My First Time with an older guy

One of the first times I ever had M/M sex was totally an accidental thing, I had been driving down the road, thinking about nothing, then all of sudden I have these wickedly delicious images running through my head, so I decide to do something about it. 

I am a straight (ish) married guy but have fantasises about homosexual sex like most guys I think. Anyway I go down to one of the local hardware stores and being a public holiday it is shut, except for one thing I would have gone on home, nothing to come of it. The owner was there his car out the front. Plucking up the courage and thinking of something I needed I pulled up and knocked on the door. All innocent so it seemed, but deep inside I was nervous as hell, and horny as well, a dangerous combination. 

He answered the door and I told him I was just chasing some stuff, he asked me inside. I rummage around get some stuff, put it on the counter, then ask him if I can use his toilet. He shows me where it is, I have a nervous leak, my cock still half erect hanging down my leg, I turn around my cock still hanging out he is there looking at me, he looks down at my cock, " I hope you are discreet" I say. He comes forward gently taking my cock in his hand, stroking it to full hardness, feels so good. 

I get down on my knees in front of him and he pulls out his dick , still soft, but getting some blood into it, I reach out with my tongue and lick the tip. Then move forward and swallow the whole cock till his pubic hair is on my nose, using my tongue around the head while his cock in my mouth, I feel it start to stiffen,hmmmmm.

"let me see yours " he says so I stand up and offer him my hard cock, he dives onto it, sucking me like crazy his mouth feels so good. I put my fingers in my mouth and then lube up my arse while he sucks and licks me, his finger reaches back and pushes up me. All the time his mouth never leaves my cock. I ask him to stop and stand up, I turn around my hands on the wall, he moves behind me I feel the large head of his cock push against me, hmmmm, I push back on him, imagine the scene a 58 yr old and a 30 yr old, in a toilet the older guy got his cock half up a young guys arse, horny image or what. I reach back and feel, to this day never forgotten running my finger along his cock feeling the union his head disappeared in my arse. 

But the pain, jesus, not sure how the porn stars do it, anyway he pulls out of me and is straight back onto my cock, licking and sucking next thing I am blowing in his mouth and he stays there sucking it all down, loving my cock with his mouth, the most amazing head job I have ever had. 

Anyway then the guilts start all the funny feelings, but hey at the end of the day it is just sex, fun, as long as it is discreet, and safe it's good. We have had a few other adventures together, and I am looking forward to the next one sometime, will even write about it....cheers.