My First Gay Sex : How I accepted It Finally

OK my friend James moved into my house about 3 weeks ago, I let him stay in my joint because his parents moved away, now I was 19 at the time so was he, It was wierd I could tell that James was acting a little to friendly while he was living with me, it never hit me but yeh we go to the pub 2 to 3 times a week and we say we are going out to pick up woman, then end up sitting at the bar just talking to each other instead of doing what we where ment to do haha, well one night after coming back from the pub, We where sitting on the couches in my living room and I went and grabbed one of my pornos from my draw and we where watching that for about an hour, then I realized me and James where both rubbing our own cocks, then James said to me "hey man do u care if I wack it out" I said "thats a bit gay" then James replied "whats wrong with being a bit gay haha", I didnt know how to reply I just said what do u mean, then he told me that he thinks that he might be gay, when I asked him why does he think his gay, he told me that he has a crush on me.

 I didnt know what to think, but I am an open guy, I said "well lets have a bit of fun then" I sorta laughed as if it was like a joke, I was a little nervous. Then he reached over and kissed me on the lips, I pulled back then he told me that his sorry, and didnt mean to take it to far, I was turned on and after that kiss I told him I think that I might be bisexual, the moment I said that we were French kissing like a couple of hot teenagers, well probably not the hottest but hey still cute :). We took each others clothes off while we where kissing(not the easiest thing to do) but I was so turned on I wasnt going to stop making out with him.

When we where both naked playing with each others cocks and making out, I said well im gonna grab the baby oil and lets have some real fun, I dunno what I was thinking but I really wanted James to fuck me after playing with his cock, I just wanted to feel what it was like to have a cock inside of me, We sucked each other off for so long then James started to play with my arse and rubbing the baby oil in my hole, while he started to loosen me up, his fingers felt good I didnt expect it to feel that good, after about 5 minutes of loosening me up I rolling on told of him, I grabbed his cock and put both by legs over his hips and slowly sat down on his cock until I felt it slide in the whole, It hurt for the first few minutes but after the first 2 minutes it was loose and I had never been so turned on, We fucked for about 2 hours straight, The next day was good though I woke up with James spooning me, and we where both naked.

I had a weird thought to start off with then I just accepted it and I knew I was bisexual, when James woke up I asked "so I know im bisexual now haha what did you think" he just smiled and gave me a good 1 minute pash, that whole day we just lounged around naked acting like we where a couple, that night James asked me if he wanted to have a serious relationship but I wasnt out of the closet at this stage so I smiled and told him that we have to keep it a secret, me and James where dating for a year and ahalf before we broke up, But I will never forget James and we still talk and meet up for coffees all the time ;), Those 18 months of living with James was one of the best periods of my life.

All the sexual experiences and also James is such a great fella and I will miss coming home and having my afternoon shower with you and your soft hands that always got me so hot, I am now openly bisexual and currently single looking for a soulmate to spend the rest of my life with, Now I can find my soul mate,i now dont care what sex my soul mate might be, And the way its looking me and James may of stopped dating but we still visit each other all the time.

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