My Heart : Part 3

I woke up in a daze, yet I was able to see that I wasn't in my house. Then it all came flooding back to me, the party, Drew and me which I instantly regretted. I rose up from the bed and noticed Drew sleeping soundly with a teddy bear. OMG! Did we really have sex, no of course not that silly, but what is this white stuff on my lips? I wondered rubbing my lips then I tasted and instantly knew it was cum. Oh no I really actually sleep with Drew. What am I going to tell Dan after all the shit I put him thru and all the changes he made for me.

I quietly got up from the bed as I didn't want to wake Drew up. I slide on my pants once I was out of the room with the door close. I ran downstairs, and noticed all of the people who were passed out. I didn't want to look for my friends, or anyone I knew because then it could lead to trouble with Dan. I ran out the front door and raced home.

As soon as I got in the house I ran into the shower, desparately trying to wash away the events at Drew's party. Scrubing so hard to erase the evidence of my betrayal to the love of my life. Tears stream down my face, yet I am too numb to feel them. In fact I can't feel anything, I am so broken hearted. I slowly slide down the shower wall and sit in the corner as the shower head continues pouring out water. I feel like my world is ending, yet I don't want to move, think, or even hell breathe.

I was shaken by the sound of the door bell ringing. I was worried it was Drew coming to talk about last night. I can't believe it, would he really come over to talk to me about last night. I slowly got up and wrapped a towel around myself then headed toward the front door. I peeped into the peek hole and saw it was Dan which made me even more nervous. What if he knows about last night? I opened the door and put on the best happy to see him face I could muster.

-"Hey sexy! Did you know I was coming to take you out to breakfest?" He asked puzzled.
-"No it was just I felt like I needed a shower, so how are you this wonderful morning." I asked turning around heading towards my room with him right behind me.
-"I am good, so how was the party after I left."
-"Boring boring boring. Nothing to do but have another drank and head home."

-"So you went home early thats cool. Why was it so boring baby?"
-"Mmmmm it was because you left."
-"Thats cool. What you going to wear baby something sexy for hubby?"
-"It will be a surprise, so head downstairs and wait for me."

With that he turnt around and left me alone. I was happy he didn't question me more than what he did because I don't think I could keep lying in his face. I went to the closet to pick out a nice outfit to wear for him. That should make the news less painful. Right?

I put on my dark blue skinny jeans which fully showed off my bubble butt. Next I put on my favorite shirt that Dan gave me for my birthday. It was a black shirt that had his name Dan on the front with a red heart, and on the back it said Dan and Johnny forever and always. It was my most prized thing in the whole world which made the pain in my heart only ache much more. Lastly I decided upon my black boots, no high heel and made my way downstairs.

When he saw me, Dan was completely speechless. I mean speechless, he didn't move,blink,speak, or look in any other direction. It was these moments that made me feel special even though I never thought I was special or anything too look at. However Dan showed up and changed that for me. After his momentary speechlessness, we headed to the car. The car ride was mostly quiet except for a few words here and there, yet I wasn't truly focused because I knew I had to tell Dan about last night. The night I let another guy have what was his even if it was just for a night. I knew how hard it was for Dan to let me be around others without him, for he knew how guys were and feared this situation.It hurt me to know how I took his trust, the thing I always asked for and betrayed it. However, I made a mistake and had to own up to it even if it would Dan because it would hurt him worst to hear it from someone else.

We pulled into this old diner, yet to me I could be on the street eating out the trash and it would be heaven as long as Dan was with me. I grabbed his hand and he gave me a weird look, for he knew I didn't like being lovey dovey in front of stranges since people are always quick to judge. I didn't care today because this could be the last time I may get a chance like this again.

The waitress took us to our seats which we choose to sit on the same side of the booth. I sat on the inside while Dan sat beside. The waitress was standing there flirting with Dan, talking all that bs about "oh you have some big arms, you must workout." I got so mad that I hit Dan upside his head, and he got the hint and asked the waitress to give us a minute to look at the menu.

-"What is wrong with you baby?" He asked concerned.
-"Oh nothing except my boyfriend is flirting with the waitress." I said with a pout.
-"Oh your jealous that is so cute. You are so special and I am just a regular jock with nothing to offer but a penis." He spoke with a giggle which made me blush.
-"Why do you say things like that when I am nothing special either."
-"You just don't see what I see. You don't see your worth and how precious you are too me."

Right at the good moment that damn waitress came back which pissed me off. Dan ordered the steak and eggs while I decided on pancakes with whip cream.

-"Dan do I really mean that much to you?" I asked looking down.
-"Of course! why do you have to ask? Don't you see I am trying to change to make us work baby. I can't live without you."

Tears slowly began to fall down my cheek. I was about to break and tell him everything when the waitress came with the food. This time it was a good thing because now Dan was too distracted to notice me crying. That is until the waitress starting to flirt with him again.

-"He you go cutie, something sweet for a sweetie." She whispered in his ear as she set down my pancakes with whip cream.
-"Slut please get out his face and leave my man the fuck alone for I whip your silly ass!" I yelled standing up.
-"Bitch try me! I could have your man if I want to." She replied throwing the water I ordered at me.

With that I jumped over the table and spit in her face, but luckly Dan grabbed me and asked the waitress for the manager. However, I was ready to go and left the diner quickly. Dan stayed and talk to the manager about the waitress's behavior while I was outside pissed the fuck off. Then Dan came out, but he stopped and looked at his cell phone probably a text from a friend or something. However, whatever it was Dan expression told from calm to mad as hell. He didn't even look at me which surprised me. He bumped me out of his way and opened the car door.

-"What happened? What's wrong?" I asked puzzled.
-"You tell me what happened.Huh?" He spoke with such venom.
-"What you mean hubby?" I asked.

He handed me his phone. I couldn't believe it, for it wasn't a text message, but a video of me and Drew having sex last night. I couldn't believe it how could this had happened.

-"Dan believe me I was going to tell you at breakfest but that stupid bitch ruined it."
-"You don't need to tell me shit because it over, there is no more us. I tell you that deep shit of how I care about you and you just sit there and act like everything is ok. It is not ok because you cheated on me!"
-"Yeah and I was drunk. I felt bad for what happened I am sorry."
-"Fuck your sorry!"
-"Hold up lets not act like your the perfect saint here. I know there was times you cheated to, but I forgave you when you apologized."

I must of pissed him off because he punched me right in the face which caused me to fall to the ground. He didn't stop there, he continued to punch me yelling things like you never loved me and look how much I am trying for you, but I couldn't hear anything or move. I had tears falling from my eyes, and I saw tears in his too. He finally stopped the punching, got in his car, and took off.

With the little strength I had left, I took out my cellphone and dialed Tiffany's number and told her where I was. She was there in no time, but she was completely shocked and appalled when she saw what Dan did to me. She and my other friend Jak picked me up and put me in the car. We drove back to my house. Tiffany and I headed up stairs while we told Jak to stay down in case Drew came or something happens outside.

-"He did all this to you because you drunkly sleep with Drew?" she asked.
-"More because he told me how he felt and I didn't mention it too him. He got a text and found out, but I don't know how someone had that video."
-"Well last night Andy did follow you and Drew upstairs, but I don't know why he did."
-"OMG! Andy sent that video to Dan. What's going to happen next?"