My Heart May Be Broken But You Can Have It Anyway

Rob heard the door creak open at exactly 10pm, just like James had promised. He had been lying in bed since 4.39pm, crying. He had caught his boyfriend of just gone 8 months cheating on him red handed. The events that had gone down flashed through Rob's mind.

He told Aaron he'd stop by his house during his lunch break. Rob knocked on the door twice, finding the door slightly ajar.

"Aaron?" He called loud enough for anyone in the house to hear. He found clothes at the bottom of the stairs, leading a trail up to the second floor of the house. Rob got excited for a brief second, thinking Aaron was going to surprise him. He picked up a few of the items, not recognizing any of them. Rob grew suspicious as he continued climbing the flight of stairs slowly. Rob didn't know why, but his stomach dropped. As he became closer to the second floor he heard gentle moans and Aaron's low grunts he knew too well from when they fucked.

"Ugh, fuck yeah you're so tight!" Rob heared Aaron moan.

He felt sick, having an idea of what was happening. Rob stood outside Aaron's door, his eyes squeezed tightly shut whilst taking a deep breath. Rob pushed down on the door handle and shoved the door open.

"What the fuck?!" He yelled as he saw Aaron fucking a first year doggy style on the end of his bed. Rob felt himself go hot and red with rage and betrayal. Memories flashed through his head of Aaron telling him how he loved him and all the cute dates they had gone on.
"Babe," Aaron looked Rob dead in his baby blue eyes which were blood shot and filled with rage "it isn't what it looks like!" Aaron exclaimed.

"Don't babe me! It looked like you just had your cock in someone else you bastard! How could you do that to me?! You told me you loved me!" Rob hear his voice becoming louder and louder as he continued. "You fucked a fucking first year!" He stared Aaron down, "you're a pathetic piece of shit Aaron Hoskins!" Rob turned to the first year, giving him the dirtiest look he could muster up "and you, you're a disgusting little slut. You deserve each other." He spat. Rob turned back to Aaron.

He has never looked so guilty in his life. Rob blew and threw a fist into Aaron's stomach, winding him and knocking him to floor. He let all the tears he'd been holding back out, feeling the wetness cover his cheeks which were flushed red with anger. Rob stormed out of Aaron's house, slamming the front door, hearing one of the glass panels smash. He got into his car and let out a painful sob as he thumped the horn.

Rob felt James sit softly at the edge of his bed as tears rolled down his face again. He peeled himself up and buried his face into James neck and began to sob. Rob had never experienced heartbreak before, unlike James. Now they had that in common. James ran his hand soothingly up and down his best friends smooth toned back. Rob soon remembered he was only wearing a tiny pair of AussieBum 'surf crew' blue briefs, but that thought went to the back of his mind when he thought how Aaron had betrayed him. Rob sobbed violently into James as he continued to try and comfort him.

James knew Rob and Aaron had finished but didn't need to know the details; he only wanted to be there for Rob. Rob started to calm down and pulled his face from James' neck. James looked into Rob's watery and red baby blue eyes. He had never seen Rob cry over any of the hardship he'd been through in his life and found it a difficult sight to see. It angered him how someone could hurt his beautiful and loving best friend.

"Please stay." Rob whispered, his voice cracking a little.
"Okay." James replied while pulling his beloved friend back in for a hug. Rob laid back down on his bed and curled back into a ball under the sheets. James stood and began to undress. He threw his slightly worn out band vest to the ground, followed by his jeans which were ripped at the knees.

James stood at the edge of the bed in his tight bright yellow Diesel briefs. The light coming through the gap in the curtains highlighted James' tight abs and toned chest. James didn't see himself clearly even though Rob told him otherwise. He thought he was just an average Joe when he was one of the most attractive guys in college. He was tall, slender but with muscle.

Comforting warm light brown eyes, plump lips and a defined square jaw. James pushed his softly waved chestnut brown hair out of his face as he got in under the cold sheets behind Rob. He wanted to wrap his arms around Rob and comfort him further but he wasn't sure. Before he could make up his mind Rob turned over and nestled his head on James' chest and stretched his arm over James' shoulder. James responded by placing his arms around Rob's waist and back, continuing to sooth him by rubbing his back.

"Thanks Jay." Jay was James' nickname Rob called him back in high school but hadn't used it since they started college.
"Goodnight Robbie." James whispered, resting his head against Rob's. He felt butterflies in his stomach which worried him as they both drifted into what would be a peaceful nights sleep.

James' soft brown eyes fluttered open in the early morning light. He woke to find him spooning Rob, with Rob pushing back onto his throbbing morning wood which was pressed into his ass crack.
"Oh James, pump me!" Rob let out under his breath.
"Rob?!" James yelled in surprise.

"What!?" Rob sat up straight in bed, ripping from James' hold, "why'd you have to wake me up? I was having a good dream." He complained whilst rubbing his sleepy eyes.
"Yeah, looks like you did." James chuckled, pointing to the pre cum stains in Rob's briefs, "Oh James! Pump me!" He mocked.
"What?" Rob questioned.

"You said that in your sleep about 2 minutes ago whilst pushing your ass onto my dick! We were spooning in our sleep." James laughed. "Oh." Rob sighed, embarrassed, he flushed a deep red.
"Don't worry mate, I've done worse remember?" James laughed, flushing a light red himself remembering what happened.

Both boys had come back to Rob's after an alcohol fueled night. They'd been to the bar in town then back to a friends to continue drinking. They stripped down to their underwear and literally jumped into Rob's bed, cuddling into each other for warmth in the cold winter months.

"Goodnight Jay."
"Goodnight Robbie." They said in child like voices to each other whilst giggling like two school girls. The two guys fell asleep in each others arms only for Rob to wake up a few hours later, with his underwear around his ankles and James beating his 7 inch cock.
"Cum all over my face Robbie, do it!" James said excitedly. Rob looked down again, eyes wide with shock before pushing James' hand away and pulling his underwear back up.
"Dude! What the hell?!" He smacked James on the arm.

"What? What's going on?" James asked in a groggy voice before leaning over the edge of Rob's bed and throwing up on the hard wood flooring.
"Oh shit, I'm so sorry." James apologised in the dim light of the alarm clock. He was still clearly drunk.
"Did you just wake up?" Rob asked, ignoring the fact James just puked across his floor.
"Yeah, why?"

"You were sleep jacking me." Rob started to laugh, "you told me to cum all over your face! Didn't know you were into that." Rob winked.
"Shut the fuck up." James hissed before falling back to sleep as Rob carried on laughing.

Rob and James started laughing.
"Guess we're even now!" They said at the same time.
"I'm so glad to see you smiling." James grinned at Rob, "You up for college today though? You know you'll see him, right?" James peered at the alarm clock, thinking they had enough time to get ready. Rob sighed and put his face in his hands.

"Urgh, don't remind me." Rob cringed thinking about Aaron and that fucking little whore. His tears had dried up but his sadness had turned into anger. His fists clenched up and smacked into the wall.
"ARGH!" He flinched as the skin on his knuckles split from the blow. James pulled him into the bathroom, nursing his knuckles.

***

James pulled into the college car park, meeting a nervous and angry looking Rob around the front of his car. They began the walk up the long pavement leading to the large white and glass building. Both boys were in the second year of their art and design courses. As they reached the doors, Rob spotted Aaron, wrapping his hand in James' without thinking, flinching a little at his knuckles, James got the intense butterflies in his stomach again and felt his pulse rush. He wanted to let go, but knew he needed to support Rob.

"Rob, I need to speak to you." Aaron pleaded. The guilt in his voice was obvious. Rob looked Aaron straight in his eyes, remembering walking in on him fucking the first year. The emotion drained from his eyes.
"Your actions said it all you deluded piece of shit. You fucked someone else! We're finished, obviously" Rob walked past Aaron, still hand in hand with James. Aaron grabbed for Rob's shoulder.
"Please?!" He begged.
"You told me you loved me, then cheated on me with some dirty little boy? You're pathetic and I'll never look at you the same again. I pity you." Rob hissed giving Aaron a dirty stare.

Rob pulled his hand from James' and stormed through the heavy glass doors leading into their college. James watched his beautiful best friend march off, watching his ass sway in the tight grey trousers he was wearing.
'Guess you're gonna be all over him now.' Aaron said in disgust.

'Mate,' James replied with a smug smile spread across his adorable face, 'you're the one who slept with another guy. You broke him and you broke your relationship. Fuck off.' Aaron lunged for James with a closed fist pulled back. James smoothly stepped out of the way and watched Aaron launch himself into and punch the hard white wall. James turned on his heels and strutted into college, laughing as Aaron clenching his hand in agony.

'Whoops.' He said under his breath. James followed Rob into the bathroom. He knocked on the cubicle door which slowly opened. Rob was curled up, sat on the toilet lid, forehead resting on his knees. James didn't say anything. He got onto his knees in front of Rob and grabbed some tissue. He lifted his friends face gently into his hands and began dabbing the tears which were falling silently down his cheeks and then blew his nose like a mother would to their crying child.

'I have something to tell you which might put a smile on your face.' James stated softly, flashing a smile. Rob didn't reply, he just nodded, egging James on.
'Aaron went for me, proper lunged at me with his fist in the air. I slipped out of the way and he went crashing into the wall as well as punching it. He was clenching his fist and gasping in pain. Such a shame you missed it.' James remembered the situation, chuckling lightly. A light smile spread across Rob's face.

'Thank you.' He whimpered before pulling James in for a tight hug. James awkwardly put his hands on the top of Rob's back, caressing his shoulders. The butterflies in his stomach returned and he could feel his heart beating faster. James had a strong urge to kiss Rob softly on his cute light red lips, but he knew it'd freak him out, and probably freak himself out. Before James knew it, he has a full blown fantasy of ramming his throbbing cock up Rob's cute, tight ass. Pinning him against the cubicle wall, his hands wrapped in Rob's, their jeans around their ankles and their little boxers under their asses. Rob pulled away from James' embrace which has become tighter thanks to his fantasy. The atmosphere had suddenly become awkward and slightly tense.

Rob stared at his reflection in the mirror. His baby blues were blood shot and puffy.

'Everyone is going to know I've been crying.' He sighed. James didn't reply. He just started to run his hands under the freezing cold water.
'What are you doing?' Rob asked. Confused. Again James didn't answer. He just turned Rob towards him.

'Look up.' Rob's baby blues turned towards to ceiling as James begun gently massaging the puffy bags under Rob's gorgeous eyes with his numbingly cold fingers. He then handed Rob whitening eye drops from his bag.
'Shit, dude, you came prepared!' They both laughed.

'See? Good as new. No one will know.' James told Rob, placing his hand on his lower back, stroking lightly. Rob's body tensed up, he jerked away from James, feeling a strange nervous feeling in his stomach. 'Oh shit!' he thought to himself.
'We should get to class.' Rob said. Both boys flushing a healthy red shade.

The boys spent the rest of their day in awkward silence, with a few brief conversations during their short breaks between classes. Rob was beginning to feel nervous around James and he has no idea why. They'd been best friend since the start of high school. James had always been there for Rob when he was getting bullied because he was gay. All the bullying stopped when James came out. James, being one of the most popular guys in the year could destroy anyone if they were homophobic to him or Rob. James and Rob have never been more than friends, scared they would ruin their close friendship if they went with their true feelings for each other.

'Will you stay over mine again tonight? We have tomorrow off.'
'How about we stay over mine? I need a fresh change of clothes and the house will be empty. Can crack out a few drinks!' James winked.

'Sounds good. Can you go via mine though so I can pick some shit up?'
'Sure ting brav! But dat is propa peak!' James mocked a group of guys as they walked past, making Rob grin.

***

The guys were now back at James'. Rob setting his bag down at the foot of James large bed.
'I cannot wait to fall asleep in this thing.' Rob groaned as he threw himself on the bed.

'More like passing out after tonight!' James chuckled as he pulled various bottles of liquor from his bag. 'I thought we should have a gays night in. Get trashed and put the past in the past. Let whatever we need to out and if it's bad, we won't be able to remember it in the morning.' James grinned.

'Oh my god.' Rob giggled.
'Happy hour, from 6 till 8pm. Two drinks for the price of one! Only 10 minutes to go!' James teased. 'You ready?'