My Heart : Part 4

I woke up feeling all the hurt Dan caused me yesterday. I knew I deserved it for cheating on him and not telling him. I rolled over and saw Tiffany laying next to me. I was glad she stayed over last night because I really didn't want to be alone. I continued to lay there just thinking of Dan and how I hurt him so bad which I never wanted to do. When sudden, Jak busted into the room screaming for us to wake up. Tiffany and I jumped out of bed and landed on our backs.

"What the fuck Jak! " Tiffany screamed.

"Dan and Andy is here. They just pulled up in Dan's car." He said. Just then th doorbell rings.

We run downstairs and Tiffany opens the door and all I hear us Dan asking for me which Tiffany quickly questions his motives."Tif just go get Johnny and get the fuck out my face."

Before Tiffany responds I go stand next to her looking a damn mess hair not comb and lookin uncute. " How can I help you juice heads." I said still pissed at Dan.

"Look I just came for my shit so can I get it or what. " He ask while Andy gives me the evil eye .

"Of course it's your stuff." I say letting them both in. Dan heads up stair which I follow behind him. Andy just stays while no is blocked by Tiffany from follow us. When we get into my room I know I have to try to talk to him, " Dan I miss you." I whisper praying he almost doesn't here me.

"Well Drew is next door for you to fuck." He calmly replies.

"I don't want him. I want you because I love you." I say it coming out louder than I expected.

"I loved you too." He replies trying not to show his true feelings.

"Dan lets not play this game I don't wanna be without you, I can't live without you, I don't want to go without you, and please dont leave me the fuck alone." I can't hold it back anymore I fall to my knees crying. Damn why can't this be easy why does it hurt so much.

"Johnny I don't love you anymore, I hate your fucking guts, you disgusting bitch." With that he walks out the door and heads downstairs. I hear the front door close and I get up closing my bedroom door locking it. I lay on my bed just wanting to be left alone. Tiffany comes up and tells me her and Jak are going to school and would be back later.

Hearing there departure I get up and write Dan a note. I hate myself right now and I don't want to live.

Dan side:

Me and Andy leaves Johnny's house and I feel like shit. I can't believe he cried and I said all those mean things I didn't mean. I just want him to move on with his life. He was too special for me anyway. I caused him so much hurt and pain, hell, I couldn't blame him for cheating. I was just like every other jock controlling, a cheater, abusive, and treating the one who loves me like a doormat and Johnny didn't deserve any of that. Now it was my turn to set him free.

We got back to school on time, but I stayed in the car crying my eyes out. Why can't goodbye be hard. It wasn't until 3rd period was about to start that I got out the car. That was the class I had with Johnny and Drew which I hope I could control my temper. The teacher let the class do whatever as long as he didn't get into trouble. I was in despair and I wondered why my best friend didn't stay by my side when he was loyal enough to tell me the truth.

I stopped by my locker to grab my book which was a bad idea because my locker was full of pictures of Johnny and me. I tried my best not to look at them, but my eyes drifted off to one picture in particular, the one of me and Johnny at my moms house at last Christmas in the kitchen baking cookies. Damn Johnny loved to bake especially for me when he had nothing else to do. I really appreciated because no girl or guy showed that love to me besides my mom.

I took the picture and slide it into my binder and headed off to class. Class was strangely loud, I cracked the door and stood there peeking inside. Everyone was gathered in a circle around Andy and Drew. "Hey I'm lost explain one more time guys," a girl named Sarah asked.

"Andy do you think it is safe you Dan could show any minute?" Drew asked Andy.

I was lost but Andy stood there with his cocky smile and said," Fuck that dick he in the car crying like a bitch."

What the fuck is going on here but instead I stayed quiet trying to figure out what's going on. Something didn't feel right and I knew andy cocky ass would reveal it soon enough.

"Ok here it goes. Well I purposely invited my fat pervy cousin knowing he hit on Johnny which would cause Dan to get pissed so pissed he start fighting." then Andy chimed in " then it was my job to suggest Dan needed to go home. Knowing Dan he ask me to stay and watch Johnny. Then my job was to get Johnny drunk when he got to drunk to notice I slipped something into his drank." Drew continues " Once he slipped it in he gave me the signal. I came out of nowhere and lead Johnny upstairs where the drug would take effect and we have sex. Andy wrap it up." "Well then all I had to do was follow them and record the whole thing then bam send it to Dan they would break up Drew would comfort Johnny and I get my buddy back and that disgusting bitch out his life. Ahahah it was sure fun working with you Drew."

Some guys laughed or looked disgusted and I was pissed. I walked into the class like I didn't hear anything which they were dumb enough to believe. As soon as I was close enough I started kicking the shit out of both of the a punch here a kick there. I was completely out of control and no one dare stopped me. The next thing I knew blood was getting on the floor which scared the teacher into calling the cops. I didn't care I was still going to beat the fuck out of them but sudden I heard Johnny calling my name which is what he use to do when I lost it like this. I stop and whispered to Andy and Drew " You loser aren't worth this. I got my baby to go get.

I ran told my car and sped out of the parking lot like a mad man. I heArd the police and ambulance sirens as I sped towards Johnny's house. I left all my worries about police at the school when I jumped in my car. The cops just gotta catch me later because I have a damsel in distress to save.