My Heart : Part 7 - I Love You Still In Death

Dan

The Trial had just restarted and all the witnesses had spoken. Now my life hung in thee hands of the Judge. All the evidence said I was guilty why should it not, for I did cause Johnny pain which did lead him to his deadly fall to death. "Sir can I say one last thing before you sentence me." I asks Judge dick who looks around, and I already know the answer which will be a no. "Um sorry son but..."

"Let him speak," Johnny's dad stands up and yell toward the jugde. "Well then ok."

I stand up and prepare to share how I truly felt which is something I could never do before not even with Johnny, but I needed the world to know I feel...

"I am a man just like most of you. I had my errors, made mistakes that I should have never made, but that doesn't mean I don't have the right to love. I fell in love with Johnny, yet I didn't see his worth or the importance he played in my life instead I only saw me, my needs, my issues, and my fear of love. However, through all of that Johnny loved me. Hell he even stayed with me because he saw the whole picture instead of himself. The sad part of all this is he killed himself because me, a man with such selfishness, decided to break up with him over a drunk slip up. He cheated on me which is something I did to him all the time, yet I couldn't handle it. I prefer if Johnny was here to judge me instead of you who don't know anything of me and him!"

With that I sat down, that speech wore me out. The judge looked at me with pity and says, "I find the defendant not guilty due to lack of evidence!"

"Lack of evidence, your honor please. Don't pity this abuser because he good with his tongue thats how he manipulated poor little Johnny and see where that lead. We need to teach this criminal the true meaning of pain just like he caused Johnny for years!" Andy pleads to the judge. The judge hasn't used his gavel so he can still change his mind.

"Fine. Dan I have no choice but to sentence you to death." The judge prepares to slam down his gavel and I fall to my knees praying that at least Johnny heard my speech where ever he is. "WAIT!" a voice shouts.

Everyone turns their attention toward the open double doors. There is a bright light and in runs Tif. "Don't blame Johnny's death on Dan its Andy's fault." Tif yells staring Andy in the face, me and Cutie can prove it. I look behind Tif and see this sexy girl standing behind her. "She is a psyhic. I know it sounds weird, but she told me all my secrets and we never met before." Cutie walks toward me, and I stand up. I stare at her up and down noticing her skinny jean, black shirt with a red heart, and pink and black stiletto boots which remind me of the ones Johnny wanted but I forget to get them. She walks closer to me and stares in my eyes; her eyes are the same color as Johnny's and I begin to uncontrollable cry. "I wish Johnny was here so he know how sorry I am for hurting him." I say as I look at Cutie.

Cutie begins to shake and falls backward, and I stop crying and try to see what's wrong. Cutie's eyes are close, and Andy, being the dick he is comes over and pours his water bottle water on her face. She wakes up, looks at me, and yell, "Dan!"

"How the fuck do you know my name, wait, are you channeling Johnny. Wow! Johnny I want you to know I love you even though I know your in heaven or where ever. I am sorry for being a dick, hitting you, fighting with over stupid shit, and for raping you that one time after homecoming." I say rushing the words out and shaking Cutie. "Oh thanks Tif for finding Cutie so I could connect with Johnny one last time." I say to Tif smiling so big while everyone looking in shock and bewilderment.

"What the fuck are you talking about. Who Cutie? What the fuck is channeling? Dan what the fuck is this shit?" Cutie says.

I look at her weird. "Aren't you cutie? Who the fuck are you?" Tif asks.

"Are you guys high right now. It's me Johnny. Duh."

"Johnny!" I yell hugging the life out of him. "But how?..." Tif starts. "Order in this court! Your Johnny well girl... I mean son can you tell us what you remember?" The judge interrupts.

"Um sure. Dan and I had just got into an argument, and he left. I locked myself in my room. Tif and Jak left; I felt all alone. I just replayed Dan telling me he don't love me and all that hurtful things. I couldn't take it anymore, so I decided to jump off a bridge. I kind of remember that it was an epic fail. I took off the heart shaped promise ring Dan gave me and jumped. But, my jacket got stuck on a rusty nail on the bridge and I tumbled down and hit my head on a rock after that I don't remember. I remember right now waking up to Dan being all weird and stuff."

"Then it's settled. Dan is not guilty for the death of Johnny," with that said the judge slammed down his gavel.

"Fuck that! "Andy yelled grabbing Johnny by his hair." I spent too much fucking money for this bastard to just walk away because this bitch couldn't fucking kill himself properly." and reaches in his pocket and throws a pocket knife to Dan, "Now buddy if you don't want your precious Johnny's brains all over this place, please kill yourself." Andy says with venom in his hiss.

"Dan. NO!" Johnny yells. "No Johnny. I can't lose you again because of coward ness. He wants me dead because it burns him to imagine me fucking you, me touching you, and the thought of your mouth on my dick. Andy have you always been so obsessed with me because its plain pathetic." I cockily say to Andy knowing it piss him off.

"Well bitch say bye." Andy gets the gun ready and points it to Johnny's head. I throw the knife at Andy's head causing him to dodge it giving me just enough of an opening to try and take the gun from him. I push Johnny out the way. Andy and I struggle for control of the gun when suddenly a shot goes off. I fall backward with a sharp pain in my side. I see Johnny run towards me with the knife in his hand; he swings the knife cutting Andy from his left check to his right eye in an angle. Andy drops the gun and police swarm him like ants on honey while I past out to wait for death...