he said I was really good at it. I told him it was my first time. He was startled and I guess it excited him. We talked a little about how it was for me and I told him it was great but I wanted to see what it was like without going 69. I wanted to become a full fledged cock sucker. Of course he obliged.

Ollie